#brokejasmonkai

[brokejasmonkai]

Baby, we were good, we were almost perfect I’d say it’s your fault but you don’t deserve it You won’t get back what we had with no one Baby, we were good, it was almost worth it.

Almost, DNCE

[brokejasmonkai]

I will never stop trying, because when you find the one… you never give up.

Crazy, Stupid, Love.

[brokejasmonkai]

[brokejasmonkai]

I feel wanted by family and friends. That's enough 👌🏻

[brokejasmonkai]

Look… I’m not doing this anymore. I haven’t kissed or touched off anyone except you in 9 months. I’m loyal as fuck and have been sorry and honest about anything and everything I’ve done. I’ve been patient and rightfully upset about being yo-yo’d. I can’t do this anymore. I’m not sitting pretty while you go to Amsterdam and get wild with the lads in the district. I don’t know why you text me at all after Paris if you’re not bothered. It’s just messing with me. I told you not to come back ever again if you were going to drop me after. But I also want to say, don’t come back if you’re going to drag it out any longer. Just please do me a favour and leave me alone forever. I can’t go through this again and again, and I won’t.

[brokejasmonkai]

I actually feel like letting go.

It’s a surprise. I feel like if I had the option I’d always go back…

But now, because he’s done it for me, shut that door completely, I can be free. The separation of the built up attachment hurts; I feel sick… but free. Sad, but liberated. Scared, but open. Part of me actually WANTS to let go…

[brokejasmonkai]

Understanding...

I’m not going to… but I think I now understand, even if only partly, what causes people to abuse alcohol so damagingly.