#blucsuede

[writermuses]

@blucsuede

[pasteldivine]

@blucsuede​  surprise kinda!!

it had been a few weeks since she bothered to stop by adam’s. her boyfriend, mason, had been breathing down her neck more than usual. she didn’t really bother to text, knowing her boyfriend searches through her phone almost daily. for a second, sage believed that maybe things were getting better with mason. sure, they still argued but he wasn’t walking out on her every time he was upset, until tonight. the two were supposed to meet for dinner when finished up at work. sage made sure not to wear anything to threaten his ego as she patiently waited for him to show up. except he never did. thirty minutes pass until he picks up the phone. “shit, sage. i’m sorry. i totally forget and i went drinking with some friends. rain check?” sage rolls her eyes and storms off from the table, leaving cash for her glass of wine. tears brim in her eyes as she sits in her car, the pain of being let down rushing over her. without thought, she was speeding to adam’s, urgent to be in his arms. yet again sage needed to forget. he’s home. the petite girl sighs in relief and heads to the door step. knock. knock. knock. sage hears the door creek open. “hey-- sorry we haven’t talked i just ---” she’s stopped right in her tracks. her eyes widen and the pain doubles. “do you...do you have a girl here?” she sounds offended and confused with the slightest hint of betrayal. sage caught of glimpse of a young lady propped up on his sofa, staring back at her. sage heart races. “god, adam, are you fucking her?”

[l0stangeles]

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“Dude either get your fuckin’ money out, or bail,” The hushed words exited Ben’s mouth almost as quick as his hands moved the supply baggie into his jacket pocket. He was always annoyed during deals like this - when the buyer was a low level lifestyle kind of person that wasn’t entirely sure just what they were getting involved with whenever it came to their choices. What may seem like a typical, run of the mill drug deal was actually stemming from a direct buyer that was a prestigious member of the mafia. Perhaps the sad looking man in front of him was similar to himself. Ben wasn’t always destined to work with the mafia, but that’s just kind of where life placed him one day - in the right place at the right time. However, as the man before him started eyeballing his jacket pocket that was now guarding his next fix, Ben was anxious that he might actually have to use the gun that was in his waistband. “Seriously bro, either get your money out or shit is gonna go sou -” Before he could even finish his sentence, he saw a flash of something from the corner of his eye. He turned his head quickly to be stuck in the most intense game of eye contact that he had partaken in in a while with no other Coralina fucking Sinistra, ex girlfriend that he liked to pretend no long existed in the world. “Oh you’ve got to be fuckin’ kidding me,” the words escaped from his mouth slowly, a laugh releasing after his words. This was quite possibly the last thing he needed right now. 

[angelsdvsts]

“what are you doing here?!” daniella questions, eyeing the other while trying to keep quiet, so she doesn’t make a scene. “you know that I’m not suppose to be seeing you..” she mumbles softly. // @blucsuede​

[emirhanhalil]

Based on this plot

The last thing Emir had expected when he got off the plane in Germany was that his girlfriend, Ramona, would be so quick to reply. Typically, he was one to text her ‘mission’s done, headed to [whatever city the soldier was getting buried in] and see you by [whatever date he was getting in down]’ but this trip had been harder. He’d found the soldier alive, but just barely, and it turned out it was a bait. As he’d called for backup, a bomb was detonated that had left him buried in rubble. He’d made it out but some of his brothers hadn’t and, per his job, he had to collect what was left of them. It had been a longer mission, more personal, and both emotionally and physically taxing. So, he was given a weekly assignment to health exams, told to rest, and given a little longer promise of leave than typical.

He wasn’t sure how to tell Ramona what he’d been through. Her caring nature always made him worry about what would happen if she knew the ghosts and danger that came with his job in all its gruesome detail. Still, there she was, all the lights warm and welcoming on in his apartment, the smell of her perfume and food in the air. “Ro? Aşkım, what are you doing here?” His tired eyes were already glimmering with the threat of tears as he dropped his bag heavily to the ground, his camo uniform looking out of place in the apartment. He wondered if the incident made the news and if she’d assumed it was him. The deaths didn’t always make mainstream news, but the ones that had were soldiers he’d collected, stood at their funerals, and carried in his memory.

Emir had forgotten how tired he was or how much his body ached, the sight of this wholly caring person there for him made him fall to his knees. He’d always been a bit of a loner and maybe he could have coped alone. Now that he didn’t have to, his body folded in on itself, ready to hold her and to sleep. He looked up at her when she stood in front of him an rested his dark locks on her leg. “I didn’t want you to see me like this.”

@blucsuede

[chaoticenxrgy]

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IT'S THROUGH THE TEASING OF HIS COLLEAGUES that has Derek sitting alone in his living room, beer bottle in hand as he swipes through Tinder. He's tried to keep it to women his age, but it seems as if they're looking for someone rather younger, and so if they get to it, it doesn't stand to reason as to why he shouldn't as well. Not thinking too much of it, he changes his settings and actually tries to read the bios before looking through the picture. He was told that the app isn't meant for anything long lasting and while he really isn't looking for anything like that as well, he doesn't want to be so shallow about it.  

A half hour in and he's brought to a profile with someone that looks so achingly familiar. Unable to put a memory to a name and face, he swipes right and is a little surprised he's matched right away. Without having anything to lose, he types out his first message.

Derek: I swear this isn't a come on, but I think I know you from somewhere.

[summcrtimesadness]

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She mouthed the words she secretly wanted to say aloud, and made them at no one in particular. Behind closed doors, she was definitely much less tame, and much less inclined to tame herself. There were multiple reasons why she felt the situation was beyond what she could call ideal. Firstly, she didn’t know him. Secondly, she didn’t want to. And thirdly, well, she just really didn’t want to. An arrangement such as theirs only spelt the end of what little freedom she had left, and she couldn’t help but want to claw onto the rest of it, without having to sacrifice more of herself.

When he was introduced and it was just the two of them, she could not stop the glowering. Mad more so at the situation, rather than the handsome prince standing before her, she plastered a wane smile, extending a hand, and with some bitterness commented, “Well, finally we meet, my beloved, I’d curtsy but since I’m going to have to do that out there-” she jerked her thumb in the direction of the formal party waiting beyond the ornate doors behind her. “-I think I’ll save myself the accidental and unnecessary squat.” 

[adcreyoux]

@blucsuede: oliver & yoona !!

The perks of being in the position to get away with buying expensive & very coveted concert tickets was one Oliver’s sisters used to their advantage more often than not & he couldn’t say no to them, especially not to Juliette who was more excited than Kaya & Layla about coming to this show, since she was the youngest. He, of course had kind of ulterior motives as he was a bit of a closeted fan of them & he didn’t put any resistance when they asked him to come along. Now being backstage after the concert was always an exciting experience for him. He had his hand on Juliette’s shoulder as they waited for the group to come out of their dressing rooms, it wasn’t like they were wearing the only fans waiting as the daughters of some of his friends were there too with their mothers.