lucresias: i guess i would feel like a failure. i live in a town where everyone is so high achieving and i know people would say bad things about me. and it would be so awkward to deal with people asking me about college. my mom said that if i don’t go to college that i have to get a job, which makes sense, but i don’t even know what i’d do? obviously my options would be limited but idk i get upset at the smallest things. i’m too useless for anything.
terrencemann: building on what i said to lucresias i just feel like i have no future anyway. and i can’t handle people talking about me. i used to be so sure about theatre but i know i can’t handle it and i’m not good enough.
sweetdreamr: i care way too much about what people think about me. and i don’t see anything wrong with going to community college, i know people will talk shit about me in my town/area.
bythegracioussavingcall: i’m so bad at taking advice because i psych myself out and convince myself that i don’t have good options. i just have no idea what to do at all because i have no skills