Apr 24, 2020
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#we really back on yearning hours huh#I've been doing a lot of shadow work lately can you tell lol#urgh idk#just so strange...#i thought i had moved past this stuff#turns out i just buried them extremely deep instead#lol#everyone things that being strong and capable is a strength#but that's actually not true#softness is a mark of true strength#i just wish i could feel like that rn#bleghhh#also!!!#this is really hard for me because this is something i haven't really had to deal with before!!#like the last time i even felt remotely close to this was like... when i was 15??#so like#wtf!!#bleghhhdhd#journal#4.23.20