I have nothing but absolute hate in my heart. Especially for you. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just petty because I'm not over what you did. I'm not over how you made me feel and I hate it because it was all last year. Everyone else has moved on..so why can't I.? Why do I still hate you.? Why do I get so angry seeing you express emotions and feelings? You claim you aren't changing anything about your self because you accept your mistakes- maybe you should change. Your a horrible person. But if I said that to your face again you'd commit, and you'd blame me for it. I hate you I hate seeing you feel things. You are nothing but a spoilt insolent brat who had everything and more growing up yet still find ways to blame others for your wrong doings and make your self seem like the perfect angel that you claim to be. I hate you I always will. I hate how I once loved you and cared for you, only for what in return? Nothing. Because you don't care about anyone but yourself. You claim to have so many things, to make your self the center of attention. Do they know what you lie about? Do they know you also faked having disorders and mental illnesses for attention? Host knows that is a sign for help but they really do not care with how much they hate this person. Anytime someone shows clear signs of being worse than you, you take it is a competition. And if they don't have as many "problems" as you claim to have you make them feel like their issues aren't worth anything. You have everything but want more. Can't you wait? Or are you just that spoiled hm? You refuse to see what everyone around you works hard to do for YOU. Because your too busy being an upgrateful brat when you have it better than so many others. (Not speaking about basic necessities. Eg" oh you have a cup so you have it bigger than evb else." Not that bs.)
I hate you. You know this don't you? Remember it. Unfortunately I can't rid you out of my life as yet but I hope in the next few years your going to be nothing of anything to do with me. Not even a memory. I want to forget you entirely.
I'm still waiting for you to get what you deserve.
