is there a sexuality thats like "im asexual and i kinda feel sexual attraction i think? i dont really know but i feel absolutely repulsed doing or thinking about anything sexual with another person but i dont care at all when im thinking or doing anything sexual on my own with absolutely no one knowing ever in 5 billion years like its some horrible fucking thing that ill be burned at the stake for and also im not repulsed when im making sexual jokes even with other people?"











