"I guess all the rumors are true." - hans
When it came to whatever was... wasn’t... maybe.. whatever with Jim, Anna had given up. The redhead offered her whole heart on a table. Risking her reputation, her family name, her engagement to a good man - for him. And Jim had seemed to vanish like smoke on the wind. Every word he sad about how he was feeling, and wanted really didn’t mean much. The heartache was there nearly daily, but she did her best to just hide it away from Hans. In time everything would blow over, and amazingly she had stayed under the radar. Gossip blogs had their favorites to talk about, and for once she was thankful to have been skipped out on. Still it didn’t stop people from talking, nor did it prevent this moment.
Hans had been home early and caught her crying. It wasn’t like she could just blame it on anything, she was alone in bed without a movie or book to say was sad. So there she was, spilling her heart out to it’s fullest on everything she felt for Jim. When she realized she felt something. How he felt back. How her heart was filled with hope. How it was easy to feel those things for someone she knew more then Hans. How they had kissed at the party, and she unleashed her deepest feelings, but also how she was now alone. No explanation just one day she was sneaking away when she could, and the next he was practically a stranger.
“I was stupid. I was foolish. Maybe scared of the whole engagement thing to someone who I knew was so far out of anything I ever expected. Maybe we were just stupid, and jumped into things all too quickly before even asking my heart what it was feeling..” Covering her face she let out a long sigh as she nibble on her bottom lip. “I do care for you, Hans. Every sweet small moment with you has meant so much to me. I doubt you can look at me now and see someone that could ever be your wife.. I mes...I messed up everything, and ended up losing the both of you. All I ever wanted was to know love and be wanted. And I had that here.. with you, and I’m sorry it took so long to see the real deal , and not some playground crush with a boy that’ll just break my heart apparently.” || @thirteenthwestergaard