Answers under the cut because.
sweetestel replied to your post “I am so annoyed at myself, it’s incredible. [[MOR] I live in a...”
*hugs* It's ok, darling! My colleague & I were feeling weird abt the newbies being v at ease bc we took a long time to b 'friends' w/ the team. It's just not the way we work. In the end we get along w/ everyone and it's going great. PS I MISS U 2
sweetestel replied to your post “I am so annoyed at myself, it’s incredible. [[MOR] I live in a...”
also abt getting 'more socialized' if you want to work on it (IF) I think it's easier not to start with spontaneous stuff, but attend planed dinners or parties or whatever bc you can prepare yourself, get more rest beforehand. That's what I try to do
dreamer-of-impossible-dreams replied to your post “I am so annoyed at myself, it’s incredible. [[MOR] I live in a...”
it's going to be alright okay, it's alright not to have the energy to socialize all the time. Also, rugby is amazing and i love it. Maybe you could force yourself, from time to time, to stay and socialize - even when you don't want to.Not always
THANK YOU darlings! I read your messages and it made me feel better! I thought that it was definitely what I should do, you know, force myself a bit and be more sociable on less spontaneous things because when it's all planned out, it's easier for me.
And I actually did it right on the spot... well, right on the spot means for 10 minutes I thought : heyy, I could pretend to refill my glass downstairs and ask how the match is going. Which is exactly what I did except my glass was full so I had to drink it in a second, then go downstairs, fill it and play my little rehearsed scene.
The problem now is all the mixes I've made. Cause I went downstairs to fill my glass with apple juice water and sipped it while talking. Then I was offered a beer, which I accepted (and ended up drinking sitting on the small couch with the two guys). And later, to have a reason to be downstairs when the guests were gone, I pretended to want some milk. Which I drunk. Sooo apple juice water - beer - milk - toothpaste. Yep, my bladder is full and my stomach is not sure if he's alright.
But that was fun, and I realized they weren't all having such a fun evening since the 2 colleagues were a couple and the woman didn't really seem to enjoy watching the game.
Anyway, I'll keep this evening in mind to be more sociable at times.
Love you and miss you guys!!
