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[buckysmith]

Sunrise

Any male CoD character: NB reader, no pron, no warnings

The sun shines through the curtains which gently sway in the breeze through the open window. Chirping birds can be heard while they happily sing their songs and enjoy the fact that the sun has risen from the darkness like it did every morning. His gaze is fixed on your sleeping form, your breathing is calm and the sun shines softly on your perfect face. He can't help it and a soft smile appears on his lips while he reaches out his hand to your body and his fingertips gently touch your warm bare skin. His smile widens as the corners of your mouth gently lift and you let out a pleasurable growl, reaching out to his touch. To him you were perfect, a person without flaws and more beautiful than any universe could ever be, even if you yourself would probably never see it that way.

He just couldn't believe it, what did he deserve you? How could a person like him ever deserve someone like you, someone so perfect in his eyes.

He couldn't understand why you couldn't see yourself the way he saw you, you always had something wrong with you. Be it your looks, your character, your voice, your humor or all of them together.

He didn't understand why you permanently compared yourself with others when they weren't you and you weren't them.

These people had not walked the path you had walked, these people did not have the genetics you had, these people were not you.

Every time you said he deserved better, why couldn't you believe him that there was no one better than you?

Why.

Why did other people tell you that you were not good enough?

Why had they done this injustice to you?

Your eyes opened slightly as you turned your head to him and your rough yet soft  voice said his name.

He didn't care who had told you these things, who these monsters were who had wronged you, it didn't matter anymore

It mattered that he was the one who showed you with every second of his life that all the people before him were wrong.

He would manage to show you someday how he saw you.

He would manage to make you aware of your value even if it took him a lifetime.

Cause it would mean a lifetime with you.

[cybertronian-cupid]

*slams door open* Making a shout out for a new human x transformers writer @buckysmith!!!! 💥Their requests are open, the rules are pinned, so read 'em and get your headcanons, matchups and other writings for transformers and other fandoms!!!!~Gregoria🏩

[buckysmith]

Hey guys, u noticed that I didn’t upload in a while, and I get DMs when I’ll upload the next headcanon

I’m currently not uploading cause my mommy died unexpectedly.

I might upload from time to time but it’s not a priority for me to do so, bye take care

[buckysmith]

Important message for my readers

Sooo howdy little readers, seems I made some of you clearly angry and I’m sorry for that.

Sooo, first of all I admit I tagged wrong, in about 3-/4 posts, I’ve changed that now so that there’s no issue with that anymore. (At least it should be cause I checked every single post of mine twice, if there’s still a wrong tag, tell me and I’m gonna change that :) )

Ik it’s not what they meant but to the „every single character x reader“ I’m not gonna change that when there’s in fact a headcanon/ drabbles with „you“ as a topic, and if I ever decide to just upload headcanons/ Drabbles like „how do they put their jeans on, do they wiggle or smt like that“ I’m NOT gonna put „x reader“ or „x you“ in cause it has nothing to do with „you“.

I just thought that maybe if you see a post like the one with ghost scenarios you may just like that- (that’s why I always make it bigger so that you don’t have to read a whole paragraph) - with any other character from that fandom, but don’t worry I will not do that again.

BUT some of you overstepped boundaries of mine, very important boundaries.

I had anonymous asks on and I will not activate them again for quite a time cause I do not tolerate de@th/r@pe threats against me. I’m sorry for that but no, I don’t want to deal with bullshit like that.

So if you want to talk to me like that, at least have the balls and don’t hide yourself behind a anonymous post, that’s fucking pathetic.

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But back to the anos, please remember there’s more than just one time zone and I’m only a human being, I have to sleep just like you do, and even tho I’m not asleep, I’m not always on tumblr nor do I have notifications activated for it. So yes, ofc block me if you don’t like my stuff or me as a person but may at least give me a chance to change the stuff you’re not happy about it (like the tags)

Well- I hope you have a good day, might see us in quite a while.

[buckysmith]

Hello my little readers, you might noticed my absence, might didn’t.

I somehow got „slurped“ into another fandom called Avatar (2009)/ the way of water.

I still very much write for my MW2 baby’s, but I decided to write for the avatar too.

And a personal thank you to my friend who helped me to improve my writing style! <3

[buckysmith]

Heyo Little readers,

just wanted to let you know I'm working on another headcanon, but fricking hell writing for 12 ppl with the same topic is really really hard especially since I don't want to reuse the same "story" for everyone and just write their reaction to it.

That's just not how I want it to be, 'cause as a reader myself I HATE that, it's boring and yeah, nah, I don't like that.

And especially I hate to write two sentences for one person an go on to another, I know that ppl like short things cause you don't have to be constantly concentrated and it's easier to read bc of that but for me it's just not a thing.

Sadly things like this get WAAAY more attention and things you work hours on it maybe get a 1/10 the attention but who am I to say something.

I might sound ungrateful for saying that but I am really happy for every vote and  especially comment I get (I LOVE comments) , cause that's how I know you guys like my stuff. One reason I like Wattpad a bit more than tumblr, cause yeah, I get a few more likes on tumblr but on Wattpad there's so much support and funny stuff going on in my comments.

People interacting with each other (somehow marrying each other, congratulations on that again), shaming the same guy (my poor baby graves x'( ) or telling me I’m a terrible person for making them cry (I got a lot of tissues for you my sweet little guys, ik you don’t hate me so now take chocolate, cookies, hot whatever milk and a blanket with tissues and smile for me xD )

So yeah I really really love that :))

It's somehow comforting to know that my existence as a faceless person or better the stuff that I, the faceless person, create brings people joy.

I know that’s selfish but it brings me comfort to know I might do something good, that I might help people to maybe get over another day, to might help them at least to smile a bit over my stuff, to know it might bring them comfort too when the days are being hard again.

It’s selfish to think like that I know, and I might lose some of you guys because of this but I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you my little readers.

And if you’re still reading, thank you for it!

With much love

Buck

[buckysmith]

I can’t believe it- I’m sitting here, drinking a hot chocolate with marshmallows, listing to Christmas songs while writing the Advent special I should have uploaded two days ago -

Jesus mf Christ, what happened to me … it seems my condition is worse than I thought - is a doctor here? 'Cause I think I’m dying 😵‍💫😵‍💫

[buckysmith]

Gosh- I’m awful

Today I will upload the Christmas special 4

Reasons why it’s late again?

I’m not home this week (few hundred miles away from my home lul) and who has a terrible time management?

Yes, me 💅

Anyways my loves, I hope you have/had a great day, stay hydrated and don’t forget to feed yourself (and pets, don’t forget to feed your pet too…. Oh- and if they like, pet them for me please )