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I'm not crying, you are
Blog signed by BJYM
빛바랜 날들 이젠 잊고 다 안녕 -- Now forget about the faded days and say farewell
not to sound crazy or depressed or anything but the fact that i've found out about bjym only two months ago makes me feel so SAD ??? like?? I started stanning bap in 2013 and went to LOE in Paris in 2014 and then i was more or less keeping up with them until like 2020 i guess when i stopped using social media as a whole. and to think they used to be my ult group but i missed out on SOOOO MUCH including their solo stuff feels so bittersweet idk. like i feel kinda guilty about it but also im like better late than never i guess ?? so like right now seeing that they're still releasing music, performing together whenever they can and showing up for one another makes me so emotional and happy but also 15 yo me would be so mad that i CLEARLY was not paying enough attention a few years back lol. cause the worst part is that i haven't even been completely oblivious to anything kpop related these last couple of years like i went to übermensch in Paris and gala des pièces jaunes (twice!!) but like part of me was convinced that none of the bap members were active anymore and somehow I NEVER EVEN BOTHERED TO CHECK LIKE WTF WAS I THINKING??? anyways i needed to vent but i still have content to catch up on
Oooooh my gosh, I got to do my very first video call ever, and it was with my ults! One minute goes by SO FAST, but I'll treasure this call forever. I told Yongguk that I've been a BABY since debut, and that B.A.P has dones so much for me, so I just wanted to thank him for everything. He seemed so genuinely touched, and how he replied by saying that these moments (getting thanked like that) were special made my heart so incredibly full. I was also going to ask about how Tigger was doing, but despite having notes ready, I blanked entirely and forgot to look at them. That's where the "see me" moment happened, and gosh, he's such an amazing soul! For Daehyun, he opened immediately by pointing out my albums behind me, and his reaction to them made me smile so much it hurt! I mostly just got to tell him I was a singer, and his voice has been a huge influence on me, which you can see in the gifs above. He also seemed really touched, and I'm so glad I could give him that. He's taken such a leap coming back with the troubles he's been having, and I just wanted him to know how much BABYz appreciate and love him. Again, I meant to ask about Ganji, but forgot to check my notes lol. For Jae, I'm afraid I may have been speaking too fast in general to him. I kept having to remind myself to slow down when he got a confused expression, and I felt bad about it. I asked him if he planned to do a solo album after his musical, and he said that he doesn't plan to right now. I told him that whenever he does, I'll be looking forward to it. Then there was an awkward pause, because again, I blanked, but I did get to tell him I've been a BABY since debut, which seemed to make him happy! Jongup was such a sweetie! I thanked him for getting the four of them back together for Curtain Call, and told him that I was so grateful. I also complimented his hair, because gosh, it looks so good! Then he noticed the albums as well, and I showed him like I had Dae, and he was also quite impressed haha! His little eyebrow raise at the end of his heart was the cutest thing! I know it's not a lot, but I hope that this recounting makes some BABYz out there smile at least a bit. I've been following B.A.P for so long, and they've meant so much to me, and this experience only made me love them more (if that's possible). I have no words to express the fullness of my heart right now, so I'll leave it at that!
ASK AND YE SHALL RECIEVE
You can watch Tah-Dah! reuploads on YouTube, and Earthventure on the official Matoki facebook!
📲 official_jdh Instagram update
Cuteeeeeee!
But also...it looks like the matoki on v1 and v2 would beat the shit out if this matoki or they are the protective older matokis and this one is just a bby 😂