#burn list

[sweidhshfish]

i knew it was love

when i came home crying

thinking of you fucking other girls

[sweidhshfish]

i am filled with hope and longing

[sweidhshfish]

hello i'm mary!

20

femme lesbian

used to be overlyconfidentagavenectar

🫜 intro post sorta in the works 🫜

will be posting:

• music stuff

• lesbian things (butchfemme and history)

• random books i read and other things of that nature

• myself and friends! the places we go 💜

tags i'll be using lots of:

#thinking- thought

#remembering- future reference

#photo album-

#pictures of me- less than you'd think

#burn list- any time i put songs

[sweidhshfish]

gonna get back into writing poetry because what else am i supposed to do with anything

[sweidhshfish]

the night of the harvest moon i went for a walk with the girl i like. it was a fairly clear night but by the time we were headed back there was a fog so thick we couldn't see very far in front of us. i played her harvest moon by neil young because she hadn't heard it and she didn't have much to say and it was a really weird and quiet night and she left to go to sleep when we got back inside and the whole rest of the week was weird and quiet too

a couple nights ago though she put on a cd she had burned the weekend after our walk and the song was on it and it's making me lose my mind a little bit.

[sweidhshfish]

your tower, a ring, the devil, my window

[sweidhshfish]

i miss goth night i will be back !!!!!

[sweidhshfish]

looked at her and she looked at me. didn't speak but i feel like we did. think it's time to focus on tree bark again. really interesting. feel funny because am not sad like want breathe out forever but like want to breathe in and in and in and there's never enough. every breath though is beautiful and fascinating and it makes me feel alive.

last time i will see this girl maybe for a year maybe for ever and ever. feel funny but know it is just life and time will pass. tom waits maybe helping maybe hurting who can say? world is beautiful but the sad gay lesbian in me is sad gay and lesbian u get me