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#❛ FORM. → his wounds healed / the skin a little thicker than before.#thats a back #body image /

uniewaznic·.

[ 𝐒𝐌𝐒 : 𝟑:𝟐𝟑 𝐀𝐌 ] so like. hypothetically speaking. [ 𝐒𝐌𝐒 : 𝟑:𝟐𝟑 𝐀𝐌 ] if i asked you to bring me some matches and some turpentine. [ 𝐒𝐌𝐒 : 𝟑:𝟐𝟒 𝐀𝐌 ] could you do that for me or is that, like, a no go hard pass sort of situation for you?

[sms : 3:28am] dude. what? [sms : 3:28am] i mean, yeah, i’ll do it. but i’m gonna need some kind of explanation. [sms : 3:29am] is everything okay? are you okay? is a lighter okay?

#uniewaznic‌#scott vc: buddy i love u so much but what the heck #❛ PROSE. → reply.#scott vc: matches are expensive but i already HAVE a lighter

ok its 4am me slep

#tbd.#me: does 2 asks both for rio #me: HMMM BED TIME #i'm like OUT of it now my brain shutting down #that's all folks!

“ have you eaten today? ”

meme. @argaents. accepting.

❝ yeah, of course. ❞ scott answers quickly, well before he has the chance to think about it. it’s a knee jerk reaction these days, to assure people he’s sleeping properly, that he’s eating properly, that he’s okay. he’s become a broken record, repeating the same reassurances over and over again. i’m okay, i’m okay, i swear, i’m okay, i’m okay, i’m okay. the thing is ——— even scott isn’t sure who he’s trying to convince anymore.

looking after himself has become harder and harder. he has so much pressure on his shoulders, so many things he has to be focusing on that self care slips out of his mind. why would he take time to look after himself when he could be checking in on his friends? or his mom? or working? or studying? or waiting for the next threat to wander into town? he doesn’t have time to worry about making himself three meals a day, or drinking water or sleeping more than a few hours each night.

but, she asks with such sincerity and concern, that he cracks slightly. brows dipping, lips pursing slightly as he actually thinks about his answer.

❝ well. — i think so? i don’t know. had to stop by the clinic before school ‘cause deaton needed help with something and then i had class and at lunch, i had to——— ❞ he cuts himself off, scrunching his nose slightly. ❝ okay, yeah. i don’t think i’ve eaten yet. but it’s okay. i’ll grab something on my way to the hospital after school. mom finishes early tonight. ❞

#i dont know what 2 tag this as but uh...#depression /#bc thats what it is he's depressed and stressed n not lookin after himself! letting his self care slip under the rug...#baby. baby boy.#argaents #❛ ASK. → answered.#❛ MEME. → answered.#allison throw a cupcake at his head!!! give the boy a muffin!!! he's a mess #scott pushing his own issues and needs under a rug; anyway gotta visit my mom after school and u kno check on stiles and everyone ha im ok!

runs her fingers through his hair and kisses his forehead !!

she runs soft fingers through dark hair and presses a tender kiss against his skin. and he smiles, not the room lighting grin he usually wears, but one much softer, one reserved only for moments like this, reserved only for moments with her. even when she moves her lips away, there is an imprint of warmth left behind in her wake, that warmth radiates, spreading along his skin, diving deep below and rooting itself into his bones. this is what love is, his heart whispers. i’ll never love anyone like this again. she is the only girl that i’ll ever want.

scott allows his eyes to flutter closed, head shifting forward to gently press his forehead against hers, a soft breath exhaled as he lifts a hand to press gently against where her throat and shoulder meet. his body is tangled with hers, sheets draped messily over the two of them, his body heat enough to keep the two of them warm without a blanket thrown over them too.

he feels safe here, wrapped around her, pressed right against the girl he loves. if he could stay here forever, he would. and he almost goes to tell her that, but instead he chooses to let the silence continue, his head tilting upward to press a soft kiss against her nose. a silent i love you too written into her skin with his lips.

#argaents #scott's so dramatic when he's in love......#he's like THIS is true love i will lvoe her forever and never lose her thanks #probably cause he's got HELLA abandonment issues and just hopes if he tells himself #he can love someone enough to make them stay despite everything #maybe it'll come true #❛ ASK. → answered.#blows u a kiss #this is dumb kids cuddling in bed and lil soft kisses

ohproserpine-deactivated2015053

You’d break your heart to make it bigger,

Richard Siken, excerpt of Landscape with a Blur of Conquerors (via mermaidyke)

#❛ MUSINGS. → but the sadness just sleeps & it stays in your spine for the rest of your life.#taps mic #i'd die for scott mccall

kol mikaelson is my favourite dumb bitch and i’d die for him

#tbd.#he'd probably kill me it's okay #blows a kiss 2 the sky #for that original bitch boy

forgot to turn the pan on to cook my omelette for like 10 mins but then i cooked and ate it and it just tastes like oil which, lads, if u dont know, is not a great taste to have in ur mouth

#just like #raw oil #love that #tbd.

henycavil

#angery alpha #❛ VISUAL. → if there’s a light at the end / it’s just the sun in your eyes.#choking /

one of the reasons scott does his best not to give up on anyone or leave them behind is honestly because of his abandonment issues. scott is so scared of being left behind and has been hurt so many times so he thinks maybe if he gives everything he has! and doesn’t give up on people! that maybe! maybe! they won’t leave him!

#it's obviously not the only reason like he also believes people can #redeem themselves and a lot of people deserve second chances #and he just generally likes helping people #plus feels like he's got to because #someone has to #but #one of the reasons is absolutely because......#'do what you wish those to do unto you'#scott vc: haha maybe if i give my entire heart to people and never give up on them they won't leave me #hey rafeal look what u did to this perfectly good boy u gave him anxiety #headcanons tbt.

scott’s the guy at a party that at 3am sits with a bunch of really really wasted people and gives them water and hands out snacks and tells them to be careful and offers to call them ubers or their mums or partners. he also doesn’t let them leave and walk home because! that’s how you die!

#scott's met a lot of strangers roommates and parents bc he... isn't just gonna leave them there!#has their arm around him n is smiling just 'hey. scott. just wanted to make sure they got home safe!!!'#headcanons tbt.#if u go to a party with scott and u get rly wasted he'll hold ur hair #back and rub ur back :^(#he just cares ab makin sure people are ok and safe #lets them have their fun cause!! they're allowed tomake their own choices #BUT #he'll make sure they're looked after and safe #he's gotta mum everyone. he's gotta #mostly because uh he remembers melissa #doing it to rafael : )#but also cause he cares so much

uniewaznic

𝐉𝐔𝐌𝐏𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐄. 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐓, 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐈 𝐖𝐎𝐊𝐄. // anti-fandom, canon, & j.eff d.avis. heavily divergent and headcanon based. repossessed by rionach.

#B^)#rio could beat me up and i'd say thank u #❛ PROMO. → others.

otpdisaster

Person B making a deal to save Person A’s life at the cost of all their memories together.

#Oh?#❛ WISHLIST. → ship.#❛ WISHLIST. → general.

so, scott’s only really consumed alcohol a couple times on the show, all after the bite. i think even if he could get drunk now, he wouldn’t. he’s seen the way alcohol effects people, especially those who have important roles in his life (see: rafael mccall) and he’s just ... uninterested. but, scott did smoke weed pre-bite (asthmatic dumbass...) and eat edibles. he’s a stoner but not a drinker, basically.

#i think weed might have a short buzz on werewolves still?#alcohol has to go through the body and into the blood stream but #weed goes lungs then straight 2 blood i guess?#short buzz! but a buzz nonetheless!#i dont think scott's tried since the bite he's been a Buzy bee #busy ? buzy ? why is my brain failing me #anyway scott refuses to drink even when he's at his lowest because #he's scared of being his dad #and letting down the people he cares ab #and abandoning them when they need him and hurting them #he doesn't wanna be ephemeral #in peoples lives!#headcanons tbt.#alcohol /#drugs /#OK BYE

mrow.

#blood /#gore /#THIS DUMB FB FILTER... KINDA CUTE...#i also looked rly cute without the filter at this time but for some reason only took #photos w/ this dumb filter #i luv that for me.#eye contact /#tbd.#i'm goin out for dinner with my dd i Belief

scott elias mccall.

#this is dumb i'm just fuckin around in ps thanks.#human....to body.....to wolf. IS HOW I TRIED TO SET THIS OUT BUT ! life is hard #❛ VIBES. → hopeless situations exist. hope also exists there too.#❛ AESTHETIC. → standing in the dim & dusty night with moonlight pooling on your shoulders.#edit.

allleyezzonme

You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who wasn’t even sorry.

gingeralefanclub-deactivated201

not to be dramatic but i would literally rather die

#❛ SM & MS. → falling for him wasn’t falling at all. it was walking into a house & suddenly realising you’re home.#a BIG sciles mood #thnk u coty for helpin me find this thnx

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