#bitchspirited

[vsprtin-blog]

                                 he’d never admit     ,       not even to his   girlfriend      ,     what he sincerely felt for his family     .     how   awfully   he mourned    skip     ,    how    terribly   he missed    brandi      ,      how   deeply   he adored    beau    .    it was embarrassing to him to express how he felt----   how he wept for his father’s death and ached for his mother’s attention    ,     and while he loved beau     ,    how jealous the toddler made him at times     .    so   ,   instead     ,     he sits there    ,      sulking       ,      all doom and gloom       . ‘    you think lilith got smokes    ?     i could use one      .     ‘               /         @bitchspirited

[hisownanchor]

continued from.   @bitchspirited

YOU CAN’T HELP BUT GRIN,  fondness shining through your smile,  eyes bright as you interlock your fingers with his.   your thumb swipes softly along the back of his hand,   breath evening out as you feel your heartbeat slowing,   body calmed by the touch.    ❝     full moons messing me up,  dude.   more than usual.    ❞    maybe that’s an excuse,   but he doesn’t need to know that.   maybe you just want to touch him,   but again,   he doesn’t need to know that.   maybe it’s selfish to ask for affection when stiles doesn’t know the truth,   but maybe you’re allowed to be selfish,   just a little bit.    ❝    need something to anchor to.    ❞

[flahmngo]

                                            gentle  grin     ,      ginger smile     ,       she’s bashful at the thought      .      ‘    nina    .     .     .     don’t be silly     .    no one would want an old lady like me     !     ‘     she was only thirty     ,     she fails to realize     ,    young on the spectrum of parenting      ;    especially when one son is in his late teens      .      ‘   i just----     i don’t know     .    i don’t think i’m ready      .     i don’t know if i’ll ever be ready      .     it feels disrespectful to skip    .   ‘            /      @bitchspirited

[thvvippy-blog]

❝  you dropped this,  ❞  coffee gaze lifted from the pencil in hand to glance up at the girl from his place, down on one knee before her.  //  @bitchspirited LIKED

[lupuscore]

continued from.   @bitchspirited

YOU DON’T KNOW IF SHE’S REAL.    you’ve had dreams like this so many times that you’ve lost count.   sometimes she fades away before you wake up,   sometimes you curse your mind for waking you because it drags you away from her.    your chest feels heavy,   ribs aching from the knife of grief that’s carved her name alone each and every one of them.   tears find your eyes,   this alone is rare,   even in your dreams.   you don’t like to be seen hurting,   but just seeing her just  ...  hurts.   your agony bleeds into your expression,   heartbreak and misery leading your bottom lip to tremble.

❝    i didn’t say it back.   ❞    she told you she loved you,   that everything was okay,   but you couldn’t say it back.   maybe out of shock,   or fear that if you said it back then it would be real,   then she’d be really dying.   and she was.   she was bleeding out in your arms and you couldn’t even manage to tell her that you loved her.   you wish you could change it,   but there’s a lot of things that you wish you could change.    ❝    that night,  i  ———  i didn’t say that i loved you too.   i’m sorry.   i did.   i do.   ❞      i always will.

[easytofiind]

📱 from chance thx

5 texts they didn’t send and 1 they did.

[text]: i miss u[text]: where did we go wrong the first time? was it me?[text]: i still think about you all the time, i wish you were here.[text]: I  never stopped feeling this idk whatever it is[text]: fuck 

[text]: hey i saw this pizza place and idk we should go or something. the beer is really cheap. idk. lemme know when ur free. 

[flahmngo]

                            ‘   nina   ,    when you were a     girl   .    .    .   did you ever think about    other girls    ?    ‘    she hopes she knows what she means    ,    because she’s too    embarrassed    to thoroughly explain    .    ‘   it probably sounds     silly    ,     but skip’s the only person i’ve ever been with    ,    so i never really------     explored   like most girls do at that age    .    ‘   and she thinks she’s too   old   now   !              /          @bitchspirited

[ncrvousleader-blog]

@bitchspirited liked for a starter.

they’re LUCKY to have found a skeleton key when they did ( and he’s glad to have found her so not to use it for himself alone ). they’d both make it back in one piece ( despite their injuries, it was better than being DEAD ), and they’d be able to rest up before the next trial came around--- dwight could only HOPE they weren’t the ones chosen for it when that did happen. 

the tunnel’s long and dark-- a path he’s taken countless times before, and rarely ever with ANOTHER to accompany him. it’s nice to have the company, despite the situation they were in. he’s been quiet up until now; head turning to look over his shoulder, he allows for a small smile to cross his lips. wouldn’t hurt to try and lighten the mood a bit.. they made it, after all.

❝ ------ shouldn’t be much further.. c’mon. when we get back, we can patch each other up and maybe get some rest. ❞ he doesn’t know about MEG, but he could sure use it. ❝ sound good to you ? ❞