Dec 3, 2019
The military ruins your sense of touch.
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The military ruins your sense of touch.
I feel so...
Anxious
Undervalued
Ignorant
Excited
Relieved
Lonely
Strong
Ready
... different.
Reestablishing normal boundaries with people is nearly impossible.
I hate being touched, even by my own family.
Downtime is deadly.
I fucking made it
33 More Days
That's it. That's like I month until I can see him again. I can do this and I can also stay on top of school. I got this . And it's practically the halfway point. I'm good. Everything is good.
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Bootcamp blues
I really, really don't want to get up for bootcamp tomorrow. Most of my muscles are achey. I have to be there at 6 am. And I want to see results like yesterday