#bisexual squirrel

[mrwooglewogle]

[carry-on-gayward-son]

15x10 set up exactly how Dean’s story needs to end, and the crazy part is... it’s almost happy.

This moment isn’t about Dean dreaming to pursue a career in dancing or something like that. Had that been his dream, we definitely would’ve heard of it a bit more than this throughout 15 seasons of this show.

Instead, I believe this line refers to a desire for the life that Garth has. A life with a family. A life with dancing with the person you love for no particular reason except wanting to.

Up until now, Dean didn’t think that sort of a life could be available to someone like him. He fought monsters. That sort of “hero” life doesn’t allow for normality.

This episode, at it’s core, was about Garth showing Dean that it IS possible to have both.

This wasn’t the only piece of evidence that this is on Dean’s mind, though.

When Dean enters his subconscious - a place where he holds thoughts and dreams he may not even know he has, Dean is dancing.

This may seem sort of random at first glance, but it becomes more meaningful when you realize he isn’t dancing alone.

First, he’s dancing with Garth: and if dancing represents a normal life in Dean’s mind, this makes perfect sense. Garth is the hero this whole episode’s about, and his “normal” life is blatantly showcased throughout the entirety of the episode. He’s like a guide, or a symbol that maybe this is an ok path.

Second, he’s dancing with a lamp. A placeholder. After all, the obvious flaw in this normal life idea is not having anyone to dance with.

Now, is it possible that, at some point in these last ten episodes, writers will bring back or indroduce some woman that he can build a quick relationship with before the ending? Yes. Of course it’s possible. And, knowing the pattern of the writers, that’s probably what’s going to happen.

But maybe it doesn’t need to.

[carry-on-gayward-son]

Dean: I'm straight.

Cas: *walks in*

Dean: