Sleep pills are not working at the moment. All the hypomania all the time.

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Sleep pills are not working at the moment. All the hypomania all the time.
Went to a doctor today and got prescribed Abilify. 1: thank god my dad has excellent insurance because the list price is 924 and I only paid 10. 2: I'm kinda nervous because there are so many internet horror stories about it and I'm impatient and just want to be fixed now. And I'm starting it when I am actually in the stable realm so that seems kinda weird. Anyway the highs were what upset me not the lows so hopefully taking this will help me stay how I feel right now.
Going after goals, PTSD-style
Going after goals, PTSD-style
Dear Human Beings with mental illness
I know I haven’t been on and writing in a while, but, that’s life, and sometimes the drudgery of it takes us away from our passions in the struggle for survival, amirite?
Anyway, I’m back, I’ve taken some huge steps forward towards reaching a goal that I’ve set for myself, and that is pursuing my master’s degree and promoting my music and what I do to a…
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When the Know-it-alls know nothing
When the Know-it-alls know nothing.
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When the Know-it-alls know nothing
When the Know-it-alls know nothing.
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Making Up My Mind
I am terrible at making decisions :/ It is rare that I don't like multiple options. I can barely decide between two or more options. Whether it is for something now or for something happening in three months. It is frustrating and I often end up doing nothing :/ The worst part is the fact that most of the time it is never an important choice but I just can't choose!! And due to the fact that I like multiple options too much I can't ask for help or flip a coin because I don't like the result no matter what is chosen. I am also terrible at keeping to a decision or plan even if I like it. Unless I see some decent incentive I end up doing nothing :/ Grrr so annoying!!! :/
going 2 go to bed before i wreck myself thinking about getting tested for a diagnosis