a few thoughts inspired by @justanotherqueerboy telling me that book jaskier is A) blonde B) curly haired C) CURLS HIS OWN HAIR
jaskier forgetting to/can't curl, and confusing the shit out of geralt
jaskier curling GERALT'S hair as a disguise/ for fun
jaskier getting hurt and he can't curl his own hair so geralt does it for him because he doesn't want him to feel like he's incapable
and then we needed some angst sooooo
jaskier getting kidnapped and held for days, and geralt coming to his rescue. jaskier is bloody and tired and broken and hurt but when they get back to the inn, the first thing jaskier reaches for is his curlers. his hands tremble and the blood dripping off of them make the metal bits hard to hold but if he can just wrap him hair up, if he can put together just that much, it's one part of him that he can control, that he can have for himself. days of thugs beating and whipping his body, tearing and muddying his clothes, controlling and terrorizing his mind.
he can't fix any of that right now. but he can fix his hair
when Geralt finally found him, the bard had almost been unrecognizable. anyone but the witcher wouldn't even have noticed the crumpled pile of his body, lying abandoned in the clearing where the bandit had once been. his once immaculate clothes were torn to shreds, covered with mud and what looked like dried blood. his vibrant eyes were glassed over, looking nothing like the endless skies that Geralt could often see in them. his hands, those very same that Jaskier claimed had been blessed by the goddesses themselves, lay bent and broken against his side. geralt remembered the way they danced across the strings of his lutes, and strength with which they massaged injuries, and he clenched the sword in his hand tighter.
there was no more threat to jaskier. the bandits had long since left him lying here, moved on to other targets. geralt could hear jaskier in his head, urging him to go after them, make sure they didn't hurt anyone who didn't deserve it. but that voice was only in his head. his jaskier, no the jaskier in front of him was motionless on the ground, a stuttered rise and fall of his chest the only sign that his heart was still beating. a gentle huff of air broke from his lips, and the dust by his face rose and settled slowly.
geralt breathed in once, storing his fury aside, to be opened later, when he had an effective object of it's force, and sheathed his sword. he gathered his the bard in his arms, and carried him back to roach. the horse whinnied softly, and took off at a gentle pace back toward the town where jaskier had been taken from. the inn where he was supposed to be safe, where geralt left him alone to protect him from the monster he was hunting.
geralt kept forgetting the worst monsters were the humans around them.