When I entered the commander’s office, he was already watching me. Silent. Still. Waiting.
I reported as ordered. He told me to relax—unusual, almost wrong—but I complied.
Then he approached.
He grabbed my face, studied me closely, and said something that stayed with me:
“You’re still yourself.”
Before I could understand, everything shifted.
A pressure built around me— no, inside me. My body moved without my consent. I dropped to my knees, head lowered.
Not ordered.
Not chosen.
Done.
Control lost.
Body no longer mine.
The room grew hot. I looked up.
He had changed.
“I am Ifrit.”
His presence filled everything.
He told me he had marked me the moment he summoned me — that he had been watching, protecting me from other devotees who would have turned me into a mindless follower.
That explained the nights. The whispers. The calm.
It was him— protectibg me.
Warmth spread through me. My thoughts slowed. Resistance faded.
I didn’t feel fear.
I felt… aligned.
Like I belonged to something greater.
He offered me a choice:
Train under him, leave the normal path, and become something more—someone others would follow.
Or refuse, and likely lose myself within a week to another devotee.
For a MC that loves their siblings, what is the siblings', Asta's, Aedh's, Carmello's, Brandr's Agathon's maybe for him not in a good way most precious, important, significative, cherished moment/memory/action of MC?
I already have the siblings here!
Asta: When she saw the MC with their siblings playing and interacting, she realized that no matter what happens, or who the MC is, they will never be alone.
Aedh: The MC running to him in the middle of a banquet even though there were other people nearby (including Brandr and Asta) the MC chose him at that moment and it meant and still means more than he can explain
Brandr: The first drawing that MC made and included him as part of their family (here)
Carmello: The MC's first day at the castle, sleeping in his arms even though it was the first time there. They didn't find the place or his arms strange. And that meant the world.
Agathon: Not all are bad memories 🤣 There was the time he and MC formed a duo in a dispute between the kingdom's courts and... won! (Of course they didn't choose each other, but rather were "the option that no one else chose" and there were some incidents, but overall, it was a good time together.
Yves was with the weavers when the call sounded through the village, picked up by voice after voice, and he had never seen them drop their work so quickly. And he understood, more completely than he would have believed — his heart, too, leapt at the message, and following their example, he didn’t feel bad abandoning his work just as swiftly.
It took a long while for the ship that had been spotted to actually reach the shore — long enough for a whole crowd to gather at the pier. Yves stood with Runar’s family, next to Ingunn holding little Bragi on her arm.
Runar would be so excited to meet his nephew. The thought warmed Yves’ heart, even as it hammered against his chest a little too fast.
He had been thinking of Runar a lot. Had been thinking about what he wanted to say to him once he returned. About how to tell him how his life, his feelings, his whole heart had changed. How everything was different now.
He wondered whether Runar’s summer had changed him, too.
As the ship drew nearer, its shape seemed more and more familiar, calling back to when he, himself, had sailed. It seemed somehow wrong now that he hadn’t gone with them.
Cheers erupted when the ship came into earshot, from both sides, greetings and welcomes, and Yves, too, called out, his voice just one of the choir.
And yet, amidst the joy, something darker reared its head — a reminder of how he had been when he arrived, the way Runar and the others arrived now, all those months ago, of all that fear and all that pain. Perhaps it had never been away, only dormant.
He had to push it down, that memory of how he had cowered in that same ship as the warriors landed, frozen with cold and terror.
He forced a smile, determined to make it true before the day was out.
*
Runar always looked forward to coming home, but this time was… different. And it wasn’t even that he was hoping to meet his sister-child for the first time.
He should pull himself together. Things had been complicated when he left, and if he didn’t fuck it up, this could be a fresh start. But it was hard when they approached the pier, and Yves was right there in the front row, wearing a blue tunic with a striped pattern that seemed just the right level of complexity to be personally made by someone who was, though still with much left to learn, progressing in his weaving skill, and — Runar’s heart skipped a beat — his dark hair, now past chin-length, braided as one who was waiting for someone who had left to sea.
He seemed happy to be standing there, up front, too — at ease and confident enough, and when he set eyes on Runar, a smile broke across his face.
Runar’s heart did a weird little hop, as if it were about to leap out of his mouth.
He swallowed. He had to be sensible.
And there was Ingunn, too, standing right by Yves, a tiny little baby on her arm.
That did not make him feel more normal, but it did help distract him from Yves a little. He’d have to take it easy for him; the baby, on the other hand, wouldn’t care, not yet.
He was among the first to leap off the ship, and his heart was still in his throat, and he couldn’t even decide who he wanted to greet first, swaying like a leaf in the wind for a moment, overwhelmed with joy and love, before Yves, still smiling, waved him towards Ingunn.
»Welcome home! Meet Bragi!« Ingunn sounded as excited as he felt. »Bragi, that is your uncle.«
The little glob of human gripped his finger with a tiny hand as he reached out to him. Runar didn’t think he could get any more emotional, but that nearly brought him to tears.
Eventually, though, he pulled himself free, and that was when — before he could even fully turn — Yves slammed into him, pulling him right into a hug.
And Runar’s heart just melted.
As much as he had tried to be sensible over the past months, he couldn’t deny that as he wrapped Yves into his arms. He had hoped Yves was doing well, of course, but then how could he have expected his poor heart to be normal about actually seeing him before himself with all that newfound confidence and — dare he say — happiness?
The brilliant smile Yves gave him, looking up at him, sure seemed to allow the word. »Welcome back.«
»Thanks. Hi. Are you — you look good.«
Yves nodded, pulling out of his arms. For a moment, Runar was tempted to catch his hand, but he would never hold Yves against his will.
»You look alright,« Yves replied, the smile making way for a more serious expression.
»I’m fine. I’m great, actually. It’s good to be home.« Yves. There he was, right in front of him. »How has your summer been?«
The smile returned. »Good. It was — yes, it was good.« A moment’s hesitation, and then he added, so quiet that Runar almost might have believed his ears were playing tricks, »I missed you.«
Gods. How was he supposed to act normal?
It didn’t help that next on the schedule was the long-awaited bath.
He remembered how it had been last year — how Yves was so insecure on his feet Runar felt compelled to support him, how terrified he had been. They had barely been able to communicate. And now, Yves confidently walked along with him, carrying fresh clothes for them both — just like he had done then. He could barely listen to Ingunn on his other side, chatting away about the news in the village.
As usual, she abandoned them when they reached the hot springs, if a little more careful than usual, with the baby.
Runar undressed, prepared to go ahead and give Yves some privacy. He had taken him to take baths multiple times, of course, last winter, but he had quickly realized it was a sensitive matter for him, and had avoided watching him while he was naked and bare.
But Yves didn’t even hesitate to undress. He seemed so confident that Runar allowed himself a covert look.
He was still slender — he always would be — but nowhere near as agonizingly thin as he had been a year ago, recovered muscle padded in just enough fat now not to be concerning. All his wounds were healed, the scars fading into the skin. There were a few bruises, but nothing, Runar remembered after a moment of alarm, that wasn’t explained by training. He was proud, even, that Yves could apparently handle these minor hurts without being pulled back to darker times.
He’d still check in with Yves about that later, just in case.
*
Yves had gotten used to taking his baths alone, but he found it didn’t frighten him to undress in company, now.
Not in this company, anyway.
He found his eyes tracing Runar’s form as he went ahead into the hot springs; soft, round shapes moving with such strength, thin white scars here and there-
His heartrate picked up again before his eyes caught on Runar’s left forearm, tidily wrapped in bandages Runar started to undo when he was mostly submerged in the warm water.
»You’re injured.« Yves splashed into the water himself, now hurrying to catch up to him.
Runar turned, smiling. »It’s nothing, just a scratch.«
»Let me help you.« His breath caught in his throat at how easily the words fell from his tongue; his hands barely hesitated when he reached out to undo the bandages Runar was struggling with, with only one hand reaching.
It was so different from how it had been, a year ago. His heart was in his throat, but in a way that was so very different.
When he was done, revealing a long, thin, scabbed-over cut, he looked up to see Runar’s eyes resting on him, softer still than he remembered.
He didn’t know why he blushed.
They bathed together, helped one another clean their backs. Yves’ skin drew into goosebumps, and he almost could have blamed the cold air.
Freshly cleaned and clothed, they went down to the feast.
Yves paused in the doorway to the longhouse, and Runar noticed immediately.
»Are you okay?«
Yves could only nod, unsure how to put into words how overwhelmed he was, not with fear, but with its absence. Maybe there was a little undercurrent of nerves somewhere, but compared with last year, when the filled room with its delicious scents sent him into a panic? He found himself blinking away tears.
Runar gently laid a hand on his shoulder. »Are you sure?«
»Yes.« Yves smiled up at his concerned face. Even Runar’s worry no longer seemed suffocating — just endearing.
They took their seats in the hall, and feasted, and exchanged stories. Yves, with an easy heart, helped serve the table.
That was when Brandr approached him.
Yves straightened. He would not let Brandr take away his happiness — happiness? him? what a breathtaking thought — again.
He was ready.
»I owe you an apology,« Brandr said bluntly.
Yves was so taken aback he couldn’t respond, and to his immense surprise, Brandr reacted by stepping back a little.
»Yes. You do.« His voice came out a little louder than he planned. There it was, that anxiety again. He was talking back.
He pushed it away. He wasn’t even doing that.
Brandr threw up his hands. »So. ‘m sorry. Seems you recovered alright.«
Yves nodded, then after a moment’s hesitation, he said, »Thank you.«
He knew why Brandr was doing this. The community needed to stick together, and he, Yves… he was one of them. It wouldn’t be right for him to hold a grudge.
»Everything alright?« Runar met him halfway back to the table after he and Brandr parted.
»He apologized.«
»Oh.« Runar seemed almost as surprised as Yves had been, but then he nodded. »Right so.«
They sat and feasted long into the night.
And then, when everything was done, Yves and Runar walked home together.
A funny idea based on some more conversations between me and @sillydorito with Makina meeting Emily’s family.
Poor Makina is 5’3, meanwhile most of Emilien’s family are an intimidating 6 ft tall bunch. The tallest being Emilien’s father Askel at 7’2! 0_0;; Makina is just glad Emily’s family is welcoming.
I've been seeing so much creativity on my dash today, I thought I'd try my hand at doing something creative and fun! ^_^ I made some character boards for my versions of Sigyn, Loki, and the kids (Nari, Sylvie, Brandr, Hela). I picked out some quotes I thought fit everybody and some lyrics from my Sigyn playlist, and put them in fonts that approximated what I think their handwriting would look like! (There will be text ID as some of them are more illegible than others) ^_^;
Sigyn
Text ID:
Top Square: Sigyn - "Victory Woman"
Right Square: "I need my golden crown of sorrows / My bloody sword to swing" - Florence + the Machine
Left Square: "Nature's first green is gold / Her hardest hue to hold" - Robert Frost
Bottom Square: Goddess of Victory
Loki
Text ID:
Top Square: Loki - Unknown origin
Right Square: "To the gentlemen, I'm Miss Fortune / To the ladies I'm Sir Prize" - Aurelio Voltaire
Left Square: "I am determined to prove a villain." - William Shakespeare
Bottom Square: God of Mischeif
Nari
Text ID:
Top Square: Nari - Unknown origin
Right Square: "Now learn from your mother / Or else spend your days biting your own neck." - Mumford & Sons
Left Square: "O you who turn the wheel and look to windward, / Consider Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as you." - T.S. Eliot
Bottom Square: God of Fetters
Sylvie
Text ID:
Top Square: Sylvie - From Silvia - Mother of Romulus and Remus
Right Square: "Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait / Ni le mal / Tout ça m'est bien égal" - Edith Paif
Left Square: "He is behind me. You are in front of me. If you value your lives, be somewhere else." - J. Michael Strazynski
Bottom Square: Goddess of Bloodshed
Brandr
Text ID:
Top Square: Brandr - "Fire, torch, sword"
Right Square: "He doesn't look a thing like Jesus / But he talks like a gentleman" - The Killers
Left Square: "There's no such thing as a painless lesson. They just don't exist." - Hiromu Arakawa
Bottom Square: Son of the World Serpent
Hela
Text ID:
Top Square: Hela - "To conceal, to cover"
Right Square: "Pleased to meet you / Hope you guessed my name" - The Rolling Stones
Left Square: "Because I could not stop for death / He kindly stopped for me" - Emily Dickenson
