@bravesung sent an ask: “That wasn't just sex for me. I need you to know that.”
➥ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐒 / accepting
A sinful night shared between the two, or rather it was another sinful night shared between them. It was becoming something of a habit, they’d meet, talk, possibly eat and before the day’s end they would find themselves in the confines of a love hotel (to be discreet) and that’s the rest of the date. Yusuke knew the dangers that his life would bring to her, and of course, there’s the fact of being in the public eye when it came to being with Hanamaru in the first place.
But after what she said, could he disregard exactly how difficult a life together would be?? The-soon-to-be ex yakuza and the beautiful and talented model? A duo romanticized in so many novels, now the two of them were actually traversing through that very life. Taking in what Hanamaru had said..it causes Yusuke to take a breath before exhaling. “For the sake of your safety..maybe that’s jus’ the way it should be.” That’s when he turned his gaze to meet her own.
The words that were spoken were..stoic at best, but the look on his face told a different story. Yusuke was smiling, genuinely smiling. “But I can say the same thing…don’t get me wrong, Bluebird it’s great sex, there’s even an animal side t’ me that ya find some way t’ soothe if that doesn’t sound strange. It might have sounded like a metaphor from her perspective but there is some truth to his statement..around her, the urge to consume just..fades, it became soo much easier to fight without the need of a cigarette.
“I might sound like a selfish asshole when I say this, but there’s a part of me that actually wants somethin’ more with ya.” By now..she’s probably caught the gist of what his life could be like by the sight of the tattoo on his back. As much as he tried hiding it from her..eventually she would see it. Then there’s the scars littered over his torso, going along his arms, shoulders, chest and abdomen. It screamed that his life is anything but safe.
