all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

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all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child
i feel like a puppy no one wants
btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused
forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head
i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person