Oh. Oh holy fuck wait. .. I can’t safely drink while on medication.

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Oh. Oh holy fuck wait. .. I can’t safely drink while on medication.
Guys.. seeing pictures and videos from the Moscow show just makes me realize that.. I'm gonna see Day6. And.. I'm nervous. Why's that?! @ me: what are you doing..? I should be excited woh ksbsjsdben. I think I'm that too zksbsbd MY HEART AND MIND ARE CONFUSED OK?! HELP. SOS. I'M NOT GONNA SURVIVE AAAAAAH
Who's ready for an art/doodle dump...
I AM!
(doodle dump coming soon😋 imma try to start posting more)
And yet, nothing can really distract me from overthinking.. Sad but i guess i have to suffer like i always do.
So much shit to overthink.. Jobs, my life, love, friends, me, daily life, my dysfunctional family and all the shit.
I know and have know people will me much better off without me alive but now that I'm older I understand more how my death would hurt people too, so instead I should just stop just urging and warning others about me to just disappear from anyone's life.
I feel really bad,,
Over it
Its getting to the point I'm so stressed out over moving or not. That I can't breath right. I get such a pressure... To make everyone happy... I can't... Like I never can make anyone happy... I can't do it.. I want to make myself happy.. Wtf. Let me be able to complain. Let me be selfish and bitch about everything. Wtf. Really. Let me breath... Let me be me...