Jul 9
can i vent in the taaaaags
#about real life stuff?#i quit my job back in march to take care of the home while my husband works#and i KNOW there will be judgement from people RE: that but i don't care#like i literally do not care about your opinion on what decisions i make for me and my family#but i've basically gone through the money i had left from my previous job and am now officially relying on my husband for money#and it is WEIRD#WEIRD#i've been on my own since 18 so this is like#so wrong to me#but i know it's all good and we're fine and this is the way things are supposed to be now#but i can't help but have the dumb fuckin capitalist in my brain going 'find a side hustle'#'you need to find a way to make some cash'#and like#i didn't quit to quit FOREVER#i quit bc i was burnt out af and my mental health was in the literal trash and i wasn't taking care of me or anything else#so i've had in the back of my mind that i can always go back to work#but i didn't expect to feel the need to go back to work so quickly????#idek#we're fine and i have to keep repeating that#this just feels weird bc it's new#i don't need to hustle for money#though some day i would LOVE to find a craft that could supplement idk $100 a month or some garbage#anyway#money is evil and i hate it more than just about anything else in the world#i'm fine just stressed and not used to fully relying on someone else#fun fact: i met my husband like right before or after this blog was made!!!#and this one was only made bc my other one got deleted randomly#BYE!!!!!!
