Sobriety Day 71
I've made it 70 days. Trials and tribulations in the emotional realm have been great. I'm making moves that put me forward, and that takes time. Today I'm plagued with thoughts that have haunted or irked me a while. I'm tired. I'm tired of relationships that come with a price. Friendship and lovers alike. I'm tired of comparison. I'm tired of backlash. I'm tired of "I did but you didn't". I'm tired. If it's not one thing, it's another. It comes with a price. I have beautiful relationships that come with nothing but love, and thrive. I focus only on those. Once something stops serving me emotionally, I stop serving it. I don't expect the same momentum, or that you do all I do, I expect only not to be drained. And right now, I am drained. Emotional vampires drain me. As I have drained others. But now, I am in control.. and I am taking it.