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lol I have now noticed a few times that I do the same finger wiggling thing that Rocky does when I'm trying to make a decision or choice 😂
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lol I have now noticed a few times that I do the same finger wiggling thing that Rocky does when I'm trying to make a decision or choice 😂
PSA
I am only pimentogirl on here because pimento was taken.
In every other walk of life I am known as Jules or Pimmy, because Pimento is a nickname I was given as a teenager.
But I've been on Tumblr so long that some of my rl mates have started using the full moniker with a variety of full on pseudo sarcastic pronunciations of GIRL.
Not that there won't be problems when my partner and I move to our new house next month. But gods damned upstairs neighbors won't be among them.
Okay i’m about to start watching Lucifer. It’s probably going to become my next hyper fixation so if my blog changes, i’m sorry in advance lmao
Yaaaaay New Meds
SO:
I was recently diagnosed with chronic migraines, and was prescribed Topiramate/Topamax. Take one dose before bed - no more headaches. Or at least that’s the goal. Was warned to keep track of any side effects, but figured it wouldn’t be a huge deal.
Seems like these meds really didn’t give a shit about their first impression, because I spent about half of last night in a state I can only describe as TRIPPING BALLS. I have not felt that fucked up since my raving days.
Dear Topiramate/Topamax, I want to like you, but we’re going to need to make an arrangement. One where you don’t put me into full Fear and Loathing mode when I’ve got work the next morning. I like a good trip, but I GOTTA SLEEP DUDE.
PLEASE CHILL.
Love, Lontau
We now return you to your regularly scheduled Warhammer content.
Pre HRT -> 6 months HRT
so hey y’all, it’s my birthday soon (6/15), if anyone’s feeling generous right now
Still watching iZombie, somewhere in Season 4, where Angus says to Blaine "I forgive you." and Blaine has to be held back by three people from jumping at his throat.
And I'm like, Blaine, you had ample opportunities to kill your father, why didn't you.
And then I'm like. Wait. This is like all these exchanges I have with my boyfriend where he's like "why don't you tell [rich relative who emotionally abused me] to fuck off" and I'm "well, it's complicated".
There's a very spicy intersection of being abused by a guardian, and being abused by a guardian who is rich.
idk tl;dr Blaine characterisation hit me in the feels again
Is it too much to ask to be bodiless? A incorporeal, amorphous wisp would be fine. No chemical imbalances, no sensory overload. I'd even upgrade to energy-being if it meant no emotions. Sorry friends, I'll appreciate you but no longer feel for you. So, basically like it is now as far as you're concerned because I don't show emotion, but minus the secret breakdowns on my end. Nice. -wooshes away-