Choices
No one is allowed to put me in a box an expect me to be happy with it. Following con, I'm apparently the only person who had no say in what was going to become of me and my position. My opinion was asked for, but not of me, of my boyfriend, who possibly thinking he had an idea what I'd be okay with gave some answer on my behalf that was not an answer I would have given, and gave it without even understanding the alternative he was proposing. It feels like a breach of privacy. And, knowing that he knew something but he thought it wasn't his place to tell, I respected that. Everyone's privacy and opinion was respected but my own. I'm not okay with this. Choices were made for me and then when I naturally had issues with this, it turned into a bigger deal, because I was expected to have been okay with it, and now there are damages I'm not sure I want to undo. It's another relationship broken, that already had so many toxic components it was only a matter of time anyhow. I'm just bitter that in the end it wasn't even up to me.