#fightingmydemons

[tereinred]

03242023 “March 12, 2023” unnamed but “tell me you love me” #art #darkart #horrorart #artist #artistsoninstagram #acrylicpainting #acrylic #portrait #fightingmydemons #lol #wallart #artcollector #artcollective #artcollection https://www.instagram.com/p/CqMAxm_P5iR/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[themodernaverageadult]

There’s an art to eating...

I haven’t quite figured it out yet. It is an art. You can tell. And not everyone has that talent. But we try; we try to seem like we have all the talent but some can only do so much. People with B.E.D know what I’m talking about. Not too long ago, I was diagnosed myself. Recently, it seems like it’s taken over my life - taken over the way I see the world and the way I live. I’m trying to live with it and not be the reason why I see the world in drab grey (humans do that enough for me). 

I thought I had it under control about two months ago. My mom came into town and tried to get me on a healthier lifestyle (like she has time and time again) but this time it stuck... for about a month. It seemed easy and I was becoming a healthier person, making smarter decisions and then slowly I started falling back into the old habits. Now, I feel like I can’t get out of them. Especially with everything good and/or healthy being taken so soon with the COVID-19 breakout. Everyone is taking everything in bulk. 

But anyway, I had it under control for a little while it seemed. Then I fell apart... piece by piece. I need help, I need answers. I need a constant life coach that stays by my side 24/7. But it shouldn’t have to be that way. Someone shouldn’t have to live that life and I shouldn’t have to drag someone else down this low with me just to keep myself from over eating and eating badly.

I need to do this for myself. I can’t do it for anyone else. I want to have kids one day, I want to start a family but I can’t do that with a possibility of dying during childbirth because of my weight. These are all things that I think about daily, hourly, almost every minute. It’s sad but it happens and I don’t know what to do about it. I need some insight. I need to know how I can help myself; I know no one else can do it for me. 

I dream about this every night.

[the-only-bi-in-the-village]

Comebacks are not at all easy. After a major setback, the difficult part is to conquer the inner demons. It's all in the mind. Only an individual can overcome his fears. I feel that people are basically trying to do their best in the world. Even when you see people making mistakes, you understand why they're making a mistake. Everybody has flaws, everybody has demons, everybody has ghosts, but I think you watch people and you see everybody trying to do their best. 🎶 = Avril Lavigne @avrillavigne #BiGirl #instafit #fightingmydemons #workout #fitness #fitfam #AvrilLavigne #quotes #healthy #comeback #motivation #JustDoIt #NeverGiveUp #selfie #throwbackmusic #cycling #rehab #gym #gymrat #homegym #innerdemons #piccollage #music #quoteoftheday (at Campsall, Doncaster, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc3Cx78MnuN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[demetriodimitryscopelliti]

#writingcrazyshit #fightingmydemons since 1993.. #writingday #newprojects #recordingstudio @cubase.pro @presonus @krksystems (presso Skien Gitarskole og Lydstudio) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4-G7EehCl7/?igshid=1gs4r62zzqao

[charleyblank26]

I've picked losers, love guys who should have been thrown out with the trash, gave to many chances but one thing for sure. I am glad I had my children, and I love all of them forever and eternity. #fightingmydemons #everyonesinsdifferently #Allahisalwayswithmeandyou

[arianalilyblack]

When you are feeling low and you try to lift up your mood with something positive #alwayskeepfighting #akf #spnfamily #supernatural #jaredpadalecki #jensenackles #mishacollins #mishamigos #spnfandom #samanddean #thewinchesters #deanwinchester #samwinchester #castiel #angels #demons #savingpeople #huntingthings #familybusiness #fightingmydemons #anxiety #darkthoughts

[jennsfightforfit-blog]

Jiji letting me love on him. It was a hard session. This is what he is here for so this counts as training, right? He usually naps at the foot of the bed, so him being at the head is the bed is unusual. He know I need and love him. #servicedogintraining #huskiesofinstagram #emdr #ptsdsucks #gettingthehardworkdone #lovefrommyfavoriteboy #tomorrowiwillbestronger #iamstrongerthanithink #onesessionatatime #toomanytriggers #fightingmydemons #fightingformylife (at Old Bethel Estates, Crestview, Florida)

[coffeesomuch-blog]

'..touch me not..' #redlips #nails #greenhair #bluehair #makeup #shorthairdontcare #hairgoals #pumplips #lippies #fightingmydemons #lifeistooshortforboringhair #onthegochick