Could I get Lady or 352 maybe?
What did it mean, to be human?
A mouthful of oil and machinery. Sardonic clicks of gears that didn’t want to turn. Grease and the backlash of shorting circuits. The whine and grind of metal on metal; threatening to wear down and not work as well as it could’ve. A mercurial core of chemistry and kinetics constantly fizzing and fissuring. A stomach of nausea and nuclear war.
When it--she--looked at herself; when she caught glimpses, she didn’t know what she was supposed to be acknowledging. There was an error message hidden somewhere in her facade. There was a problem with her code that kept her from fully processing the depiction of her “self”. There had been, before, no signs of awareness--spacial awareness, yes, but no...recognition of individuality. She served a purpose, a functioning design.
If she didn’t have that, what did she have?
“Happiness.” She tried the word that Kellan had said, watching her mouth move in the mirror. “Joy.” One hand rose to touch her cheek, and she tried to smile. She watched herself. She tried again. “J-joy.” There was a jitter to it, so she avoided saying it aloud and chose a known synonym. “G-g-g--” Glee couldn’t get past her lips. Frustrated, she dropped her hand.
Then she realized--she was frustrated. An emotion. Her mainframe spiked; beeping warnings. She froze, waiting to acknowledge something her internal core tried to decipher, desperately avoiding kernel panic.
And then it came to her:
If she didn’t have a purpose...perhaps she was a little bit human, after all.














