Warnings: Little bit of angst, a little bit of smut.
Kim Seokjin ♥ Min Yoongi ♥ Jung Hoseok ♥ Kim Namjoon ♥ Park Jimin ♥ Kim Taehyung ♥ Jeon Jungkook ♥
You were scrolling through Tinder when you came across his profile
He was far too good looking
With his glasses and beret
You knew immediately he was the kind of guy who left a trail of broken hearts in his wake
But you swiped right anyway
Because there was no way he’d swipe right on you
You matched with him immediately
You threw your phone across the room
(Like that was going to stop him from getting the notification)
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You stayed still as you tried to calm your racing heart
Had just about convinced yourself that he’d be just another one of the long list of guys you matched with that you never spoke to
When your notification goes off
You can’t get to your phone quick enough
You expect some fuck boy response
Instead, he sends you a picture of a sunset
‘Some times I like to just take a moment to admire the beauty in the world’
But also, kind of, incredibly cute?
You’re in the middle of crafting a response when
‘I guess that’s why I can’t stop looking at you’
You’re stuck for what to say
So you end up sending a meme
Specifically the one of a cat in a box that says ‘Oh hai, you’re cute’
Expecting him to unmatch with you
Instead, he sends you a meme back
Which quickly escalates into a full-on meme off
Until you run out of memes and admit defeat
Then he starts asking you questions about yourself
And you forget to be nervous
You talk for a few days pretty consistently
He then confesses that his phone doesn’t alert him to notifications and he keeps worrying that he’s going to miss your message
So you give him your number
He doesn’t ask about meeting you in real life
You don’t think anything of it until you tell a friend who thinks it’s weird
So you ask if he wants to meet for a coffee sometime
‘But I like talking to you like this’
‘It’s like you’re trying to avoid meeting me in real life. Just tell me you’re a catfish so I can move on’
He facetime’s you immediately
He’s even more beautiful with his bed head and easy smile
You end up talking to him for a couple hours
Then calling each other becomes a part of your nightly routine
Eventually, you gather the courage to ask
‘Why don’t you want to meet in person?’
You don’t think he’s going to answer you
He apologises for leading you on
He just likes getting to know new people
Because you enjoy talking to him
But you tell him that you’re going to start seeing other guys
Taehyung nods, not really bothered
Until you tell him about your date a few weeks later
He finds himself getting annoyed at you
He doesn’t tell you, obviously
It’s only when you hang up for the night that he reflects
Because maybe he did want to go on a date with you
And stare into your beautiful eyes
He calls you back 5 minutes later and asks you to go on a date with him
You’re lost for words as you try to ask what changed his mind
‘I don’t want to lose my sunshine’
So you agree to meet for coffee a few days later
What starts off as an early morning coffee date turns into an all-day adventure
You quickly fall into a comfortable rhythm with Taehyung
Maybe it’s because of how long you’ve been talking
But you want to believe that its because you’re in sync with each other
In your head, you already know that you’re in love with him
Your heart feels like it’s going to beat right out of your chest every time he smiles at you
Or when he does his little dance when he’s excited
Or when his hand grazes yours
You know you’re in too deep
Yet you can’t help but hope he’ll kiss you when he walks you home
You try to tell yourself that it’s okay
That you and Taehyung are friends
But then he doesn’t call you for a few days
You wonder what you did wrong...
You replay your date constantly, trying to figure out what weird thing you did
But you realise how big of an idiot you are when you stop by the same coffee shop and see him
Sitting at the same coffee table you had the week before
He catches your eye and has the decency to at least look sheepish
But he doesn’t walk over to you to explain
You leave without buying your coffee and delete his number
You knew it was too good to be true
You’re already drunk when you see him at your friend Jimin’s party
You’d never been to one of his parties before, but this time you had felt like you needed some fun
So, of course, you weren’t aware that he was also friends with Taehyung
You do your best to avoid him
Especially when you realise that he’s trying to talk to you
But when you step out onto the balcony to get some fresh air
He doesn’t say anything when he faces you
Just smiles before turning to lean against the rail
Maybe it’s the alcohol, but suddenly you’re angry
‘If you weren’t interested in me, why did you insist we go on a date?’
Taehyung tenses, closing his eyes because he knows
Knows that he has to tell you the truth
He explains that he enjoys the thrill of meeting someone new for the first time, but that feeling often disappears after the second date
So he doesn’t go on second dates
He won’t meet your eyes as he talks
Which frustrates you more than his words
You thought you were at least friends
‘Then why did you lead me on?’
Why do you have to be so emotional when you drink?
But all the pain you’ve been suppressing since that day in the coffee shop resurfaces
What you don’t see is the tears Taehyung sheds
Because he doesn’t know how to tell you
Tell you that he didn’t mean to lead you on
That he planned to take you on a second date
Because he had never been happier than he was whenever you smiled at him
Scared of it all going wrong
Of you breaking his heart
Because he’d only just put it back together again
Instead, he tells you that he didn’t enjoy the date
But it doesn’t stop you from feeling like he stabbed you
You’re about to call him an ass and leave
Then you notice the way his shoulders shudder
The hand pressed to his face
And you realise that he’s crying
‘Tell me the truth, Taehyung,’ you say softly
You place a hand on his shoulder
That’s when the damn breaks
He lets the sound of his sobs fill the silence between you
He explains everything that went down
Everything that he’s bottled up
Jimin told him that Tinder was great for building confidence
For meeting women who expected nothing more than a one night stand
And you were the first woman he spoke to
And you floored him with a fucking meme
He got scared of meeting you
Of seeing your smile in person
Because he was already pretty certain that he liked you
You’re quiet as you listen to him
His cries slowly disappear until it’s just silence between you
He watches you, waiting for your rejection
Instead, you cup his face
He goes to step away from you, thinking that he really had blown his chance
Maybe it’s the alcohol coursing through your veins
Because you don’t overthink it
You press your lips to his for a moment
Then move away when you realise what you’ve done
You start stuttering your apology
But Taehyung shuts you up with another kiss
Which quickly becomes a heated make-out session
Your hands exploring each other’s bodies
You’re pretty sure you could have spent the rest of the night outside in his arms
But Jimin steps outside and you spring apart like two naughty children
Jimin says nothing as he steps back inside
But his face says everything
Taehyung asks if he can have a second chance
And you tell him not to break your heart
‘Only if you promise not to break mine’
Taehyung ends up walking you home
It’s late and you don’t feel comfortable with him being out alone
He tells you he’s okay with the couch
But you take his hand and lead him to your bedroom
Normally you wouldn’t be so straight forward
But you’re still hot and bothered
You don’t set out to do anything other than cuddle
But then you’re in his arms
His chest pressed against your back
The saying ‘less is more’ comes to mind
Because he’s barely touching you and you’re wet
The moment you turn to face him, he kisses you
There’s no Jimin to interrupt this time
And things escalate real quick
One minute you’re fully clothed and kissing innocently
The next, he’s pulling down your underwear and devouring you
You’re moaning his name so loudly
You don’t care if you’re neighbours hear
You can’t think further than his tongue licking you out
He’ll make you cum and continue to lavish your clit with attention
He wouldn’t stop until you beg him to
He’d be so hard when he finally enters you
All your moaning going straight to his cock
And he thinks he’ll blow the moment he’s inside
Because you feel so good around him
He’ll rest his head on your shoulder as he tries to collect himself
You don’t help when you start wiggling beneath him wanting to feel him pound into you
He’ll growl at you, biting your neck gently
But he’ll get the hint and he’ll mercilessly start fucking you
You’re almost crying when you cum again
And hearing you moan his name
Is enough for Taehyung to reach his climax
He’ll stay inside you as he calms down
Not wanting to lose your warmth
Eventually, he’ll have to pull out
But he’ll kisses you continuously
He’ll even go grab a towel from your bathroom to clean you up
And kiss you as he climbs back in bed beside you
You don’t remember falling asleep
But your dreams are filled with him
You have been together for a little while
You thought about saying it
But every time it’s on the tip of your tongue, you stop yourself
So you wait until you go away for a few days
You won’t see him whilst visiting your parents
So you slip it in whilst texting him
‘Hey, I got something to say to you’
He calls you immediately to complain that you texted it to him
He wants to hear you say it
Of course, he overreacts; acting like you just shot him through the heart
You can almost imagine him falling back in his seat, clutching his heart
The image makes you laugh
You smile and tell him you can’t wait to come home and say it to his face
And he tells you he can’t wait to spank you for texting it first
It’s no secret that Taehyung loves kids
But having children never really crossed your mind until your sister gives birth
You take Taehyung with you to go meet your nephew
Just the sight of the baby in his arms makes your heart swell
Especially when he starts cooing at the baby
When you get home that night, you climb into bed first and watch him as he gets ready to join you
He stops when he notices you staring, frowning at you as he takes off his shirt
Until he asks you what’s wrong
It’s one thing to admit you love a guy, quite another to tell him you want his babies
So you tell him ‘nothing’ and sink further into the bed
But Taehyung knows you better than that
So he climbs on top of you
Peppering your face with kisses until you laugh and tell him to stop
But Taehyung won’t stop until he knows
So you sigh as you try to think of the best way to say it without frightening him off
‘About what?’ He lies down beside you, so you turn on your side to face him
You don’t expect his smile
But it makes your heart stop when he does
‘I’ve been thinking about it too,’ he confesses
He turns to lie on his back, smiling dreamily up at the ceiling
‘Yeah. You, me, our four kids and our little farm in Daegu’
You move closer to him, propping your head up with one hand whilst the other gently grazes the skin of his chest.
He looks at you and for the first time you see the worry in his eyes
‘Does that... scare you?’
‘No,’ you admit immediately with a smile
You feel him relax with a sigh
‘I did imagine being married first, though’
You lie your head on his chest
You’re only there for a second before Taehyung’s loudly groaning, rolling you off him as he climbs out of bed
You stare at him in concern as he walks over to the wardrobe
You turn to climb out of bed but stop when he comes back out
‘Ah, jagi, you couldn’t wait a week, could you?’
He’s smiling playfully as he sits down beside you and opens the box
Amethyst cut onto a simple silver band
He offers it to you but you shake your head
‘I want to hear you say it’
He gets down on both knees in front of you
‘Will you make me the happiest man in the world?’
You pretend to consider it before smiling
‘Only because you make me the happiest woman in the world’
He places the ring on your finger before kissing you
You end up falling backwards with Taehyung straddling your thighs
‘So about those children?’ you enquire when he starts kissing your neck. ‘Tell me more’
He pulls away to smile down at you
‘It’d be better if I showed you’
You laugh as he continues to shower you with nips and kisses
It shouldn’t be this easy to love
But it always is with Taehyung
