#bumblebeerror

[transphilza]

Cia I cannot tell you how much it delights me that c!Phil is probably at the VERY LEAST a legal resident of the state of Utah.

AND, Wilbur said that the jacket he was wearing when he joined was his gas station uniform,

Which means that Techno, Phil, and Seepeakay ALL lived in Utah at the time they joined the SMP. It means Phil probably owned and operated the gas station. It means Techno was probably his business partner and/or a manager at said gas station based on the vague details of them being old friends.

I’m just. Can you IMAGINE walking into a random small town gas station in Utah and being greeted by one singular normal looking dude mopping the floor, a guy in kisuke cosplay with giant fucking wings behind the counter tallying sales, a pig standing on his hind legs and working a cash register, and a foxboy stocking the shelves.

This particular mental image is giving me SO MUCH serotonin.

I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THEIR ENTIRE MCC TEAM BEING FROM UTAH TOO BC OF THE SAME UNIFORM OH MY GOD i fucking love that. this feels like a sitcom setup or the au of the century

[angelxxreaper]

You say window but there is clearly nothing there??

Techno put up a frame around it after the last time I smacked into it lmao

[transphilza]

I am thinking about Techno working a gas station listing to Wilbur talk and talk and talk and Phil’s leaned up against him behind the counter snoring and Mellohi is playing instead of the radio

And the place is deserted bc Phil built this stupid gas station back when this bit of land in the present day dickcheese, nowhere Utah was a bustling small town and not an abandoned stretch of old road back when gasoline was still leaded

your honor they are coworkers

[transphilza]

Controversial opinion - I don’t think c!techno is a “good” person, but I also don’t think really… matters? Like, magical creatures. The fae are supposedly “light” creatures, but they do things that can be cruel and mean. There are “dark” creatures like devils who do “good” and “just” things. I think trying to force a character to morality just serves to trivialize the questions that characters like c!techno force you to have: would you sacrifice others for a greater good? Would you do things that hurt others in retaliation for hurt? Would you use others to get what you need? C!techno is a terrorist, he’s tortured more than one person, he’s murdered, stolen, and menaced. But we like him. We love him! Because he’s an amazingly fleshed out character and we understand his motivations ! Sorry I’m very!!! About morally grey characters and very salty abt the fandom’s general idea that the only good character is the perfect cinnamon roll that has done nothing wrong (which… idk who they’ve got left really. I’m pretty sure everyone’s committed some form of human rights violation by now.)

FIRST SENTENCE IMMEDIATELY BASED!!! IMMEDIATELY BASED!!! WHO CARES IF THEYRE GOOD PEOPLE OR NOT ❤️❤️

this is what i’ve been saying about cphil for ages now man. you understand me. it’s about what they bring to the story….. it’s about how they convey ideas and themes!! it’s about c!techno’s feelings! and relationships! and what we can learn about the world and ourselves from his outlook on these things!!!!

[transphilza]

I made myself sad missing him last night and decided to flip through the irl photos of him, with Phil and Wilbur and the play button and Idk if it was the different masks and different lengths of hair but Im sitting there sad and my broken little pile of grey matter decides to be like,,, dude how am I still completely unable to recognize this guy. Somehow even in full face shots I still don’t understand what he looks like,,, idk if it’s the face blindness or some kind of witchcraft I desperately need to learn but it made me laugh. Mans really said “I wanna be a faceless YouTuber” and my brain goes sir yes sir. No memories of your face here, pigboy

wahaha yeah it was always so funny, how he did several videos with his face in it and whenever ppl would ask about a face reveal he’d be like “i literally already did” and yet somehow none of us knew what he looked like, i think it’s cause all the videos of him showed him from like, the side or the back. so seein the irl pictures is truly like woah who is this guy…

[transphilza]

Also I don’t have a coherent thought abt this bc thinking hard but. D y’know what I mean when I say that c!techno cares so much but like.Bc his voice is flat and monotone people assume nothing hurts him bc his tone doesn’t change much when something hurts him?,,, like do you KnowWhat I Mean bc it drives me absolutely insaneto see takes where that’s clearly what they think bc that’s how a lot of people treat me for the same reason. I do not have a coherent post I can make abt this but Do You Know What I Mean

i know exactly what you mean!!! i feel like it’s the same kind of people who claim that techno didnt really Do Lore at the same scale as other people (like wilbur tommy etc) just bc of that too, when like. he was genuinely just as in character and just as involved in the story as other people 😭 technos so expressive it is so sad so many ppl didnt see it

[transphilza]

Cia I am Coping. And by coping I mean I’m rewatching Charlie Slimcicle’s 100 days in Minecraft hardcore apocalypse video for the five millionth time

to be fair that video SLAPS so it’s a good method of coping i’d say 🤝

[transphilza]

I haven’t been watching techno out of just I thought just binging sneegsnag vods but today I was watching some Phil dsmp with a friend in discord call with me while I showed them my build and they used tts to talk to me and play noises at me and they just. Started watching the no keyboard skywars episode and it was… it was a really nice way to sorta. Hear his voice again after sorta subconsciously avoiding it a bit. I’m love my fwends,,,

yeah :D that’s awesome!!! you’ve got pog friends! it’s really easy to avoid it without even thinking about it,. but most times it’s really genuinely nice to hear his voice. it’s really helpful to be able to listen to vods and stuff when i’m missing him and whenever i decide to watch his content again i’m always glad i did <3