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it’s funny to think about cause he’s so tall, but niragi’s definitely the one climbing over chishiya to make out on the sofa. like, no way is my short, blonde, hoodie-clad gremlin climbing into anyone’s lap. he wouldn’t be caught dead.

#the mental image of niragi folded over chishiya is so funny #dating someone so stubborn is giving him all the neck and back problems #chishiya won’t meet him halfway either #he’ll just look up until niragi has to lean down far enough to reach him #of course niragi gets his own back via all the manhandling he does #but short boyfriend problems #brain spurt #nirashiya #niragi suguru #chishiya shuntaro

i think a lot about post-borderlands nirashiya, not retaining their memories, and we're all aware that chishiya isn't particularly bothered about niragi's violent side, right? he's actually kinda intrigued and/or into it, BUT i'm really ruminating over the idea that chishiya doesn't believe niragi could kill. get into fights? naturally. beat someone to the brink? sure. but i just feel like chishiya believes niragi doesn't have the guts to go all the way. he's too flimsy, too vulnerable, too susceptible to his own hurt to truly know how to take someone else apart.

and AND i think that chishiya believes himself capable of killing (or already feels the responsibility for having done so, if we go with his live-action backstory). and i think he'd hold himself above niragi in that regard. like, 'i could do it, but you could Not'

#i just find it really interesting #obviously #and i think this is really influenced by the idea that niragi seeks out pain just as much as he gives it himself #even in the borderlands #but niragi Could kill there so he Did #and chishiya saw straight through it #i'm working from home today #so i'm having these thoughts instead of actually working #brain spurt #nirashiya #niragi suguru #chishiya shuntarou

the way chishiya is perfect for niragi because who else is going to witness the switch flipping between uninhibited violence to barely concealed yearning without batting an eye

#i’m editing my fic and having thoughts #equally #niragi is perfect for chishiya #because he’s the only only capable of looking past that mask and not flinching away when he sees a mirror #aaaah #brain spurt #nirashiya #niragi suguru #chishiya shuntaro

kuzuryu is a person able to quietly understand chishiya and chishiya is hyper aware of that fact whilst continually trying to convince himself it isn’t true

#which just exacerbates chishiya’s snark imo #and kuzuryu probably sees right through it but never says anything #the man is patient #whilst also being a little to self-absorbed sometimes to see past his own conclusions #but overall he’s very attentive #and i think his silence makes him one of the few people capable of drawing chishiya’s emotions to the surface #to the point chishiya is forced to acknowledge them #ugh i love them sm #brain spurt #kuzuryu keiichi #chishiya shuntarou #kuzushiya #kuzuryu x chishiya

i keep distracting myself from my long fic w kuzushiya ideas (bc apparently one fic wasn’t enough, anyway). i had this perfect dialogue scene in my head but my stupid ass decided to take a nap and now i can remember the scene clearly but Not the dialogue, god.

#brain spurt #i didn’t even need to nap i was procrastinating #gonna go for a long shower and hope the dialogue comes back to me

Today is one of those days where I think of everything I’ve ever did wrong/could have done wrong/possibly but not completely sure I did wrong and I’m hit with a massive wave of inadequacy and cry over it all. So yeah not a good day.

#brain spurt #neeks #n #and it's still only morning #/sigh

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People really be out here thinking fat girls don't deserve love, protection, to be courted and to just have someone's complete attention omg. Especially if it's coming from some skinny conventionally attractive dweeb boy. That shit gets people soooo fucking mad and plotting the pettiest of actions! I'm just like lol I'm sorry you hate fat bodies and put all your self esteem into believing you are better/more deserving than said fat bodies, but I'm not going to deny myself all the things I never thought I was good enough to have, even if it is dinner with a dweeb boy, just because you think you get points simply for breathing & being thinner than me. Nah. pls worry less about me deserving him and more about if I should be giving his ass one second of my fabulous fat ass life!

#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #neeks #brain spurt #n #fat shaming #fat acceptance #anti fat acceptance #fatphobia #fat positive

slightly-inexperienced dater ?s

Why didn't anyone tell me if you have a successful date with someone they'd be expecting another one...SOON!?

Why after one date we can't be like "alright pal, I had fun. see you next month! :)" ??????

Why am I so damn charming???

#it was only the second date i've ever been on in mah lyf #about neeks #neeks #n #brain spurt #is what i get for being damn cute

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