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i love !! @birbyonce + @velteris‘s nozoeli delinquent au

sorry i dont know eli’s tattoos so i. improvised ? made it up ? idk what word im lookin for here

[velteris]

I SHIP YOU AND BIRBYONCE PLEASE BRING BACK THE PUNK NOZOKOTOELI AU

@birbyonce !!!! IM LAUGHING IM SORRY ANON NINA IS AN INFANT AND I CANNOT

[xcamay]

Alright, it's just perfect to write sad things when you want to get rid of those blasted thoughts.

I wanted to thank @birbyonce for her OCs, and also for allowing me to write things about them. So I couldn't help.

I hope you’ll enjoy.!

She has never been the one.

Believe me, she tried to be. Through the daily flirty exchanges on TV when the show was too boring for them, or whenever they went somewhere where excited groupies were pointing at them, gossiping about how beautiful they could be if they were together. Through the heated make out sessions they started to have after each fight, resulting in them panting, before throwing themselves on each another in a fervent, searing kiss. Through all the times they passionately made love together, to the point of exhaustion sometimes. Through all the gifts, through all the places they went together, through all the hugs and cute kisses they shared when one was leaving, or just when they were too lazy in the morning to get up, feeling too good in each other's warm embrace.

Even if they dated during few years, it had never been enough.

She has never been the one. She knew it, deep inside, but she ventured to do it, even if she knew she was going to be hurt in the end.

However, she never knew it was going to hurt as much as that.

After all, she fell in love. So hard. It was amazing. But she fell for the wrong person.

How do you rival first and true love, anyway?

She thought it was going to be easy. She thought everything was already over, that she just had to make her fall in love with her, make the power of love grow between them ; as simple as that.

The power of love, my ass.

"-speak now, or forever hold your peace."

She bites her lower lip, absent-mindedly chewing on it. This is it. This is what she was eagerly waiting for. She doesn't understand why people stay here, already crying because of the vows ; and, then, she remembers and bitterly -but quietly- chuckles. That's right. None of them is in love with the smiling light pink haired girl over there, near the altar, who is as gorgeous as usual in this white wedding dress.

Why did she come in the first place? Ah, yes. The friend thing. 'I think it's better if we break up ... But I don't want to lose you, you know! We should stay friends!'.

They just shouldn't have. And she shouldn't have come. It's just as painful as when they broke up ; when Valentine broke up. With that stupid sheepish grin of hers, clearly saying that she was sorry but not really ; she was going to throw herself in her first love's arms right after, so she had no reason to regret her choice. Not even a single tear. Nothing. When she thinks about it in the evening, right before crying herself to sleep, she wonders if Valentine knew what she was doing ; if everything was planned ; if she was playing with her and her feelings.

She snaps out of her thoughts when she feels a hand under hers, tightly squeezing it. Icy light blue eyes intensely look at her, worried. She forces a smile -this is what she does the best now, and everyone believes in those smiles. Except for three persons. The three who care the most about her, and the three she cares the most about. Aspen, Birdie and Victoria. It was them, who burst into her apartment the day they saw Valentine in her first lover's arms, stopping her from breaking even more photo frames, glasses and plates ; or, rather everything that was breakable and that her hands, bloody because of all the sharp shattered glass that already covered the floor, curiously grabbed in no time at all. It was them, who caught her when her legs suddenly wobbled, as she broke down for the umpteenth time. It was them, who were glancing at her worriedly, squeezing her arms and shoulders the day Bandit (innocent, and young, and adorable Bandit) decided that they all should meet again ; she'll have to thank him some day, because it was the day she became the great actress she is now. With those smiles.

"Kian ..." Victoria's hand brushes against her cheek, wiping a single tear away.

What a failure. She swore she'll never cry for her again. Everything is doomed to failure ; she is doomed to failure.

"I'm fine."

She notices her three best friends exchanging worried looks.

"You may now kiss-"

"Alright. I'm leaving." She hurriedly whispers, quietly stands up without everyone else knowing it : exceptionally, they decided to sit at the back, Aspen pretending that she needed some fresh air because she 'felt bad'.

"When will you come back?" Birdie asks, loud enough to cover the guests' loud cheers while the kiss finally happens.

"I don't know. It's enough, I need to get some fresh air."

And with that, Kian pushes some guys already walking toward the altar, certainly to compliment the new married girls, making her way through them, tears streaming down her face.

"A-Ann?"

Kian stops dead in her track, blinking, now in front of Nine's small sobbing and shaking frame.

"Oh no, Nine ..."

The oldest of the two forgets about her own tears and her own sadness as she immediately takes the brunette in her arms.

"I-it's so un-unfair!" She cries, her shoulders violently quivering as she buries her head under Kian's chin. "Why ..."

Kian closes her eyes, silently cursing. Nine. If someone needs to be happy in this world, it is certainly Nine. This young woman is so innocent, so beautiful, so open-handed ... And who is now heart-broken. How can Lucky do that? How can she leave Nine behind in such state? How?

"The world i-is so mean ..."

Kian can't help and weakly chuckles. She is adorable. "You're too good for this world, Nine. But you'll be fine, alright?" She forces a smile again, gently squeezing Nine's shoulders. "You're a strong girl Nine, and you deserve to be happy so ... You have to be fine."

"Why ... Why aren't we in love with each other?"

"Because we're just two idiots." The short haired girl chuckles, nuzzling Nine's hair.

But their comforting embrace is soon interrupted by cheering people, ready to great the married couple. Nine loudly sniffs and takes a step back, while Kian presses a sweet and soft kiss on her forehead.

"Take care, Nine."

"Are you going somewhere?"

"Yes. My plane takes off in few hours, I need to be ready."

What is nice with the blue eyed girl is that she never asks questions, informations. Never. And, anyway, maybe it’s because she is the one who understands Kian the most right now.

Of course, Aspen, Victoria and Birdie also understand her ; but they can't know how it exactly feels, unlike poor Nine who is desperately in love with Lucky. But they understand though, and promised Kian not to tell Valentine what is the big deal, and they promised to keep in touch while Kian tried to start a new life elsewhere.

But this is very complicated, especially with an excited Valentine in front of them, eyes shining as they are searching for someone through the crowd. "Hey girls, have you seen Kian?" She is smiling. Of course, today is certainly the best day of her life.

They don't have time to answer that she goes on, almost standing on tip-toe despite her heels, only offering a smile at those who approach her to congratulate her, "I didn't get to talk to her when she arrived, and I now I want to talk to her! Where is she?"

"Val ..." Birdie awkwardly and uneasily shifts her weight from one foot to the other, glancing at Aspen and Victoria, who feel as powerless as her. "Err, how to say it ..."

"Don't try to make me believe she isn't here, I saw her with you before the vows." Valentine and her omnipresent smile. "Where is she? Ah, Kian-" She suddenly reaches for a woman with dark short hair, patting her back. But when the woman curiously turns on her heels to face her, Valentine blinks. "Oh, I'm sorry, I thought you were-"

"No problem." The woman with bright golden eyes smiles. "Congratulations Valentine, by the way!"

"Thank you!"

Valentine beams, and quickly faces her three dear friends, ready to ask her question again, but Aspen interrupts her, the words slipping out of her mouth, "Kian left."

"She ... Left?" Valentine slowly repeats, not really understanding the point here.

Birdie loudly clears her throat, sliding her hand with unease through her wild hair, while Aspen closes her eyes, internally cursing.

"Yes, she left," Victoria continues, crossing her arms. "She can't pretend anymore, so she left."

"She doesn't want to be hurt again." Birdie adds, still looking away though.

"Wha-"

"She loves you. She still." Victoria sighs, now rubbing her right forearm with her left hand. "Like, really, you know. A lot."

"But she can't do it anymore. It's like, you know, when she lost you ... It was as if she lost herself at the same time." Aspen bites her lips after saying that, holding her breath.

For the first time in forever, Valentine's heart sinks. Hard.

What was that quote, by the way? 'You don't know what (who) you have, until it's (they're) gone'?

"It's when you lose someone that you realize just how much this person meant to you, right?" Birdie whispers at Aspen and Victoria, who both helplessly nod back at her. "Did we ... just screw her marriage up?"

Because I'm sorry guys, but I ship ValKian, like more than a lot. :3 so in the end, yeah, you totally understood why Valentine's heart sank, haha. [if you didn’t catch it, it’s because she realized how much she’s going to miss Kian, and that ... Yeah, she loves her, in the end.]

[xcamay]

Good memories [3]

[n°1] [n°2]

Hi guys! Another mini ‘Good memories’ fanfic, a little bit different from the others. I hope you’ll still enjoy it. :3 Of course, all of the muse babies here belong to @birbyonce!

Enjoy~ :3

- 04:57 -

After thirteen hours of painful contractions, a loud cry interrupts all the noise coming from the midwives and the obstetrician, and Maki finally lets her head fall back against the big pillow behind her, deeply heaving a sigh of relief.

Finally.

"God." Nico sniffes, tightly squeezing her wife's moist hand, her crimson eyes shining because of the tears. She looks at the obstetrician, who gets up with a small and crying newborn in his hands, immediately placing the baby girl against Maki's chest. "Maki-chan ... Ou-our daughter is here ..."

"Yazawa-san, do you want to cut the umbilical cord?" A midwife gently asks.

"Yes, of course!"

And while doing so, another midwife gasps, "Wow, impressive Yazawa-san. You're the first today who cuts the umbilical cord without fainting."

"GIVE ME MY BABY BACK!" Maki suddenly yells, startling everyone in the room. "I WANT MY BABY BACK!" She says, trying to get up, while the midwife who has just taken the baby freezes, scared by such outburst.

The obstetrician rushes to Maki's side, pushing her back on the bed with two of his co-workers' help. "Nishikino-san, I know you want to stay with your baby and it's normal because you're now a young mother, but we have to bathe your daughter and measure her and all. Please Nishikino-san, understand. We have to make sure she's alright, and ... And you still have work to do, like delivering the placenta now. Do you still have contractions?"

Maki wordlessly nods, glances at her raven haired wife and immediately takes her hand in hers ; Nico plants a soft kiss on her sweaty forehead and wipes away some tears -Maki didn't even notice she started crying. The redhead then winces and tries to catch her breath, as she starts feeling the contractions once more : when the obstetrician gave her her daughter, it was as if all the pain vanished away. But now they're back, and it's for the last thing : the delivery of the placenta.

Alright Maki, you're going to do it-

"Um ... ... Doctor ... ?"

You're going to deliver the placenta and then they'll give you your daughter back ... Perfect. ... ... ... I want my daughter so bad.

"Doctor ... There's another baby."

Maki's amethyst eyes suddenly widen, just like Nico's crimson ones. "WHAT?!"

"Excuse me?" The obstetrician says, though a little bit less shocked than the two parents.

"There's another baby." The midwife calmly repeats. "I can already see the head."

"You never said I was pregnant with twins!" Maki gasps, looking at the man who's now next to the midwife, herself placed between Maki's legs, ready to greet the second baby.

"But Nishikino-san, just one more push and the baby is here. You can't stop now. One more push!" The midwife insists, nodding once.

"You should have known that we were going to have twins!" Maki glares at the obstetrician, accusingly pointing at him. "You should have known, dammit!"

"M-Maki-chan, it's fine." Nico sighs, sliding her free hand through Maki's red hair. "Sometimes it happens-"

"Nishikino-san, I apologize-"

"But it doesn't have to happen nowadays, Nico-chan!" Maki frowns. "And ... And we bought enough for a baby, not for two!"

"Nishikino-san, can you push please?"

"I know honey, I know, but we can scheme, like some clothes are going to be for the second baby and-"

"We don't even have another name, Nico-chan! And we don't even know if it's a boy or a girl!"

"You're going to know it, just please push Nishikino-"

"What if it's a boy?" Maki ignores the midwife, still looking at the petite woman, worry plastered all over her face. "We won't give him girly clothes!"

"Maki-chan, when you'll be resting, I'll go buy new clothes, don't worry about it." Nico reassures her with a smile and a peck on the tip of her nose.

"Nishikino-san, please, push-"

"But you have to stay with me! And with our babies!"

Nico rolls her red eyes. "Then, I'll ask Nozomi or Eli or Tsubasa or Kotori or someone else to go buy things for our second baby."

"GODDAMMIT PUSH!"

"BUT I'M PUSHING AND I'M GOING TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE IF YOU KEEP YELLING AT ME!"

- 05:09 -

For the second time today, and within few minutes, another loud cry echoes in the room. And another baby is placed against Maki's chest, who heaves a sigh of relief.

"Don't tell me I have a third one waiting for me to push again, or I'm going to kill you all." Maki lightly growls, while Nico laughs as she cuts the umbilical cord, before gulping when she hears the next words escaping her lover's mouth, "And especially you, Nico-chan."

"No, don't worry about it Nishikino-san. It's really over this time." The obstetrician chuckles, before apologetically smiling at the midwife who receives a dead glare from Maki when she takes her second baby away.

- 05:15 -

"Congratulations." The obstetrician offers the new parents a smile as he steps in the labor room again, followed by two of his co-workers that are holding the two sleeping twins. "You have two healthy baby girls, despite the premature labour. Good job Nishikino-san, Yazawa-san."

"Thank you." Nico smiles as she gently takes one of the newborn babies, while the other is given to Maki, who has a loving smile on her face.

The petite crimson eyed woman lightly craddles the baby girl, lulling her with a whispered song. On the other hand, Maki gives her daughter her first breast feed. The other, who fell asleep in Nico's warm embrace, wakes up minutes after against her redhead mother, ready to receive her first breast feed too.

Then, the obstetrician and a midwife lead them to Maki's room, where two small beds await them. But once Maki's gurney is placed between her daughters' ones and that the man and the woman has just left the room, Maki weakly pokes Nico's waist.

"Maki-chan?"

"I know people don't really like it, but ... I want them to sleep together tonight." Maki breathes, glancing at the baby still glued to her breast, her little fingers tightly clutching the wide and loose collar of the dress the doctors gave her before going to the labor room. "She's so small, I feel like ... Like she needs her sister for now."

"It's fine Maki-chan. We don't care about what people think ... If we want them to share their first night together, then we'll put them in the same bed. It won't kill them, and we already know that they're going to sleep together more than once."

Maki smiles and places her head better against the pillow, closing her amethyst eyes. "I'm so happy ..."

"Me too." Nico whispers, while the baby she is craddling sleeps, her small fingers wrapped around Nico's pinky one.

"Nico-chan ... I love you."

"Oh." Nico tenderly smiles and they both share a light kiss. She's not really used to this Maki, even after years being together, but she's also in love with the tired Maki who doesn't have the time -and the energy- to argue with her or be flustered because she said these sweet words out loud. "I love you too."

Nico then places her first daughter in the small bed, immediately covering her with what the midwives gave them. "You did a wonderful job Maki-chan."

"Mm ..." Maki sleepily hums, not even moving when Nico takes the other baby girl to slide her under the cover, next to her twin sister.

Nico quietly leaves the room, not wanting to wake her exhausted wife up, nor her two daughters, that are peacefully sleeping against each other, their small bed right next to Maki's.

She walks towards the waiting room, a happy smile dancing on her pink lips, her steps light and her heart tightening because -and even thanks to- the happiness which is overwhelming her right now. She's pretty sure that her smile matches the ones all of her friends were wearing the day they had their own children. After all, Nico remembers them all : Rin's exhausted but excited smile and Hanayo's beautiful one when they had Junko ; Tsubasa had a sweet one while Honoka tried to hold back her happiness not to wake Aoi up, because she was peacefully sleeping her arms -and it happened twice, when they had Hana last year- ; Kotori's soft and warm smile and Umi's dreamy one when Yuuki joined their family -and Nico swears she never saw such smile illuminated Umi's face- ; Eli's caring one and Nozomi's motherly one, the first smiles Hotaru saw when she opened her turquoise eyes for the first time ; and, finally, Erena's tender one and Anju's loving but reassured one, because they were now able to hold their healthy little Haruka after Anju's first -and last- rough miscarriage.

When Nico enters the waiting room, she finds herself almost pushed to the ground by an excited Rin, despite the early hour.

"Tell us Nico-chan nya, tell us!" Rin bounces on her feet, shaking Nico's shoulder.

Usually, Nico would have told her to stop moving her like that, but the crimson eyed woman is so happy right now that she even laughs along with Rin.

"Nicocchi is so happy." Nozomi smiles, her tone as sweet as her smile, her young eighteen-month-old blonde baby soundly sleeping against her. "It's so good to see you like that, you know Nicocchi."

"Where Auntie Maki?" Junko sleepily asks, yawning and rubbing her purple eyes, placing her head above Hanayo's chest once again.

"Auntie Maki is very tired now, baby." Hanayo says, her hand running through light orange locks, making the almost three years old close her eyes -well, almost, she will have three years old in four months.

"Nico-chan, tell us!" Honoka's excited voice rises, while Kotori lightly giggles at Nico's intrigued gaze. She raises her hand and shows her the mobile phone ; of course Umi and her called Honoka when they learnt that Maki's water broke, because Honoka is currently spending her weekend at Tsubasa's parents' place with her two daughters. This is when Nico also notices that Kotori and Umi let little Yuuki at home or, certainly, with Kotori's mother ; they decided not to bring their eighteen-month-old baby to the Nishikino hospital -yes, eighteen-month-old baby too, just like Hotaru, but Yuuki is older ; the two are nineteen days apart, Yuuki being born on March, the second, and so, Hotaru, the twenty-first.

Only Junko, Hotaru and the little Haruka -who is currently fighting off sleep on Anju's lap- are here, the latter being sixteen-month-old. Nico smiles ; for now, her babies are the youngest. It won't eternally last, because she heard last time that Nozomi wanted to have another baby soon. Maybe another little girl that her twins will want to protect like a little sister.

"How is your baby girl, Nico-chan?" Kotori softly asks, getting up to approach Nico with her mobile phone, so that Honoka can hear her.

"Guys, you'll never believe this!" Nico excitedly says, her smile growing even wider. "They're two!"

"What?" Most of her friends' eyes widen, with pure shock.

"Maki-chan gave birth to two little girls~" The new mother squeals with joy, happily hugging Kotori and Rin, the two that were right beside her. "I suppose they didn't see the second baby during the ultrasounds because she's a little bit smaller than the first and she seems weaker, but- b-but they're here, and they're just so pretty and- oh my God, I already love them so much!"

"This is so cool~" Kotori happily hugs Nico back. "Anju-chan and I will sew new clothes for your other little girl!"

"Totally!" Anju smiles, gently placing her baby girl in Erena's arms before standing, cracking her back. "Congratulations Nico-chan, Maki-chan and you did a great job." She giggles.

Soon enough, Nico finds herself being hugged by almost everyone, Nozomi even pecking her forehead with a 'I'm really proud of you Nicocchi, you're a real big girl now~'.

"How did you call your twins so?~" Honoka asks through Kotori's phone.

"Kamiko and Makoto." Nico beams, staying in Rin's embrace.

I'm sorry Nina, I don't know if you planned this but I allowed myself to say that Anju had a miscarriage before having Haruka, bc I loved writing the fic where she went through it :’) And that NicoMaki didn’t know they were going to have twins hehe

I hope you all enjoyed it! See you for another episode of 'Good Memories' :*

[tovanori]

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[tovanori]

@mikimikimii @birbyonce (aka @sonodaddy) and @pyrocookiewolffox

look at the gayest gays who make up the muse babies crew

(also I’m the oldest and I’m the smollest I’M -cries-)