#borderlinespencerreid

[nevertrustadoctorwho]

Ntadw refuses to take you off a medication even after you've told them it's giving you neurological problems (severe stutter, worsening balance issues) ntadw increases your SSRI dose anyways even though you've told them you're experiencing hallucinations on said ssri

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[bpdspyro]

borderlinespencerreid replied to your post “Ahh yes mothers day. The day where my abusive mother wants recognition...”

are we allowed to reblog this? because I relate

ya you’re fine

[airghoul]

1-10 20, 23, 25 for the bpd ask meme

sorry this is so late, my internet went out!! and i was sleeping

1. are you professionally diagnosed or self dx?

i am self dx, my psychiatrist says i dont have it but i know myself more than she does.

2. How often to you split? Who do you split on?

i split when i have a mood swing, and i split on myself and my friends and family

3. Do you have an FP? If so, who are they?

yes! i dont want to talk about him though bc i dont know if he would be comfortable with it, but i love him to death!!

4. What do you think caused your BPD?

honestly? i dont know. i just know that i show a lot of the symtoms

5. What do you do to have a sense of identity?

draw, write, that kind of stuff.

6. Do you have any other mental illnesses/disorders?

adhd, autism, binge eating disorder (its getting better though), asthma and sleep apnea

7. Do you have traits of other personality disorders?

definitely avoidant, but not confirmed

8. Do you have IDs or are you kin with anything?

yes! you can view them here

9.Are you LGBT? Has your BPD affected this in any way?

yes, i am genderfluid/pan and i dont think so at all.

10. What is your most prominent symptom?

need for attention/mood swings are definitely the biggest. but sometimes splitting is very common in me

20. How self-aware are you on a scale of 1-10?

at most a 5, sometimes a 6 or 7

23. Do you have a lot of mood swings that aren’t caused by anything specific?

sometimes, its mostly me feeling lonely and splitting on people because they arent paying attention to me.

25. How often do you dissociate? What are your usual symptoms?

i’m almost in a constant state of dissociation. my symptoms are generally just not feeling real, looking at my hands…i feel fake? this question made me dissociate honestly. the only time i dont dissociate is when i have something to occupy me like a game or show.

[bpdstarlights]

borderlinespencerreid replied to your post “its my birthday”

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND

thank you!! ♡

[fuckyeahvalidation]

D and E for the autistic ask thing! :3

I already answered D but I haven’t answered E yet!

(E) Give me four fun facts about your current special interest!

Okay one of my favs right now is Foxy the Pirate from FNAF series

1. He’s the only character that runs to you! (this includes fun time foxy from SL)

2. If you close the door and he bangs on it he will drain a small bit of battery!

3. Just like me Foxy is Phone guy’s favorites out of the animatronics!

4. There are multiple Foxy’s such as the original from the first game, funtime Foxy, Mangle, phantom Foxy, and nightmare Foxy! 

[shitokayimgay]

!! there are other polyam gays here??- fellow polyam gay

yes!!!! you guys got another one