#bobvelsebfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I'm a Bob Velseb kin AND fictive, which... makes things a little extra complicated for me. My canon was, uh... violent. I know I'm not a bad person now, haven't been for a long time. It's a whole different life... but I still feel guilt over it. I dunno how ta move on.

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[fictionkinfessions]

i dunno if im feeling genuine regret or if im just scared i might face consequences here. i dunno if i feel a genuine connection to kevin & streber or if im just clingin on to anyone i can rn. god i fuckin. that cult messed me up in so many ways but i think the worst one was makin me so unable to tell what my emotions are, unless its the euphoria i get from. doin what i do. i dunno. maybe im pathetic for sulkin like this. maybe i should just stop.

- bob velseb (tag as fictive please)

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[fictionkinfessions]

i feel like. people are gonna expect me to get “fixed” or somethin, now that im here. i feel like if i wanna be close with anyone i have to get “better.” i dont want to. i dont think i can. maybe i should just rot.

- bob velseb (tag as fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I dunno, maybe I shouldn’t have kidnapped those two. Um. I mean I guess I can just hope they don’t tell anyone about the whole butchering humans thing if I let them out?

— Bob Velseb (fictive)

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