#botalks

[bogor-o]

im putting u on speaker crab

man dont put me on speaker crab

[nenebot]

happy lgbt month thank you for existing

[yuisagi]

This weeks playlist consists of

I dont miss you at all - FINNEAS

“But I won’t, break down at two A.M. and call, ‘cause i don’t, miss you at all”

“But i won’t, make that mistake again and fall, so I say I don’t, miss you at all. And someday I won’t, miss you at all.”

Partners in crime - FINNEAS

“And when the cops broke down our door, and held us both against our floor, did we look like lovers or partners in crime? Did you look like mine? Or did we look like fools tryna get away with it all? Thinkin’ we’d be saved by a call, from each other, we were on the same boat.”

Fuck it - BoTalks

“I gave up on you, said goodbye, but I knew after time I would think of you.”

“We both took some time to find ourselves. Though I want you back, I know we can't go back 'Cause breaking up was necessary Hell. But I'm always in love, in love, always in love with you. That's why I need you to back off 'Cause I can't be close to you. So, fuck it, I don't wanna be your friend I'm missing you, and I don't care what anybody says, So, come on, take a leap over the edge 'Cause I don't wanna die, wishing you were mine, no”

Bad Habits - Ed sheeran featuring Bring me to the Horizon

“Every pure intention ends, when the good times start.”

“My bad habits lead to late nights ending alone, conversations with a stranger I barely know, swearin’ this’ll be the last, but it probably won’t, I got nothin’ left to lose, or use, or do, my bad habits lead to you.”

RTRT - Mili

“You're loving my retort, I'm loving your retort. You're my only retort, you're my only retort. 【一 一 ・ 一 二 一 ・ 一 二 三 四 五 六 七, 一 一 ・ 一 二 一 ・ 一 二 三 四 五 六 七】" 【 One One ・ One two one ・ One two three four five six seven 】

“Stirring curry, stirring Chili, thats when I’ve realised we’ve became family. “

“Sh, I’ll stitch you back up, don’t need to show me how, since I’m the mad scientist, proclaimed by myself. I’ll give you plastic eyes, and give you nylon hair, and I’ll make sure I get your talisman repaired.”

“Nothing I make is gonna bring that charm inside you back, but you’re still my retort, but you’re still my retort, I’m seeking for retort, I’m seeking for retort.”

In Hell we live, Lament - Mili featuring KIHOW

“You’ve became the “me” who you despised, we’ve swallowed the time, let us rewind.”

“Lament! If you wanted me to speak, If you wanted me to think, if you wanted me to carry on our dreams, each loop we live through, each loop we live through, the standards inside me, the line i drew for me, lowers to the earth. Lament! Why don’t my voice matter? Why’d you make my voice shutter? Why do truths never matter? Why’d you curse me with “You’re a natural born genius”?“

“Tick Tick Tock, replayed thoughts. Forget. Me. not.”

“They stare at us, “Hello, how may I help you today?” “Please, a one-way ticket to heaven.””

“Sceneries were passing by, not so different from our hell, not so different from our home. Then I realized someone’s heaven, could be the source of my torment.”

“Life is allowing yourself.”

“Eternally in hell, we live Life is fairness, life is inequality Life is in the motion By default.”

“If you wanted me to live, If you want me to forgive, If you want us to pretend like we’re civilised humans, each loop we die through, each loop we die through, the justice inside me, the ego fending me, reationalize my sin”

“Why do deaths end my torture? Why can’t anyone feel my hurt? Why’d you crown the most violent champions? In this inferno, we built for ourselves, (reviving) each other in this hell.”

Rubber Human - Mili

“If I can be a robot, I’ll be a robot that throws all your tears into the trashcan. I’ll be a eggplant, Listening to you when there are no ears to be lent.”

“Stretch me out, roll me into a rubbery log, cut me into pieces, so my footprints won’t be found.”

“You told me that I was your everything, but now we’re left with nothing, I still have this feeling that we might be able to undo, to redo, believe me it’s true, my day and night run on my love for you.”

“If I can be a human, I’ll be a human who is way better than who I am. I’ll be a human. A better Human. How much i wish that we can be in love again.”

Ladida - Unlike Pluto

“Sometimes I feel alone. Lada-dadida. Sometimes i feel alone. Lada-dadida.”

“I’m losing my mind, looking for signs of a better day, maybe i just need a break”

“I wanna feel there’s something better, but you are never gonna give me shelter. Sometimes I feel alone.”

Honorable mentions: BEGINNING - Kageyama Shien, Treat you better - Shawn Mendes, Youngblood - 5 seconds of summer, Say my Name - Beetlejuice the Musical, Memories - Maroon 5, Run, Bobby, Run - Unlike Pluto, Ethel - Unlike Pluto

And that ends this weeks and the very first personal weekly music playlis wrap up. I think music can be taken very differently from a variety of people. We all can listen to 1 song, and all have a different interpretation of it's lyrics. Doing a weekly wrap up of songs I listen to was something that was on my mind for a extremely long time, but I never came to do it, let it be to the lack of motivation or the courage to post it. I want to highlight my favorite quotes, from the songs, because that can be a part of to why I like a certain song, but I also think it helps to get some kind of insight of how or what the song is and can be. Talking about music, and discussing/talking about interpretations is something I really like, in any topic. Anyway, I hope to whoever seeing this and even giving any songs in here a try, a great day, and fun listening.

[alovelydarlingfan]

Fuck it - BoTalks (Ft. Caroline Pennell)

[sierratheory]

two things; crystal’s whole sentence comment about snow melting around S is what I’d expect from a partner who actually thinks hard and treats their s/o well, L only said “holy shit 😍” makes me think he doesn’t care much, everyone cries “boyfriend goals” yet I see everything he’s done with her as really half-hearted 😬? and, I knew by looking at them that S took the hot tub photos, like I don’t question my eyes and gut feeling when L posts pics she took, is it always this obvious to others? lmk

Honestly I agree. This is a really good point. It’s kind of like oh here cause I have to meet my quota of Sierra interactions for the month. Or people have been talking about us not interacting so here I am, cuz she needs buzz for her new music no one cares about.

On another note BoTalks released a new song today!! I didn’t love “Dear Emily” which is their most recent prior to this one. But this one is called “Don’t Even Like You” I love Alex’s vocals, not too keen on the female ones (might be Sarah Hyland but idk) tbh but that might be synth electric stuff. Anywho check it out. I’m gonna continually plug him cause I love his music and I think he deserves the attention WAY more. Oh P.S Alex co-write the song

[iclimblikepeasandbeans]

the day you died

i bought my first lighter

i went inside my room and set myself aflame

people showed up with buckets of water

trying to put me out

it took them years

when they finally got rid of all the flames

and my body was nothing but

wounds in the shape of

you

i went outside again and i did normal things

like getting groceries

study for an exam

but once in a while

a wound starts burning

with rage

rage because you left me here

rage because we had dreams and

while i walk my road

you are not here to witness them

rage because no one understands

rage because they don’t know that kind of pain

the fire never hurt

it only made me numb

the wounds are where the real pain is

hidden under layers of clothes

for no one to see

no one to touch

but me

i touch them on purpose

just to feel the pain

of you leaving

[immanueldid]

[anxxiiety]

i don’t wanna d!e wishing you were mine