hey hi long time no see cuz online existence exhausts me. and physical existence exhausts me.
been using my limited function to try and establish some social media presence and make a living off my art. it’s left nothing to spare, not enough time to rest.
trying to measure and process the ways in which my body has changed in the last year and a half has proven difficult and draining.
needing a wheelchair, top surgery, and to move out of state. at best I can probably get one by the end of next year. i am not patient.
physically and mentally more ill than ever, but surely headed in the right direction for all I can control.
if instagram is your jam, @donutclown is where I offer my existence to the content machine as a queer, black, disabled model/artist/actor and beg the algorithm for visibility. seeking fresh friends and inspiration beyond ads and acknowledged farce.
[ID: Screenshot of Instagram profile grid of user @donutclown: several photo thumbnails of Keiko in varied fashionable dress and often with their different mobility aids. / end]