_• morning shivers. 🥀
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tw (s): nothing, really. just a very sleep deprived and insecure jungkook. (not sleeping is bed *pun* , please sleep :D ) genre: fluff w/c: :) pairing: jk x reader! a/n: spent wayy too much time on this. anyway <3 if there are any grammatically or structurally incorrect sentences and if something doesn't make sense, please forgive me. im terrible at English apparently.
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jungkook was waiting at the bus stop for you that morning. the sun hadn't properly risen yet; it was 6:24 a.m. dew drops were still dripping from the leaves. the clouds were obscuring the sun; rays trickling out from the dark, grey and heavy sky as jungkook kept tapping his feet impatiently, wondering when you'd come. he hadn't even had a proper hour of sleep since the past two days, and the only thing he wanted to do right now was to feel the warmth and comfort of his bed. but he had to see you; he needed to see you.
jungkook had fallen in love with you on a lovely thursday morning; he'd just gotten back from a tiring night shift when he accidentally entered your room. and there you were, sleeping. the sunlight soft on your face as you lay on your side, half of you obscured by the bedsheets and the other comfortably hugging your pillow. he could see that your eyes were closed, deep in thought. and that was when he knew that he loved you. that very instant. he'd been friends with you for too damn long, and after being your roommate for about 5 years without even thinking about having any feelings for you, he completely fell head over heels for you and felt his whole life turn upside down.
he never told you, though. he was scared of what you'd think. of what you'd say. he was scared that you'd shatter his heart. he knew this crush of his would never end well, and tried to move on. he kept his distance and slowly stopped talking to you. but his heart kept aching for you, and when he finally saw you one day, sobbing, all alone at the bar, his gave up and hurried to hug and comfort you.
but he still felt scared. where would this love of his take him? what if you found out about it one day and it affected your friendship? what if he could never fall in love with anyone else and ended up alone? 'cause there was no way he'd ever propose to you; he was too scared it'd take you away from him. so should he still continue waiting for you? waiting for, perhaps, a miracle to happen that could make you love him too?
did he even have another choice?
god, he was so sleepy- could the bus please arrive any sooner? he shivered in the morning cold. is this even worth the wait, he thought. what if the bus had already arrived and you were on your way home? what if it was an hour late? jungkook had called you and texted you about half an hour ago, and you hadn't replied yet. your head was probably peeking out the window, your phone cozily tucked in your pocket. or maybe you were just sleeping. or playing a video game. jungkook really couldn't know. he'd been waiting for you for more than thirty minutes. you hadn't really asked him to pick you up, but he still knew you'd like it if he did. so he gritted his teeth, tucked his hands in his pockets and waited.
you had been gone for a fortnight.
he really missed you. he needed to see you.
and then, all of a sudden, he heard a bus screech to a halt near the bus stop, heard someone climb down its stairs, and heard your voice scream, "jungkoookkk!" as you ran towards him and threw yourself in his arms, hugging him tightly, as he hugged you back, smiling.
maybe it was worth the wait.
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the photo with jungkook was something i got from google. all rights belong to the original creator and no copyright infringement or anything intended!
<i literally just googled "sleepy jungkook images" lol he's so cute- >
hope you liked it! feedback appreciated :)
