#cadetbraun

[nanababananaba]

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give me a letter and i’ll tell you my 5 favourite blogs starting with that letter

no order just listing

connectingwingscommander-erwin-scanonjaegercadetbraun

I seriously don’t have a lot of C-blogs and the ones I do follow are like…never on my dash unless I am up at normal hours or just haven’t posted in a while x’D

I also don’t remember that many C-blogs whoops.

[titanxbrat]

"It's healing quickly, just hold still."

"I'm not going to stay still any longer. I've already been sitting down for long enough."

[dxceitful-blog]

cadetbraun

"What can I do to make you stay?"

The words are strewn together in an inaudible whisper, meant to address the other but also a silent plea kept to himself. It couldn't be too much to ask out of the blond, and yet the feeling of being a burden weighed down his expectations. He hated feeling this way, being reduced to merely a pleading mess when he was supposed to be so much more. Dependency was a curse, a bond that needed to be cut.

[chorumtitanus]

█⋮.dancing titan.⋮█ ——

   ｢ she still found it strange    the fact that she was alive and currently living     outside of the walls with two men she'd just barely become familiar with. no,     she isn't hypocritical enough to say that she was forced into being here,     because she wasn't. neither reiner nor bertholdt dragged her with them. if     anything, she assumes the two of them would have preferred to not have     her around. she doesn't know them the way they know each other, and her     personality is sharp, not enjoyable in the least. she's attempted to make     herself a tad bit docile, though. really, these two could kill her at any moment.     she didn't want to die just yet. not out here. ｣

   ｢ an exhale passes through her lips, breath fogging up the moment it leaves     her mouth. it's been a long while since she's felt this cold. she remembers     being a child and living in the streets. the nights were intolerable. the cold     felt like ice digging into her bloodstream. she was pitied enough to have coats     handed to her on especially frigid winters, but not once has she wanted pity.     she certainly doesn't want that shit now. teeth nibble on the tip of her thumb     while she waits for the pot of water to finish boiling. she's never been a huge fan     of tea, but she learned how to make a few of them while she was a child.      shifters had the advantage of being warmer than a human, but still    the tea     tasted good and would do good to keep them protected from the cold for     a while longer. she pours two cups, leaves a decent amount for whenever     bertholdt returns. she invites herself to reiner's side, settles the cup in front of     him. hopes to whatever god there is for him to not say thank you. she's had     enough of those to serve her for a fucking lifetime. ｣

   ｢ ' it's tea. i didn't poison it. it's supposed to help you sleep better, and, uh,     it's cold out here, so. should help with.. stayin' warm and what not. ' she's     not forcing herself to be nice. she's just used to forcing herself to be rude and     vile. ' fuckin' hate this weather. ' frown tugs at her lips, and she brings her own     cup up to take a sip out of it. her throat certainly appreciates the temperature of     it. ｣

[titanxbrat]

"I believe in you."

Calming starter sentences

"Thank you, Reiner..." 

[cooldaderwin-blog]

cadetbraun:

          [♖] The guilt had been overwhelming. It plagued his dreams. It clawed at his ribs and the walls of his skull. He couldn’t sleep. All he could think about was Eren’s eyes,hating Reiner as they stared… searing… All he could think about was the families he demolished. The lives he rent asunder. Food tasted like dust to him. Even Bertholdt’s consoling hands brought no peace…

          And so, Reiner left the warrior behind. It had been a soldier that walked, as if hypnotized, away from Wall Maria, where Bertholdt and Ymir were sleeping atop the monolith. It had been a soldier that trekked across miles of titan-infested wasteland to reach the Survey Corps base. It had been a soldier who stared at his friends with tears in his eyes – friends who returned his pleading gaze with abhorrence – and simply fell to his knees in surrender.

          There was hot breath in his ear.

          “We’re going to annihilate you,” Hanji had whispered to him in a maniacally eager voice. “Slowly.”

          Goldenrod eyes lifted. They stared ahead vacuously. And Reiner uttered the only reply he could muster:

          “…and I’ll deserve every second of it.”

          *             *             *

          They wrapped him in chains. They bound and gagged him. He put up no struggle. They kept him several floors underground, where the sunlight could not nourish him. And he waited, in silence. Until, finally… he came. The Commander. The officer who had given such a rousing recruitment speech that Reiner had almost forgotten himself, almost forgotten his ultimate mission… almost lost himself within Commander Smith’s moving words. But this was the same man who had dangled Eren’s basement in front of Reiner and Bertholdt, the tantalizing bait that provoked their last-minute switch from Military Police to Survey Corps. It changed everything.He changed everything. The Commander was smart. He wasn’t someone to mess with.

          A glint of neutral, bitter admiration flashed in Reiner’s golden eyes.

          “Yes,” came his solemn reply. “I am.”

Erwin didn't know what he had expected. More of a fight, perhaps. A prisoner of war. A coerced confession. Erwin had sacrificed many soldiers and much of himself to reach this point, but he had been sure on the day he had first laid eyes on the Colossal and Armored titans, that defeating them would have proven vastly more difficult.

This seemed too easy.

Reiner had infiltrated once, surely he would have no trouble infiltrating again. At this point, Erwin was seen as both a threat to the central government and the enemy titans. Why would they not feed false information to cause the Survey Corps commander to mislead him, to push him towards a detrimental decision with guiding misinformation. After all, if he had learned one thing from titans and the shifters that controlled them, it was that they were willing to sacrifice anything for their cause. Including themselves.

"You understand that I'm hesitant to believe anything you say. You can, however, prove your loyalties by informing us how to break the Female Titan's crystal. If what you tell us works, I'll consider hearing what you have to say about your motivations in destroying Wall Maria, infiltrating the military, and how we can contain and capture the Colossal Titan. Do you understand?"