#c mine

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[pikasus-artenews]

Mostra in viaggio. Enzo Mari curated by Hans Ulrich Obrist with Francesca Giacomelli Prima tappa internazionale della retrospettiva dedicata al lavoro di Enzo Mari.

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Industrial heritage - C mine # 2 by vanoostrum C mine,C mine Genk,industrial,industrial heritage

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Industrial heritage - C mine # 2 by vanoostrum C mine,C mine Genk,industrial,industrial heritage

[mud-log]

I’ve always liked analogys. Even though I’m bad at them. Same thing with singing. Anyway, it’s like I’m a dog and she, a person, leaves me in the car for a little while, which is okay, this happens often, I know it’ll just be a little while. So anyway, she leaves me and goes with her friend to get ice cream, now by now I’ve accepted that I’m a dog, and her friend is a person, and I know and accept that, but the problem is she, my person, doesn’t share her ice cream with me when she totally could, but it’s not because I’m a dog. Because that doesn’t matter, it’s vanilla ice cream, i could have some. So anyway, point being, I’m okay with her leaving me and with me being a dog and not a person (dogs are cool) but when she goes with her friend and has ice cream with her, that’s the problem even though I hinted hard (aka barked from the car and whined and stared at the cone and whimpered) she doesn’t give me any.

But that’s not the position I’m in. I, a dog, am watching as the two get ice cream without me, but not eating it. And I, dog, have already begged, and I’m now in the position of lost hope of me ever getting that ice cream. Did I mention that mine, and the other girl have known each other for 4-5 years while I have known mine 2 and have been hers 1. And did I mention that I’m not expected to stay as her dog? That I’m supposed to be unadopted and out relationship is supposed to end? And did I mention mine and the other girl have a bond stronger then me and mine? And no matter how much I try to be closer to her it falters. Did I mention that mine cares more about her then about me? And that mine puts effort into the relationship with “her” while is am forced to carry the relationship with mine?

I’m also worried that I’ll be the afterthought, that no matter how much I try to be with her, I’ll be the footnote, and no matter how much she says she loves me, I’ll just be forgotten. It’s not like she tries to be with me. It’s all talk, all texts and cancelled plans. And let’s not forget her “fear” of her friend. Mines way of putting her above me. Mines way of saying “what she says is more important then what you say”.

And so I, the dog, and not so much jealous of the ice cream (though I’d die to try it) but instead of the relationship between mine and her. And I’m upset, but not about the ice cream, but instead of mines lack of trying the relationship and how me and mines is considered disposable, even by mine. While mines and hers is “permanent”.

So yeah. I’m the dog in the car. Jealous indeed.

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