#bipolar shit

[cloudswamp]

not a poem, but fuck it feels good when the girl at the grocery store is sweet to me and we both agree about the emotional positioning of facial piercings. it’s a nervous bit deliberate interaction that only makes me yearn for more and more of the undesirable masses that compose garbage feelings no one cares for…

[noneofchar]

Usually when I’m manic, it’s almost fun. Everything feels good. I feel more creative and motivated. The worst thing I do is make some rash decisions and potentially spend more money than I should.

But today…

I’m a fucking mess. All weekend my mind has been running at 2,000 mph and nothing I do will make it stop. And I keep getting stuck in loops. My brain is driving me so crazy that I feel physically ill. I just want it to stop.

[the70joe]

you know, don’t know if I am having an episode, but the hypersexuality that can come with bipolar is real lol

[ghoulieinthegraveyard]

So, here I am, sitting in a depression bath in the middle of the night, smoking a bowl, drinking a beer, and listening to sad music. And yet, I still prefer adulthood than it was being a child.

[buddydolly]

why is it that every fucking time people around me tell me to "calm down" or say "there's no reason to be upset" I immediately doubt the validity of my diagnosis and go "you know what, maybe I am just an asshole and not actually bipolar." like what the fuck! let me be a flawed human being and get the fuck off my back! if you don't want to deal with me then don't! I'm not asking you to! God fucking damn.

[puppetkin]

every time someone asks me an hour later what i was angry about:

[usuallysleepingg]

a little reminder to take 👏🏻 care 👏🏻 of 👏🏻 your 👏🏻 self 👏🏻 BOTH physically and mentally

[thelittlescrimshaw]

oh my god

this is the worst depressive episode i’ve ever had???

probably because the medicine manages manic symptoms better than depressive ones and i don’t have the mixed shit going on but like

i’d rather have the energy and be lowkey suicidal than be this worn out w/o suicidal urges