#boulemia

[stillawfullydepressed]

I can’t do this anymore. I try so hard to be the best version of myself that I can be but life keeps throwing things at me. I’m just so tired, I don’t want to do this anymore.

[stillawfullydepressed]

I barely made it through today

[stillawfullydepressed]

6/8/23 entry 2: Am I a bad person for wanting to make my boyfriend choose? I’ve been waiting for years to get married and have children and I just feel so miserable knowing there’s nothing I can do because he isn’t ready yet / wants to wait until we have more money. I don’t know how long I can take this anymore. I feel like everyday another piece of me dies. It seems like an endless road. Every time I try to talk to him, he changes the subject. I hate life.

[mariskadiary]

feeling like Brad Pitt