#breathing tw

[manypersons]

aw wait i have a soybean candle

i'm going to go breath in its fumes and everything is going to be better

[barney-imagines-blog]

Barney being ur bb daddy

Made this 1 a little realistic

“I’m pregnant,” you say out loud to no one. Barney walked into the room. “What was that, sweaty?” He asked. You smiled. Youhad been dating for 15 minutes, and you were sure he was your soulmate. Andwhen you knew his last name, you knew it was going to blend perfectly with yourfirst time. Because why wouldn’t it?You turned to Barney and winked at him. “Get naked, get wild. I’m pregnant withyour child!”THEN HE GASPED! “Do you want to get married…Or runaway?” He sung the Goo GooDolls like a basic white boy (even though he was purple #purplediversitynow) “I love you Barney,” you say, not answering his very important question. “Ithink I always have.”Then you had a shotgun wedding because well you’re pregnant.

You went to Las Vegas, and got married by an ElvisImpersonator. Then after the wedding you looked at Barney. “Wait…What’s my lastname?”“Sexbomb,” Barney replied. “Y/N Sexbomb. I like it,” You say and then you kiss under the Las Vegas sky.

You gave birth to the baby and it was raised by parents. Thenyou got divorced when the child was 10 and Barney cheated on u with his thick sectary.

The end.

[fracturcdshine-blog]

AH & AH ( Gadreel )

Send “AH” to pin my muse against the wall but letting a RANDOMIZER choose Send “UNF” to pin my muse against the wall with DESIRE 

The look within his eyes was one she didn’t recognize, didn’t understand. She had no idea what he wanted from her, why he was looking at her in that way. Then, in the next moment, her back was to the wall with Sebastian standing before her, pinning her there. Breath left her chest, where was it--she couldn’t find it--she couldn’t breath---BREATH. Tears began to form in her eyes and she wished they wouldn’t, she wished she could push them awaya and that such a action wouldn’t cause them. But... She took a breath. Calm Céline, calm. She told herself, repeating it in her head like a mantra. Her voice even, she spoke. “I need you to let go of me, please. I don’t believe I’ll be able to breath unless you do.”

@daemoniumxsanguis  

Send “AH” to pin my muse against the wall but letting a RANDOMIZER choose Send “UGH” to pin my muse against the wall from FURY

The words left her lips before she thought them out. The look on his face, his reaction, that anger. She knew it all too well. She would be wearing the same expression 20 years ago if one had insulted Valentine as she just did. However it was not 20 years ago, time had passed and things had changed. Valentine, her opinion of him changed the moment he was impatient, cut her open and then took her wailing child from her, he could rot. She hadn’t said the words maliciously, believe it or not, but merely as a thought that was average. Cause it was average. She hated him with every entity within her. It was jsut the way it was, it was normal. She hadn’t expected to incite the young angel’s wrath by merely voicing such thoughts. “Glare at me all you want.” She spoke, hoping to sound braver then she felt. “But I won’t take it back.”

@angelusxsanguis  

[felis-praecantrix]

Last night I had another strange episode of body strangeness and it’s happened once or twice already this semester, but this time it lasted much longer.

I had feelings of tingly-ness and lightheaded-ness in my arms, especially my wrists, and my head (the feeling you get if you lean on your arm for 30 seconds against a wall, then stand up, and your arm feels like it’s floating). My chest felt like it had pressure and it was hard to breathe. 

My boyfriend has an oximeter (spelling?), a little device that clips on your fingertip painlessly and measures your blood oxygen saturation and your heart-rate (bpm). Both those values were totally normal when I wore it, yet I still felt like I wasn’t getting any air into my body. So that device showed that there was indeed oxygen in my blood, but that it was not ... making it to its destinations. Like my circulation was off, I guess.

I ate an aspirin and laid out straight, thinking maybe I needed to equalize my blood pressure in my body. It didn’t seem to have an effect. My heart rate was pretty low, 68-76 bpm, which is completely normal for me, so it didn’t seem I was having a high blood pressure episode. But I got waves of heat and then chills in my face and in my legs.

Finally I wondered if maybe my problem was that my blood pressure had dropped too low. I got up and moved around, did jumping jacks, windmilled my arms. Either the aspirin suddenly kicked in, or the moving around worked, because the feeling of not getting enough air and the tingly-ness went away gradually. 

I really don’t know what to think of this. I had a lot of trouble catching my breath after the warmups in karate, too, and felt pressure in my chest. I think being so sedentary this past summer devastated my anaerobic threshold and now the slightest thing puts me out of breath. I’ll bring it up with the Dr next week, now that I finally have a list of covered physicians from my insurance.

[diprima]

I'm having an anxiety attack which is fine like it sucks and I can't breathe very well and I want to hide and cry but I can power through it what I'm worried about is it becoming a panic attack because I can't miss class for a panic attack again my mom will be so pissed I just ugh sorry I'm fine