Journal Entry (on a piece of paper he’s probably going to throw away)
11 March 2017
How do I start this off? Do people actually write their thoughts down on paper? What if I mess up? I’m writing in pen. How was the pen even invented? Who did it?
Note: look up who created the pen and pencil
Alright, so I’ve been packing for this camping thing and I just realized how many short sleeve shirts I have. I have the black one and the white one and the other black one. But it isn’t the type of black that looks like the other black one. It’s a different shade of black. Maybe I’ll pack both, just in case.
But do I bring pants or shorts? I should probably call Evie to help me because this is stressing me out. I heard that writing out your feelings and thoughts can help calm you, so I guess that’s what I’m trying to do. How the hell am I supposed to brush my teeth in a tent? Fuck this.
I think this whole camping thing is going to be fun (minus the obvious face-to-face rule. Face-to-face is actually body-to-body and I really don’t want to hear people doing the deed...). As long as certain things don’t come up, I’ll be fine. I’m in a group with Evie and Cami, which fucking sucks since Evie (and everyone else) doesn’t know about Cami and I kissing. I might try to avoid Cami, I don’t know. I’m hoping she doesn’t try to talk to me, which she kinda made clear through texts with the whole “We can’t be friends unless it’s only through text and rehearsals!” thing. But as long as Evie and everyone else doesn’t know, things will go smoothly. I probably just fucking jinxed myself.
I guess I’m fine with the people in my group. I get along with a few of them. I’m actually happy that Liam isn’t in the group. I don’t even think he’s going, but even if he was, I’d want him to get hit by a tree branch or mauled by raccoons. That’s how much I dislike him right now. He fucking blamed me for not sticking up for his pathetic ass when he got caught and kicked out of our clique. At least I didn’t get caught. I’m like a fucking ninja (but cooler). I’m not some dumb asshole that thinks of only himself. He also tried saying shit about my relationship, as if he was any better. He can’t keep a girl for more than two seconds. Maybe I’ll have Evie and Jamie do something about it after the trip. Or Autumn. I think she can do some actual damage. Last time I hung out with her, she told me that she liked me. That basically means it’d be easy to get her on board.
﹋﹋﹋ ╳ ︴﹏ ﹋﹌ ▤ ▦ ▧ ← ( I ran out of fucking ink )
I’m actually pretty bummed Isabelle’s not in my group, though. I really wanted to mess with her and throw rocks at her or something. She’s screwed with the group she has. She deserves it for being a bitch to me, actually. I’m nice to her 50% of the time and she gives me nothing in return.
Now onto more important things: Evelyn Sawyer. I guess I just want to spend as much time with her as I can. Since there’s no cell service or anything. Unless she’d rather be with Jamie, which is cool. Not really, but I’ll act like it is. I’ll stick with Autumn if Evie ditches me for him. Autumn’s fun...ish. I just don’t want Evie going off with him and leaving me with Cami or something. I don’t really trust myself around Cami since kissing her right before I got with Evie. I like Evie a lot. I’m happy with her.
I sound like a teenage girl crying over some football player that doesn’t like her back.
Holy shit. I just realized that there’s probably not going to be any burgers during this damn trip. What the fuck? Can’t we just change the s’mores to burgers? And even if there are some, they’re going to be terrible and I seriously cannot go a week without having some type of burger-related thing in my mouth. Speaking of mouths, Isabelle has a big one and I want her to shut it 100% of the time.
I’m glad I got all of this off my chest. I need a burger now. I was thinking of changing the one slice of cheese rule to three. The cheesier the better, right? Right. People say my ‘addiction’ is unhealthy. I don’t see how.
PS — Mendoza’s a fucking wacko. “No touching of the no-no’s or substance abuse”? Does he think he’s talking to a bunch of kindergarteners? I saw Ellie with a box of condoms earlier and I’m pretty sure that’s not for water balloons. And yeah, the breathtaking trails/views are breathtaking because we have to actually walk and hike and not eat burgers when we really want a burger. Don’t get me wrong, I like the outdoors, but not when I’m stuck with a bunch of people I wouldn’t normally speak to. I might sneak some in since I’m actually the only one in this damn school that appreciates the beauty of a good burger.
