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Rules and stuff like that

Howdy, here are some important information about my blog:

I mostly write non-binary, so that everyone can identify themselves with it, I may write for a specific gender for some people but it’ll be marked.

For general information:

All my readers are 20+

There can be exceptions, but then these are parental headcanons/ posts . Means that the bots or predator you choose take on a parent role and they will stay in that role till the end.

I do not want MINORS to interact with my nsfw posts, please don’t make it uncomfortable for both of us.

I write for Kpop demon hunters

Adults : nsfw sfw, fluff other stuff

Minors only fluff/friendship/ sad Headcanons

I wrote for

Spider verse

CoD MW2/3 - Ghosts

•Alejandro, Ghost, Soap, Graves, Price, Gaz, Rudy, Valeria, Laswell, Farah, König, Horangi, Makarov, Keegan, Nikolai (and a lot more)

Transformers

For what I will definitely not write for

I will not write for pedophilia!

But except that, there’s not really a thing I wouldn’t write for (except for really heavy kinks like the 💩 ones an co) but if I don’t feel comfortable with writing smt I will definitely reach out to you.

#blog rules

Saja Boys

Love languages headcanon

Jinu:

- His love languages are gift giving and words of affirmation, not loud or grand, but quiet and full of devotion.

- He wasn't raised to hold hands or say "I love you", it was simply not something that they did, 400 years ago and especially not as someone reborn as a demon.

- But he leaves his love in your world like breadcrumbs, letters tucked into jacket pockets, the scent of sandalwood pressed into dried flowers left on your pillow.

- Every note is written with precision, dated carefully, filled with lines like "you are the miracle I should've never been allowed to witness".

- He doesn't always know if it's enough, if his absence makes you question him, if his lack of touch makes you feel unloved.

- So when he accidentally finds your treasure box, overflowing with the notes and Polaroids, he thought you might've thrown away, his throat closes up.

- The edges are soft and worn from being held too many times, ink faded where your thumb pressed too hard rereading a line you loved

- You tell him you read them when the nights get too long or when you miss him after he disappeared again and he realizes something.

- Maybe love doesn't need to be loud to be real.

- In that moment, he pulls you closer to him as you’re both have ended up on the couch, as he puts his lips against your ear and whispers.

- "I'll keep writing forever if it means you never forget how much I love you."

- In that moment, he doesn't feel like a monster, that’s supposed to lure your soul into damnation, just a man who's terrified of losing the only light he's ever known.

Abby:

- Physical touch and acts of service are how he loves you, not because he's incapable of words, but because his words can ruin even the purest soul.

- He doesn't trust his mouth, not when it's a tool meant for luring innocence toward ruin, not when every soft syllable tastes like temptation yet the end result will be eternal suffering.

- So instead, he uses his hands always close but never too much, never pushing what you don't want

- He brushes your hair off your forehead when you're asleep, fixes the things you don't mention out loud, brings you your favorite drink right before you realize you need it.

- And when you're overwhelmed, too tired or aching with something you can't name, he's already pulling the blanket up, rubbing slow circles into your back. Sometimes you fear he can read your mind…

- His love isn't loud, it's consistent, steady in the way the stars are always there even when hidden by clouds.

- And when you ask him how he always knows? He just looks at you like it's obvious, like it's easy to read the soul he never plans to give away.

- He never tells you that doing things for you distracts him from what he really wants, to say your name the way he was trained to, soft and slow until your soul slips into his hands..but he doesn’t want to either, your soul is his, his alone…

- And as a distraction he wipes the counter clean, folds your laundry, carries your weight without ever asking for a thank you.

- Because love, to him, is not a tool, not of its about loving you

- You’re the only thing that makes him feel like more than the creature he became…

Baby:

- Physical touch and quality time, that's how he clings to you, without saying a word, too scared he might lure you into damnation.

- His favorite place is wherever you are, especially when you’re in his lap, leaning against his shoulder, or pulling you into his side of the bed.

- He doesn't care about your shape, your size, how sleepy or messy you are, he just needs to feel your warmth against him, proof you're still here, still his.

- He carries you with ease, brushes the hair from your face with reverence, and sometimes you catch him just watching you like you're the rarest star.

- He doesn't talk much, not about feelings, not about the fear that you'll disappear — but he shows you

- Every second together is a treasure for him, not just because he's eternal, but because you're not and the price for being it is too great…

- He thinks about that more often than he should how you'll grow old and he won't, how your body will break while his never will.

- And he never tells you, but every time he holds you close, he imagines what it will feel like to hold your soul if it slips too soon.

- He hates himself for that, for being something that could take you, consume you, damn you for eternity just because he wants you, just because yet again he’s selfish.

- And still, he can't let you go, he never will.

- So he stays, and he loves, and he hopes maybe, just maybe, the time you have with him will be enough.

- And when he watches you sleep, curled into his side, he whispers quietly

"Don't leave me before I learn how to be worthy of a angel like you”

Romance:

- Love languages? He tries every single one just to see which one makes you smile the brightest.

- But he leans hard into gift giving, words of affirmation, and physical touch like he's trying to stitch himself into every part of your life.

- Your home is filled with surprises, books you mentioned once, plushies you never knew existed, handwritten poems wrapped in silky ribbons.

- He’s always praising you, “you're my little Soda Pop", "if the universe could sing, it'd sound like your laugh", sweet nothings whispered against your ear like prayers from a man who used to only live the rest of his existence in damnation.

- He holds your hand like you'll vanish if he lets go and sometimes, when he kisses you, it's like he's apologizing for something he hasn't confessed yet, a part of him he’s to scared to show.

- Oh an he shows you off with pride, smiling when you walk in the room, pulling you into photos, posting soft snippets of your laugh on socials without revealing your face, he might be a demon, but out there are the true Monsters that make even his skin crawl.

- But deep down? he's terrified.

- Terrified of losing control, of letting his demonic hunger slip and tasting too much of your light

- There are nights where he can't seem to stop thinking while holding himself rigid beside you, trying not to dream of the moment his love for you might become a curse.

- Still, every day he wakes up and chooses you again.

- And one day, when you ask him why he's crying during your silly movie night, he just says

"Because I didn't know a demon like me is even allowed to have this. To have you."

Mystery:

- Mystery is not only his name it’s in his aura, in the way he keeps his world sealed away from everyone, except you

- You're his secret and his salvation.

- But his love for you? That part, he wears openly in the small gestures, the whispered promises, the gifts that show he knows your soul better than anyone else ever could. His soul.

- He always knows what to get you not just your favorite flowers, but the weird collectibles, the book editions with gold foiled edges, the vintage camera you mentioned once and didn't think anyone remembered

- He listens, really listens and turns your passing words into real world treasures, little proofs that he sees you, every inch of you, even if some of the stuff doesn’t come from realms you walk in.

- His words come out soft, never rushed a hand at the small of your back when you're nervous, a brush of knuckles when you're tired.

- You once caught him tracing protective sigils behind your back when you were half asleep, eyes glowing faintly as if trying to make sure nothing from his world would ever find you.

- You never ask about it tho, it was probably just a silly little dream cause who had glowing eyes, right?

- And then there's the darker part the one that keeps him up at night.

- The worry about the once sworn to defeat the darkness that lives inside of him, the once who would hurt the one thing in his life making it worth every single second of the guilt he’s living in.

They find you sleeping:

Kpop Demon hunter Headcanons

Jinu:

- He's often away, locked in a world he won't let you into, hiding a secret he carries like a curse.

- And somehow, he always finds you asleep when he returns.

- His face softens at the sight, like time slows. You look so peaceful, untouched by the nightmares that haunt him. That peace... he so desperately aches for.

- Quietly, he lifts you from the couch, gentle as if you were made of glass. You must've fallen asleep watching another movie while waiting for him.

- Demons don't sleep. They don't get to rest. And yet, he stays. He stays with you, eyes closed, arms tight around your body like you're the one thing that keeps him anchored to this world.

- Every morning, you wake up in your bed even though you swore you drifted off on the couch.

- He never tells you. Just smiles with that same flawless smile, the one that never quite reach his eyes.

- And deep down, you know, he's hiding something. But you're not afraid. You know he'll tell you when he's ready. Or maybe... when he's able.

Abby:

- Your home is his sanctuary, soft light, your scent in the blankets, your laughter that echoing in the walls.

- Here, he can pretend he's still human.

- He loves watching you sleep, not in a creepy way, but because it reminds him that despite what he's become, love still stirs in him.

- You resting when he's around, it means you feel safe with him. And that means everything to him.

- He holds you close, counts your heartbeats like a human would count sheep's. He hasn't truly slept in ages, but your rhythm calms something feral in him.

- He closes his eyes beside you, pretending, just a moment, that this peace will last forever.

- That maybe time won't take you from him. That maybe love could rewrite fate.

- But he knows the truth. One day, you'll notice he's not aging. That his body doesn't change while yours does.

- If time allows you to age, if faith allows you to keep you safe from Gwi-Ma

- And still, he clings to the now. To the warmth of your body.

- To the hope that this night could last forever.

Baby:

- He's quiet, gentle, his presence like a warm blanket in coldest winter.

- You've never told him, but being near him makes you feel calm. So calm, you often drift off beside him without realizing.

- At first, he thought it was boredom, that made you drift off until he saw the way your lips curled into the faintest smile in sleep.

- Now, every time you fall asleep in his arms, he turns off the movie, holds you close, and watches your face like it's the only thing that matters.

- That soft, sleeping smile? He'd burn the world to protect it.

- To protect you.

- In those moments, he forgets the mission. Forgets that you, your soul are fragile and mortal.

- That his mission is to lure your soul into the dark

- Yet you're just a mortal, something that will vanish over time and he would know a way to keep you with him forever.

- But he would never want you to be like him. You're light. You're human. You're his angel, not meant for the shadows he walks in.

- Not made for the damnation that cursed him.

- When you sleep beside him, you give him your most vulnerable self, and he holds it like a sacred thing.

- He knows he should want your soul. But instead, he treasures it.

- These moments? They are his eternity...

Romance:

- He always comes home late. Always misses the moments he wants most. You being awake.

- And every time, seeing you asleep hits him like a wound.

- Time is slipping through his hands he feels it with every second he doesn't spend with you.

- Sometimes, he reaches out, thinking he'll wake you. Speak to you. Feel your laugh.

- But the moment his fingers brushes over your soft skin, he feels your soul at ease. And he can't bring himself to disturb that. How could he ever?

- So he crawls into bed behind you, pressing his chest to your back, breathing in your warmth.

- Your soul is everything his isn't, soft, bright, alive and full of love.

- He's cold. He's missing the most important piece. His soul, but with you, he feels... human again.

- Sometimes he wonders

- What if he could keep your soul? Just yours, forever in his care.

- But he knows that's selfish. And he's been selfish before, it made him what he is now.

- For now, he chooses this. You, safe and sleeping in his arms.

- Time may be cruel, but while it lasts, he will hold you through every night.

Mystery:

- He's a shadow in the corner of your eyes, an echo you can never catch.

- Most nights, he finds you already asleep and he lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding.

- Because when you sleep, it means your soul hasn't answered the call so many have before.

- His voice his songs carry magic meant to lure souls into the damnation of the one that trapped him long ago. His master.

- But he doesn't want your soul to end like that.

- He wants you to choose him. Freely. Without spells. Without fate.

- So when you drift off after one of his concerts, it means you're still his. Still you.

- He slips into bed, wraps around you like moonlight and shadow. Buries his face in your scent and stays perfectly still.

- He's a mystery. But you, you're his answer.

- And even with his darkness, he wants nothing more than a quiet morning beside you, where the only battle left is convincing you to stay five more minutes in his arms.

Sometimes I think about deleting all of my work here on tumblr, starting from the ashes of the person I was before, to finally find a new way, a new path to follow…

mistydeyes

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That’s actually so cute, thanks for mentioning me 🤍

How they met you

Spiderverse

Includes: Miguel O’Hara, Jessica Drew, Hobie Brown, Miles Morales, Peter B Parker

Let me know if I have to put a warning

Reading is on your own. Not proof read

Miguel O’Hara:

- after destroying an entire universe to live a life that was not his, he forbade himself to ever open his heart again.

- no matter if it was for love or friendship

- he was afraid to lose everything again

- to see again how the people around him not only die but dissolve into nothing

- it seemed like he was cursed and had no right to happiness or better an Happy End

- he met you for the first time when he followed an anomaly

- into a world where there was no Spider-Man, no Iron Man, no Captain America.

- although he only found that out later, because before that he literally met you in person first

- the villain, who didn't belong in your universe, managed to give him a punch which threw him right through your window

- and to your sorrow, his body collided with yours, even if he tried to hurt you as little as possible he still knocked you both into the next wall/ground

-your eyes met as he got up from you

- you could not see his eyes, but he saw yours crystal clear

- something in your eyes reflected trust, care and security

- it was as if he had met you before, as if you were no stranger to him

- he didn't have much time, so he averted his eyes and went back to doing his job.

- It wasn't long before the bad guy disappeared through a portal and Miguel disappeared as well.

- but he couldn't get you out of his mind and one day the portal to your world opened again....

Peter B Parker:

- it was a typical cliché how you two met for the first time

- he had run full force into you in the New York rush, knocking your drink out of your hand and dousing you with it

- you looked like a wet poodle

- and as if that wasn't bad enough, you also had an important appointment that day

- and of course you didn't have time to go home and change your clothes

- to say you were pissed was an understatement

- especially since that joker in front of you started making jokes to lighten the mood.

- Spoiler: it didn't work

- so you just grumbled, thought your piece and continued on your way to the next store to buy new clothes

- and they say you always meet twice in life

- you wish you never saw that grinning idiot again in your life

- yeah, you thought wrong.

- but the second time was just as shitty as the first time

- because this time you walked too close to the road and when a car drove through the puddle you literally got showered with that dirty water

- the driver stopped only a few feet later, backed up and when the window went down you were greeted with the same grin as the first time

- to say it legally, you thought about how you would look in orange...

Jessica Drew

- You were on the way when you saw her for the first time

- it was already quite late and actually you wanted to be at home since 6 pm and it was near 12 pm and to your dismay you had to walk through a not so good area

- you saw her putting bags out of her car, probably she had just been shopping

- and she was pregnant.

- Hof did you know?

- her belly was hard to miss…

- you thought nothing of it and kept on walking

- the hood pulled low over your face to look dominant you kept walking until you heard several voices and a thump

- you turned around, saw how the men had knocked the bags out of her hand and were harassing her

- you wanted to look away and ignore it, but she was in danger and you couldn't accept that for the life of you, so you walked to her with quick steps

- you smiled at her while you walked between the men and hugged her

- you started telling lies that you were looking for her, that Josh and Luke were already waiting for you because they were really hungry after their shift at the station and looked at the men questioningly after that

- you looked at her and then asked how she knew those men

- with the information that she was now no longer alone and potentially two policemen were waiting for her, they left

- she thanked you and wished you a nice evening after she gave you her number

- if she hadn't seen you coming towards her, she would have dispatched the men with ease.

- but to see someone without superpowers put himself in danger impressed her

- from that day on you had Spider-Woman on your side

Spider-Punk Hobie Brown

- who would have thought that there were more universes

- sure you had it in class and always hoped there was a way to travel to them but your common sense knew that was impossible

- well until the time you fell through a portal that took you out of your universe and brought a villain into yours

- the pain you had until you were found was unbearable

- but fortunately for you, you were quickly found

- when you heard a voice saying you did not belong here and tying something around your arm was quiet and dark

- when you looked up you could hardly believe your eyes, he looked so, so animated and yet so real

- he personally brought you back to your world

- from that day on, you began to learn more about multiverses

- and from that day you had a new friend from another universe

Miles Morales:

- you wanted to do something illegal for the first time

- Spray graffiti to be more precise

- but who would have thought that you would run into Spider-Man of all people

- there was an awkward silence between you while he looked at you and you at him

- he had caught you red-handed, shortly after the first spraying attempts

- you were uncomfortable and you reached for your bag to leave, but he stole your notebook out of your hand to look at your drawings

- you expected anything, but not to get art lessons from Spider-Man

- you came every week on the same day at the same time to the point where you had met for the first time

- and he was there every time

- waiting to see you again to share his passion.

- who would have thought that the old subway station could give him not only superpowers but new friends as well

#miguel x you #miguel ohara #miguel o hara x reader #jessica drew #hobie brown #miles morales #peter b parker #peter b parker x y/n #peter b parker x reader #spiderverse au #spiderverse headcanon

I’m not quite sure how to say that, but tumblr doesn’t feel like a safe place anymore. Even tho I got so much support from you guys, the hate was in the end the reason I lost inspiration for writing.

I am NOT going to continue writing on here,at least not for CoD, it was nice while it lasted.

Stay safe

#cod fandom

Midday

Any male CoD character: NB reader, no pron, no warnings

The sun tickles his nose while in the distance children can be heard squealing and laughing with joy as they chase each other across the field. A cloud seems to cover the sun and a light sigh escapes his lips at the pleasant yet sudden absence of warmth from the sun. Again his nose tickles, but this time it can't be the sun that tickles his nose because it is covered by clouds, so he opens his eyes and despite the absence of the sun something puts a smile on his lips.

His personal sun is only a few inches away from his face.

You are only a few inches away from him.

He reaches out with his hand to your sun-kissed cheek and feathery strokes your lip with his thumb.

The sun that lay behind you painted your face with a glow close to that of a saint, and to him you were a saint.

You had found him-no, you had more than that.

You had saved him.

A life full of cold, full of darkness, full of death and mortality.

A life that was not worth living.

You had brought warmth into his life, your love made even the most stubborn shadow disappear and shone on his life. A life that was one full of death and mortality was now full of life, full of immortality.

You had brought life into his wasteland, you had given him a life.

You had given him a reason to live.

He knew he had always been the moon, but the moon does not shine through itself, it is illuminated by the sun and through you he was now finally what he had always been.

He was now the moon who shined 'cause of his sun, loved his sun and looked with longing at the moments of reunion.

Sunrise

Any male CoD character: NB reader, no pron, no warnings

The sun shines through the curtains which gently sway in the breeze through the open window. Chirping birds can be heard while they happily sing their songs and enjoy the fact that the sun has risen from the darkness like it did every morning. His gaze is fixed on your sleeping form, your breathing is calm and the sun shines softly on your perfect face. He can't help it and a soft smile appears on his lips while he reaches out his hand to your body and his fingertips gently touch your warm bare skin. His smile widens as the corners of your mouth gently lift and you let out a pleasurable growl, reaching out to his touch. To him you were perfect, a person without flaws and more beautiful than any universe could ever be, even if you yourself would probably never see it that way.

He just couldn't believe it, what did he deserve you? How could a person like him ever deserve someone like you, someone so perfect in his eyes.

He couldn't understand why you couldn't see yourself the way he saw you, you always had something wrong with you. Be it your looks, your character, your voice, your humor or all of them together.

He didn't understand why you permanently compared yourself with others when they weren't you and you weren't them.

These people had not walked the path you had walked, these people did not have the genetics you had, these people were not you.

Every time you said he deserved better, why couldn't you believe him that there was no one better than you?

Why.

Why did other people tell you that you were not good enough?

Why had they done this injustice to you?

Your eyes opened slightly as you turned your head to him and your rough yet soft voice said his name.

He didn't care who had told you these things, who these monsters were who had wronged you, it didn't matter anymore

It mattered that he was the one who showed you with every second of his life that all the people before him were wrong.

He would manage to show you someday how he saw you.

He would manage to make you aware of your value even if it took him a lifetime.

Cause it would mean a lifetime with you.

#call of duty modern warfare #cod headcanons #könig call of duty #simon ghost riley #soap mactavish #x reader fluff #fluff #headcanons #captain john price #vladimir makarov x reader #keegan p russ #cod ghost #first of 3 #to say goodbye #sunrise headcanon #buckysmith #phillip graves #cod graves

fanfic is CREATIVE media, people are allowed to write what they want. i don’t understand why people have to get so hurt over it, it’s fictional characters or made up ones (ocs). i write fics on my second blog and i, 85% of the time, only write what i want because that’s the point of fanfic. i’ll take a couple of request here and there but mostly it’s what i like

Fanfiction is a form of expressive creative writing

i know there’s bad fanfics out there and really weird and bad written ones and down right horrible ones but if you don’t like it, don’t read it. no one’s forcing you to read it. you choose to read it, it’s your fault if you get hurt over cuz ya could’ve just scrolled away. it pisses me off like the people who ignore warning tags (on any media) and then complain about it

sorry i went on a tangent, i hate those people

100% truth

Just finished reading they cheat on you. 1 &2 and I don't know if I love you or hate you I feel like I was actually cheated on cried and everything that was some good shit keep it up.

If I’m being honest I’m not quite sure if I will but thanks hun 💕

You’re clumsy

Mw2/CoD Headcanons

Warnings: mention of injuries and in accidentally hurting yourself , a bit fluffy

Includes

Ghost, soap, price, Rudy, Alejandro, Valeria, König, laswell Gus and Makarov

Ghost:

- it's certainly not the first time you've fallen flat on your face in front of him, and he's sure it won't be the last either

- you two were walking holding hands and there was a pleasant silence between you

- he let go of your hand for a moment to answer his cell phone which was vibrating, excused himself and walked a little away from you

- you wanted to take advantage of the time and get you both an ice cream, because first of all it was warm and secondly, who had anything against ice cream on a hot day?

- the moment he hung up he looked at you and saw you walking towards him with two ice cream corns in your hands and his only thought was . >>hopefully you won't fall now<<

- and it was as if he had sensed it you tripped over your own feet and the ice came flying towards him

- it was the moment where he stared at the ice that was now on the ground before he walked over to you and knelt down to you

- he couldn't help but grin a little though

- but that changed when he saw that you had scraped your knees.

- only a sigh escaped him when he looked into your eyes and saw that your knees hurt

- your way home was quite fast and when you arrived home he first cleaned your wound and then bandaged it before he made himself comfortable with you on the sofa to firstly make sure that you wouldn't hurt yourself again and secondly to make sure that you wouldn't break him or your apartment by your clumsiness

- do not worry, you still came to your ice cream

Soap:

- he himself is not necessarily a man who is pursued by luck, at least not in private.

- he rides motorcross with his brothers and friends? It's actually a hundred percent certain that he'll hit the only tree in a hundred miles.

- he thought he was clumsy, but after he met you he was sure he was harmless unlike you

- there wasn't a day you didn't hurt yourself unintentionally

- you missed a step and fell down the stairs, once again

- you had cut your own finger while cutting vegetables

- or you touched something from the hot oven.

- Soap wasn't sure from then on whether you were just clumsy or cursed

- because of you he never had any bandages at home because they were always needed by you

- he really loved you, but he was sure you were the reason he would have a heart attack someday

Price :

- he had already made his house baby safe, hoping you would hurt yourself less, but somehow you still managed to do it

- he found you on a ladder trying to change a light bulb and the moment he saw you and you saw him it was like someone kicked you off the ladder

- out of the blue the ladder collapsed and Price tried to catch you

- he succeeded but now he was sure he needed a new back and discs

- the problem was your clumsiness hurt not only you but him as well

- once a hot frying pan slipped out of your hand and fell on his foot

- you twisted your ankle on a hiking trail and pushed him to keep your balance, so he fell six feet and landed in mud.

- the list went on

- he also had half a pharmacy at home because of you

- he really loved you, but he was getting really scared that you were trying to kill him

Alejandro

- he just looked at you, no emotion was in his face and inside he wondered how unlucky he had been

- it was Rudy who pulled him out of his stupor and offered him a towel, while you just looked at him shocked as if it wasn't your fault that he was now standing completely wet in front of his base

- he took the towel from Rudy's hand without breaking eye contact before his eyebrow twitched and you started running away from him

- he didn't even have to run after you extremely fast because only after a few seconds you tripped over your feet and you fell down

- it was the moment he saw your wounds that he threw his revenge plan in the garbage to take care of you

- he tried to calm you down in spanish, while he took care of your wounds

- but he didn't miss the chance to swear in spanish as well

- after all he was completely soaked and already left a puddle under himself

- he could not be angry with you, but he was sure that the next time you try to water flowers he will be far away from you

- and that from now on he would take change clothes with him...

Rudy:

- You tried to help your husband

- and he knew the danger how clumsy you are and still he allowed you to help him sort the files

- you were almost done, when you somehow got caught with your sleeve on one of the thousand folders and threw them all on the floor, which with your luck also opened and all the sheets spread across the room

- and as if that wasn't bad enough you also cut yourself on one of the sheets

- and then again

- and again

- and in the end you had more little wounds than you could count

- and he was out of band-aids

- well the whole headquarters was out of band-aids

Graves:

- he thinks it's absolutely cute how clumsy you are, it makes him feel so strong right away because he can help you then

- he might have some problems yk

- but he only thinks it's cute when you trip and hold on to him and blush in shame

- but as soon as you hurt yourself he thinks about taking you to a safe place where you can't hurt yourself

- while he's bandaging you he says how brave you are and how proud he is of you

- for him it is nothing new, but still he never gets used to your clumsiness

König

- König himself was not necessarily the most skillful person living on earth

- he was military and also in an elite unit but in private nothing was safe from him

- as often as he ran by his size against a door frame or unintentionally knocked something over because it was not in his vision

- but together with you it was a disaster at your home

- you could actually go to Walmart, Target or Ikea every week to replace something in your apartment because it was broken

- you both had new bruises, wounds or other injuries all the time

- so it was nothing new for him that you hurt yourself cutting potatoes and he took care of your finger like a pro

- you joked so often about how he had to take care of you that maybe he shouldn't become a medic.

Valeria

- if she could she would wrap you up in cotton and let you live in a rubber cell where you can't hurt yourself

- she's so tired of your clumsiness that sometimes it hurts her even to see you in pain

- besides, you often manage to hurt not only yourself but also the people around you

- you trip on the stairs and take Valeria down with you?

- happened more than once

- you twist your ankle and accidentally hit Diego?

- also happened already

- a flowerpot falls out of your hand while you were standing on the balcony and hit one of Valeria's people?

- also already happened

- she is now used to you coming into her office and showing her a new wound so she just sighs and prays to god you don't kill yourself unintentionally

- or someone else

Laswell

- she can hear a knock on your door and already knows you've hurt yourself again

- her office at your home is now half a hospital ward as often as she has to fix you up

- she's incredibly glad you're not in the military, because even though she loves you to death, she knows you wouldn't last even five minutes in combat...

- or you'd accidentally kill someone of ur own in the first five minutes....

- When you first met Captain Price and his boys, Soap took you to the firing range while Kate talked to Price.

- by the end of the nice little talk they had your gun had slipped out of your hand while u shot and you had managed to broke Soap's nose while breaking your own index finger.

- That was the deciding factor for Kate to keep you away from weapons of any kind.

- She prefers you alive.

- and she doesn't want 141 to die cause of you ...

Gus

- he is sure that an evil spirit or something like that must be haunting you with how unlucky and how clumsy you are

- he loves you but he is permanently worried about you, especially when he is not at home and can keep an eye on himself

- of course you are never alone because his whole family lives where you live but it's just not the same

- they can't protect you like he can and he knows that too

- because of you he even has a little first aid kit in every room, cause you already hurt yourself in the most unbelievable ways

- it was especially funny when you fell down the stairs and with him

- he was the one who broke his arm while you landed softly on top of him

- so for him it's nothing new, but he's still afraid that you'll die one day because of your clumsiness.

Makarov:

- he is so done with you

- he is one of the most dangerous men

- one who has survived thanks to his intelligence and skill

- and then there was you in his life

- you were by far the only person he cared about and then you of all people had to be so clumsy and hurt yourself all the time

- he had even moved his guns out of your reach because of you so you wouldn't accidentally shoot his ass again

- he had asked you to bring him a gun while he was standing at the table and going through the plans of the next attack

- the gun fell out of your hand and you released the trigger, and shot him in the ass

- he was so pissed and it took him a lot not to scream at you

- he liked how you cared for him afterwards tho…. He might consider to give u a gun again just so he can have all your attention to himself

- and because he loves your guilty filled eyes

- he’s an bastard

Ramazan paylaşımlarınız çok güzeldi! Sana özel bir teşekkür etmek istedim! keşke senin gibi saygılı insanlar olsa💖💖💖

Çok teşekkür ederim! Beğenmenize çok sevindim, her şeyin gönlünüzce olmasını ve tüm dualarınızın gerçekleşmesini dilerim.

(Türkçem çok kötü olduğu için özür dilerim!)

And dear, it’s the bare minimum in my opinion, so it was a pleasure to make something like this for my friends ☪️✝️

As much as it pains me… I love angst sm. 😼 thanks for sharing your beautiful works with us legend, can’t wait to see what you have planned next!

Thank YOU for the praise my dear it means a lot to me!🫶

honestly. fuck them bitches who were in your ask box. it’s not your fault that it wasn’t appealing to them. i, personally, enjoyed it. i hope you’re doing okay💕

Thank you sweetheart, I needed that rn tbh.

I’m happy that you enjoyed it <3

I hope u’re having a nice day! 🫶

Ramadan Special

NON BINARY READER

First disclaimer, I'm NOT a Muslim, so I use google and a lot of websites to write that headcanon, so I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE for ANY mistakes, please let me know if I did something wrong/incorrect and I'll correct it as fast as I can!

Why do I do an Ramadan special when I'm not an Muslim? 'Cause it's only fair for my dear friends from another religion to have the same treatment as my own religion, so cause I did an Christmas special, I'll do an Ramadan special as well.

So as a Christian I wish all my Muslim friends, a happy Ramadan, may all your duas come true this Ramadan!

Ramadan Mubarak! <3

Enjoy it D. and thank you so much for helping me with the intel <3

Oh and dear, if you're reading this, I was just as embarrassed as gromsko, much love 😂

Ghost:

- he knows that for you it is an incredibly important period, so it hurts him even more to leave you alone during this time because of his job

- if he is not in the country due to his job and has the time, he will call you just before iftar to either wish you a good evening or to be there via FaceTime

- if he is at home, he helps you during the day to prepare food for the evening so that you can have a nice time together with friends and family in the evening

- if you are not feeling well, it is not a problem for him to take over your household chores, because he has the highest respect for what you do for your faith and seeing you happy is the most important for him

- during ramadan he also keeps some distance physically so as not to tempt you

- he would even sleep in the guest room if you want it

- it is important for him not to do anything wrong and therefore he learns through you, other muslims and many books what he has to follow and what he is allowed to do and what not, which what he can help you and so much more

- expect him to sit next to you, almost asleep just to eat suhoor at 3 AM with you

- he doesn’t give a something when you tell him that he can go to sleep early, he stays awake for you no matter what, no matter how tired he is

Soap

- as a Roman Catholic, he is familiar with fasting, however, it was a surprise to him how big the difference are

- he was a bit confused at the beginning, not knowing exactly what he could and could not do.

- when he found out that you were going to fast for a month and therefore abstain from water and food for a month, he was already panic-stricken that you would die because of the dehydration.

- however the fear subsided after you explained it to him and he felt really stupid

- if he is not at home during ramadan because of his job, he will make sure you are near your family/friends or that you can go to his family to break the fast

- he is a really good cook and his dishes are always very good, he doesn't like spicy food but he will cook anything for you, you just have to tell him what you want.

- if you are not feeling well during Ramadan, he will make sure that he can at least make your life more comfortable

- but expect him to avoid you physically like the plague itself

- he loves you too much and has too little self control to keep the relationship between you "normal" so he tries to have as little physical contact as possible, after all he doesn't want you to commit a sin or anything like that

- while you are fasting, he is also fasting while he is at home, he thinks it is unfair that only you are fasting and so he goes along with it

- but if he goes on a mission he apologizes a thousand times for not fasting as well.

Alejandro

- he is quite awkward at the beginning concerning the topic.

- México isn't a country with many muslims and therefore he simply lacks the knowledge.

- however, it is important to him that you know that he supports you in every aspect of your life.

- accordingly he learns a lot about your religion to not look completely stupid

- but he was really awkward the first time

- he did not know what he is allowed to do and what not

- in his base there was always music playing, when he found out that you were not allowed to listen to music among other things, he made sure that as soon as you entered the base there was no music to be heard anywhere

- when he found out that you were in fact allowed to listen to music, he felt so stupid and you teased him about it endlessly

- he even arranged for you to have your own little room on the base, which looked towards Mecca, where you could pray in peace, if you ever spent a longer time on the base

- he also tried not to drink or eat in front of you, nor to say any swear words in that time

- he would also gladly do the cooking for you if it was too much for you and you needed time to rest or pray.

- he avoided physical touch with you like the plague, cause he knew himself and he wanted everything but to commit a sin

Rudy

- he is a little awkward at the beginning, in México there are not many Muslims he could have learned from, so it is new territory for him to learn more about you, your culture and religion.

- The first time he experienced Ramadan with you, he was confused why you didn't have breakfast with him in the morning as usual

- he then offered you something to drink, which you also declined

- and when you told him that you were not allowed to eat or drink anything for a month, he died inside.

- but he didn't make a face cause he didn't want to hurt you and just nodded with a smile.

- when he went to work that day, the first person he talked to was Alejandro.

- he talked to his best friend about how unhealthy it was to not eat for a month, but he was way more worried about you not drinking anything

- three days without water was bad, but a month?! How did you survive that before?! He was sure that you must be a super human to go a month without water.

- he came home that evening at the time you broke your fast, and was shocked to see so much delicious food

- that confused him, he thought you were not allowed to eat and drink anything?

- after you explained it to him he understood and at the same time was so incredibly relieved and ashamed

- he also keeps his distance during Ramadan and the most you might get is a kiss on the cheek if you don't allow him to give you more attention

- but as soon as Ramadan is over he makes up for all the attention he missed during that month.

Price:

- he has traveled a lot in his life, got to know many people and many religions and is accordingly enlightened

- especially because his "adopted daughter" Farah is muslim herself

- he tries to be with you during this time, but his job doesn't allow that most of the time, so he at least tries to call you or write you an sms

- if he can't make it at all, he records a video and sends it to you so that he can be there too

- but if he is at home, he does it for you out of solidarity, because he was once not allowed to eat solid food for two weeks and was so mad at everyone who ate in front of him

- he even gives up smoking, which is incredibly difficult for him, but nothing is too hard for him when it's for you

- he is also an incredibly good cook, so you are not alone in preparing food for your whole family and believe me, even your family loves his food

- the hardest thing for him though was to avoid physical contact, because his mind quickly darts to something else and he knew yours was too, so he kept his distance.... Unless you allowed him that certain something after sunset.

Laswell:

- She has several friends who are Muslims, so it's not new territory

- she has already celebrated iftar with all of them, helped her friends to cook and is really good at it

- when you cooked together for the first time during Ramadan, you always let her taste the food to know if there was anything missing in the spices

- for that you had cooked all the dishes you would cook during Ramadan before it so she knew what they should taste like

- she also tried to avoid eating or drinking in front of you and also stopped smoking in front of you

- for her the worst thing was not to have as much physical contact with you as before, but she knew how fast your mind was elsewhere and she did not want you to break your fast because of her

Valeria

- she did not care much for religion, neither for her own nor for any of the others

- for her religion was only the strongest means to oppress people, because it threatened consequences after death and put pressure on people during their lifetime

- she saw it as the perfect means to control people the way you wanted to

- however, she knew that you were faithful to your religion and that it was important to you, which she did not understand, but she accepted it for you

- she also made sure that you had a quiet place in her villa where you could pray in peace

- the principle of fasting was not really understandable to her but it did not make much difference to her since you usually ate something after sunset anyway

- although she is not a fan of religion, she still tries to be there for you and support you

- what really annoys her is that she has to stay physically at a distance

König

- a few of his old colleagues were Muslims, which is why he partly noticed it, but other religions did not interest him very much

- his religion was more than enough for him, he didn't need to know anything about others, after all his was already too much for him!

- However, this changes when you told him about your religion, explained it to him and why you are fasting and all the other things.

- he listens to you attentively and tries to remember as much of it as possible

- he has the highest respect for you that you manage not to drink or eat anything during the day for a month, he had tried it for five days

- the food had been an easy one, he had had many missions where he had no food for a long time, but drinking had been the problem for him

- he could not do without water during the day

- the worst thing for him was that when he was at home he couldn't have that much physical contact with you anymore

- but after Ramadan he will make up for all the physical contact he missed, so be prepared.

Makarov

- for him religion is only a means to legally oppress people to make them compliant without getting violent

- he likes the principle of religion itself, because in his opinion it makes people stick to something for centuries

- For him, it's the same thing he did to people

- when you told him that you were going to fast, he was confused and didn't really understand

- you had to explain it to him and you could see in his face that he was not the biggest fan of it

- according to him it was just impossible to know if you had time to eat at night, after all you lived with him

- however, when he saw that it hurt you the way he treated your religion, he made sure that you could fully concentrate on your religion during this time

- he tries to support you in his own way, which may not always be correct but he tries his best

Gromsko

- he himself had a few colleagues who were Muslims and with whom he celebrated iftar, but only when you lived with him did he really realize what it actually meant

- he made you a Ramadan calendar like you made him an Advent calendar at Christmas

- he filled it with things he knew you would like, different sweets and a lot of other stuff

- he also helped you with cooking or did all the housework when you were not feeling well

- he also helped you cook and prepare for breaking the fast

- he found out of his own that you were not allowed to listen to music, he made sure that there wasn’t music playing anywhere

- that confused you, cause he was always listing to some Taylor swift song and when you asked him about it he told you confused himself that you weren’t allowed to listen to music, which made you giggle

- you told him that you were allowed to listen to it, but that you had to avoid it a bit, to focus more on praying and your religion

- he was SOO embarrassed that he had misunderstood it

- he helped and supported you wherever he could

Waaaahhhhh NOT RUDY TOO

My baby would never

I don’t think any of them would tbh, but aren’t headcanons supposed to break your heart from time to time :‘( </3

…well Shepard would, but he’s an A with double $$ and a hole, and we don’t like that so he isn’t on the list :3

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