we have been best friends our entire lives and have lived in separate cites since becoming adults. i'm in love with you and i always thought you were in love with me too in some unspoken, what-if kind of way. when you called me to tell me you were engaged to your significant other, i thought you were kidding. when i met them and saw it was real, i thought it would end soon enough. now it's so so real and your wedding is next week and i don't know what to do or how to look at you without crumbling.











