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if we had a nickel for every jewish guy in our system who was abducted, experimented on, and tortured by a thinly-veiled metaphor for antisemetic conspiracy theories, we’d have two nickels. which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice, aint it?

-nick valentine and bucky barnes (both fictives)

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Ever wanted to say something to a sourcemate you just saw on this blog, then lost your nerve the second you go to say something because what if they don't wanna hear from you? I know it's unreasonable in my case, but...I dunno, the anxiety's still there that some people may hate me, I guess.

Anyways, Steve, don't do anything stupid until I find you again, I've been doing enough stupid shit for the both of us. -Bucky (tag #fictive and #stormsys please mpc)

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So I finally gave in and started watching TFATWS. Part of me hates that I'm about to say this, but...when Zemo told me to pretend to still be the Winter Soldier? Told me to attack? I felt that power surge through the screen. I remember what it felt like in that moment, to just let go, let loose, show people what I was capable of. It shouldn't have felt that good. I'm not the Winter Soldier anymore, attacking like I still was shouldn't have sent that surge of contentment through my veins. Part of me wants to be scared that I enjoyed that. The other part? It wants me to lean into it, embrace it. I don't know what scares me more. -Bucky (#fictive and #stormsys please mpc)

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so we now seem to have a permanent phantom Bucky prosthetic arm, and I can't tell if our Bucky fictive is just always here, or if it's a kin thing, or something else??

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I don't resent you for going back to Peggy, I really don't. But if I could have made you stay, I would have.

- Bucky Barnes #💭✒️

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Friend: *rps doing fucked up shit to a character in private bc it brings him and the person wo is rping the other character joy, and tells me about it*

Me: *who has been wondering if that character might've been splitting for the past week* ehehe.. well you have fun bro! /pos

The character, max 2 hours later: hi, question, what the fuck happened, and followup question, did I die again!

Anyways Bucky formed earlier, did some woodworking, questioned his sexuality for a bit, ate pizza, and then saw the memory of that message with our friend and got so flustered he had to leave front!

Anyways. Bucky is here now too ig!

Bucky Barnes fictive #🦖🤠

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My brain didn't need to fixate so hard on Palworld that I kin a Pal. But here we are, and yknow what? No regrets. I love this feeling, actually. Fuck yeah.

-A Bucky Barnes fictive who kins Orserk from Palworld

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(for March 10th) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND TO EVERY OTHER BUCKY BARNES KINNIE, FICTIVE, FABLEING, SYNPATH, ETC. OUT THERE! 106 years of being the fucking best. <3 #👁️🩸💧

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