( ansel elgort , twenty five , & cismale ) who ? these days , it's all about nils ottosen , who comes from new york and is making headlines as an actor / author . he currently has a fan count of 40k , no thanks to rumors of them being tumultuous ! but , on the other hand , their most devout fans say they're actually munificent . last i heard , they caused quite a buzz when he trashed a michelin star restaurant in a wine - fuelled haze ! it's no wonder they remind me of lips stretched to bare pearly whites in a seemingly perpetual smile , a locked room filled with various smashed objects ━━ disappointment lingers in the air & caresses your feet in the form of balled note paper , & the reoccurring dawn of how the fuck did i get here and what do i do next ?
i'll keep this short n sweet ! it's me , dot , back at it again with another muse because i just can't help myself ! read more about my sweet ( but a lil fucked ) nils below the cut !
BACKGROUND
whenever family is brought up in conversation , it sends an instinctive chill down nils' spine . family has always been a touchy subject , reserved solely for times when he's had a little too much to drink & his words flow a little more freely . the truth is , as far as nils is concerned , the only family he has ever had is the family he has chosen for himself . biologically , he has a mother and father , of course . there's not too much to share on his mother - she passed away when he was young ; the addiction both herself and his father had harboured together , almost like a child in itself , eventually taking her life when nils was just under two years old . his father stuck around for a few months , before nils was passed on to his aunt and seemingly never thought of again .
although he will eternally be grateful to his adoptive mother , and often brings her along to award shows & book signings , their relationship has always been distant . the love was there , somewhere , but never spoken of . as a women with no children of her own , no partner , & very few friends - nils was everything she had dreamed of , but perhaps being faced with what you've always wanted can sometimes become more overwhelming than you'd imagined .
his acting career began almost as a means to an end ; nils needed money , and he had a talent - commercial acting turned to small gigs . his first big hit was his supporting role in carrie (2013) , followed shortly by the fault in our stars (2014) . his more recent accomplishments include baby driver (2017) & the goldfinch (2019) .
INTROSPECTION
based on first impressions , it would be difficult to detect that nils' life had begun so precariously . nils knows how to fit in , how to appear like everything is fine & dandy . he's rarely seen without a smile on his face - eternally happy . he's also easily grown accustomed to the life he now leads ; he doesn't throw his money around , per say , but he no longer feels the guilt when he drops a few thousand on a new shirt .
he's always been portrayed as the golden boy by the media ; a do-gooder , & somebody your children can look up to . more recently , the veil is slipping & it's left people wondering if he's beginning to crack under the limelight . he's become much more reckless & hedonistic , & it's starting to make people think .
he began writing a few years ago - something that started as a hobby , but developed into a way of raking in more cash . his first publication was a hit - his second a complete flop . the critics rinsed him , & it really messed with his head .
this got ... DEEP skkskdk but over all ? he's a happy go lucky guy who is a little over his head , but comes out of it all laughing n smiling n hoping .
can u believe that a whole entire day after the rp opens , i finally have my shit together enough to post an intro ! can u fuckin believe it ! anyways , i’m elliot ( she/they ) , i’m 20 n i’m a supreme dumbass who needs 2 get their life together on so many levels . . . it’s fine though ! completely fine ! totally n utterly fine !!!
( timothee chalamet & cis male ) who ?? these days , it’s all about anton olivier , who comes from manhattan , ny , and is making headlines as an actor . he currently has a fan count of 45.9k , no thanks to the rumours of them being vainglorious ! but , on the other hand , his most devout fans say he’s actually retiary . last i heard , he caused quite a buzz when he was caught leaving multiple lovers’ houses despite being in an allegedly ‘ committed ’ relationship ! it’s no wonder they remind me of inky black as a beautiful contrast to stark white , tastes of fake blood & bourbon dancing a mistimed tango on your tongue , stacks of literary classics like small mountains on your living room floor , abandoned chastity ring ( ruby red gemstone , isn’t it ironic ? ) , heat - slick kisses smeared to the corner of your mouth ; dark academia / technicolour ghost disappearing in the middle of a crowd , slipping into the back of a lecture theatre abound with rapt attention , pressing bruises into not - yet - ripe fruit for the thrill of watching it wilt beneath satin touch .
𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢 . rudimentals .
full name: anton françois olivier .
nicknames, aliases:
ant .
mon cher . ( by his mother . )
age: twenty - three .
date of birth: october fifteenth .
place of birth: manhattan , new york city .
nationality: american .
ethnicity: caucasian ( french ) .
spoken languages: english , fluent french ( spoken in household more commonly than english ) .
career claims: charlie heaton , some of bill skargsard’s stuff . ( i’ll write his imdb page later . )
𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔴𝔬 . physicals .
height: six foot three .
weight: 157 lbs .
complexion: pale , scarily so . nothing medical about it , just a natural pallid sheen to sharp features . a small , light dusting of freckles over the nose and cheeks and forehead .
face shape: heart - shaped , incredibly angular . sharp cheekbones and jawline , square and dashing in a sinister kind of way . very thin , very gaunt .
facial quirks: in some lights his left eye is ever so slightly lighter than the other , but it’s a trick of the light .
hair: black , naturally so ( your mother’s hair ) . has a slight natural wave that sometimes springs to a loose curl . recently , you’ve grown it out so that it curls around the nape of your neck and falls into your eyes . typically , strands are tucked behind your ears unless they fall out of place . soft , incredibly so --- - cherry blossom shampoo and conditioner ensures that .
eyes: bright blue , cobalt . golden rings around the pupils , with green and hazel flecks throughout . lashes are unfairly long and dark , a prettily sooty smudge against the high ridge of your cheekbones . brows are dark and expressive , unruly , arched ever so slightly . dark indigo bags underneath your eyes aren’t an unusual sight , results of too - long nights and a strange work schedule .
nose: your mother’s button nose , small and straight and ‘ lovely ’ according to your rabid fan base . nothing much to say about it otherwise . you considered piercing it when you were fifteen and going through it for unknown reasons .
mouth: relatively normal lips , slightly plusher lower lip but that’s not saying much . chewed , bitten , chapped like nothing else / favourite flavour of burt’s bees is pomegranate . teeth are white , straight , pretty good teeth ; indents of which often find themselves deep in that lower lip .
scars: none of note . the typical petite white scars of childhood across knees and elbows , but nothing too serious .
tattoos, piercings: none . there are plans in the works , but currently ? nothing .
more body modifications: again , nothing . bitch is boring .
𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔢𝔢 . biographicals .
not quite your typical tale of boy - meets girl ; art gallery curator curator watches broadway ‘ ingénue ’ & falls head over heels in an infatuation that borders on obsession but is returned tenfold . adele st . croix can’t believe her luck ( moved to manhattan just two years previously , resumé builds beyond belief , engagement to a big name is imminent ! ) and pierre - louis olivier has never been so deeply in love before . the courtship is wonderful , twilight walks in the park , regular dates at terribly romantic restaurants , soft kisses on random stoops and rough , impassioned kisses on your own . the engagement comes in 1995 , & a year later , marriage is a cover story and a four - page spread in all the glossy tabloids your mother loves to collect .
your conception comes as a shock , of course . neither wanted children so early , just a year into their marriage but the very first time that your mother’s silky - smooth hands rest on the then - flat expanse of her belly it’s over . unspoken talks of termination that weighed uncomfortably heavily on unmoving tongues are quashed , replaced by fluttering anticipation of a child . your impending birth is announced three months after your parents find out they’re expecting you , & soon enough your own infantile chunk of their upper east side penthouse ( a grandiose wedding present ) is carved out ; decked in earthy tones and warm creams , pastels of all shades and joy woven into each choice , you are a source of joy to rival the sun .
birth is almost perfect , only one day past your due date . naturally your first breath is a noisy one , wailing and crying and oh , how they adore you already ! adoration seeps into your bones from the first time mother holds you , presses a kiss to your head and breathes in that lavender , fresh - linen new baby smell . from that very first moment love is ingrained into every single pore ; love is what you breathe , what you feed on , what you see the world through . your mother and father are almost sickeningly in love , true dotage in its finest form and later in life you suppose you’re lucky to have grown up with such a wonderful idea of what true romance is meant to look like . they love each other , and they love you .
childhood is wonderful , if you’re perfectly honest . it’s a blur of ice cream at fancy parlours after your mother picks you up from school , renting movies and getting wonderful takeaway and laughing until your sides ache . it’s freshly - laundered uniforms that just look so damn precious , school ties in immaculate windsor knots . ( schools are all catholic , of course ; some things die hard , but your mother and father’s commitment to their faith dies harder . ) church on sunday mornings , followed by brunch and a movie / picturesque , absolutely perfect . ignore the paparazzi trailing behind you , though . ignore the fact that despite everything , a childhood dripping with luxury and privilege is not really a normal childhood . normal children don’t dress in such expensive clothes in their free time , normal children don’t understand the complete and utter hedonism that you’re enabled .
it’s only a matter of time before you find your calling , though . you are fourteen , already a gangly mess of too - long limbs and charming smile and curls that melt even the iciest of glares . you’ve sat in the backs of theatres while your mother rehearses for your entire life , and stepping into the harsh spotlight itself feels like home in a way you can’t possibly describe in either of the tongues that crowd your mouth . your first performance is macbeth , and you dominate like nothing else , tragic figure with a mouth of steel . for the next few years of your high school education you always score the leading role , not through anything but the sheer force of your talent . acting is second nature to you , a comfortable set of skins you fall into like it’s nothing , like they’re nothing .
sixteen when you get your first gig , a guest appearance in some established police procedural , but it’s a rush like nothing else . one gig leads to another , and another , and another ! it’s not until you’re hired by netflix to do their biggest hit , some then - untitled sci - fi horror 80s thing , that you take off like nothing else and god , it’s like nothing you’ve ever known . blockbusters are offered to you after your second season airs , you find yourself in cameos in fucking marvel movies , & yet nothing’s quite as thrilling as horror . something crawls under your skin the first day you shoot stranger things , and it’s stuck ever since ; you make a good archetype , the dopey yet helpful boyfriend , the white knight . you’re barely nineteen when you decide what your avenue is and make a conscientious decision to stick to it .
and now ? your imdb page glitters , cacophany of roles quite unlike each other , bad guy and good guy and killer and saviour , all crammed in together . didn’t think you had time but somewhere you met someone , fell in love , started dating , all that ; but that bleeding , genuine heart of yours can’t be contained , falls in love five times a day , catches itself upon the hooks of others and impulse control is a long - forgotten acquaintance . newspapers call you a heartbreaker , but you never break hearts ; you simply leave your scent on bedsheets and heartbeats alike , prettiest kind of ghost . sometimes you play up the ‘ arrogant heartbreaking dipshit ’ spiel for interviews but with you , what you see is what you get : passionate , driven , emotional . a fervour . a lover , a romantic , altruistic kinds of chaos . the prettiest kind of confusion , all wrapped up under that surname . oh darling , you’re the nicest kind of sweet nightmare and you don’t even know it .
* taps the mic * testing , testing , 1 , 2 , 3 .... hello ? * clears throat * hi guys & gals & non binary pals !! i’m taylor weighing in at the solid age of 20 years old aka a glorified teenager because really what can i do that a 19 year old can’t lmao ? i’m from the est & couldn’t be more excited to have found this beautiful gem of a roleplay ! honestly i haven’t been this excited about a group in ... forever ! so i cannot wait to start roleplaying with you all ! but for now i’m going to leave you with this intro because i’m going to the pats game tonight ?! and need to run & get ready because my friends are on the way ! without further ado though , i think it’s time for me to introduce you to my lil baby donna who i haven’t played in like 7 months so please bare with me here while i find my footing with her again ! if you’d like to plot just give this a like or shoot me an im & i promise i’ll get back to you when i get home later tonight !
note : here career is here in this post btw !
╰ stats . ◞,
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╰ pinterest . ◞,
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╰ playlist . ◞,
1. let you go by machine gun kelly , 2. bmo by ari lennox , 3. death by trippie redd ft. dababy , 4. agree to disagree by sleeping with siren , 5. night shift by dave east ft. lil baby , 6. violent crimes by kanye west , 7. runaway by aurora , 8. love song by lana del rey , 9. all the good girls go to hell by billie eilish , 10. i think im okay by machine gun kelly ft. yungblood , 11. envy me by calboy , 12. cash s**t by megan thee stallion ft. dababy , 13. yellow hearts by ant sanders , 14. what to do? by jackboys ft. don toliver , 15. the git up by blanco brown , 16. erase your social by lil uzi vert , 17. everything i wanted by billie eilish , 18. bandit by juice wrld ft youngboy never broke again , 19. bop by dababy , 20. candy by machine gun kelly ft. trippie redd .
╰ biography . ◞,
an only child born to a secretary for a mother & an often unemployed father in athens , ohio in late 1996 . life for young donna was nothing out of any film you would enjoy watching . a childhood full of neglect & growing up much too fast for your own good . her father , matthew , had fallen into heavy addiction just a year before donna’s birth & her mother , denise , had learned to bury her sorrows with a bottle of alcohol . well below the poverty index there were many nights she knew she wouldn’t come home to food on the table but instead a slew of addicts getting their high in the middle of the living room , keeping the young girl up at all times of the night with their rowdy antics .
by the time she reached third grade she’d learned that her day at school would go over much more smoothly if she made sure she had her backpack, coat & on the one off chance that there was enough food in the house pack her lunch , because if she waited for one of her parents to do it for her she’d never make it to school on time . her mom often had to rush to work in a hungover state & her father didn’t wake up until after she was already due for school , so donna had relied on the bus to get to & from school each day .
at twelve she’d realized that she was much happier the less time she spent at home & so she did all she could to stay out with her friends . she became one of those kids you passed wondering where their parents were at that time of night as them & their friends wreaked havoc in the streets of athens . picking up smoking weed at the ripe age of thirteen , she quickly learned nothing was a better fix for how much she’d hated her life than a quick blunt . she’d fallen into a dark place at a very young age & from her perspective there was really no way out of the downward spiral she had fallen into . she blamed her parents for messing her up so badly & often when she was home it turned into blows between herself & her parents the end result always landed her at one of her friends houses for the night.
it wasn’t until she was fifteen that she befriended a new girl whose parents took a liking to donna & really took her in . it was something like a safe haven spot for her , somewhere she always knew she could go & they’d want to hear about her day or feed her . they’re the ones who learned of donna’s wanting to join the school theater club & urged her to do so . they attended her first performance & her second, third , fourth , etc .
one of her performances at the school garnered the attention of a screenwriter who felt she was a perfect fit for a character they were in the process of creating . this was when her first hollywood deal came , initially turning it down as she had no means to so much as leave the city of athens forget travel to an entirely different state . the screenwriter offered to take care of her completely & before she knew it she was working on the first installment of the hunger games .
when she got back to athens after spending a few months in los angeles she’d realized just how much potential there was out in the world . at this point she decided to take things within her life a bit more seriously . there was a life outside of athens , ohio & donna was craving for it now . making the conscious decision to focus on her schooling with the hopes that she’d be able to get into a decent university . college had never been so much as thought for donna before she’d left the city but after filming a movie , she realized almost anything was possible even for someone like her .
during this same year , her parents split up & her father got back together with his highschool sweetheart , this prompted her father to admit to donna that she had a brother who was three years older than her , who was actually in college . the two got to know one another fairly well when he’d come back home from school during breaks & the two found themselves loving the idea of having a sibling . mutually upset that they’d spent so much of their time not knowing each other so much as existed . donna lived with her father & step-mother amanda in athens & the change in her father was more than visible . she was more than happy that her father had gotten on the straight & narrow , no matter what had to take place for it to happen & who he needed in his life for it to take place . in this time her mother moved to cincinnati & the separation actually made the relationship between donna & her mother stronger .
in 2014 , she graduated from highschool & had committed to attending ohio state university as a theater major . during her time in columbus , ohio she & her new found friends took a liking to the downtown area where they found a hidden gem bar that often held open mic nights . this is where donna was really able to cultivate her love for stand up , despite dabbling in it a few times back in high school & whenever she was out in los angeles . she took to college well & somehow managed to juggle her education , career & social life fairly well . if you ask her how she did it , she’ll always give all the credit to her brother brody & maybe some residual credit to weed .
in her sophomore year she’d fallen in love for the very first time , with one of the quarterbacks at her university . they dated for two years before he’d decided to transfer to lousiana state university . she understood why he did it , he had a career in football he was chasing & she couldn’t be mad at him about that . despite the long distance & at times very hectic schedules between the two of them she worked on being the most supportive girlfriend she could to him & made it out to any & every game she possibly could of his .
after graduating from ohio state she moved down to lousiana in hopes to be with him more but her career kind of kept going & so she was nearly in louisiana just as often as she had been before moving down there. they made it work for a good amount of time , but the distance just started to become a little too much . donna is someone who craves affection after a childhood of not much affection to be sparred . she caught herself at times during the relationship on the verge of cheating , but she is a staunch believer that if you truly love someone you could never do something of that magnitude to them . it was a mutual break up , that came in the early months of 2019 .
she’s now been living in calabasas since she moved out of louisiana & is learning to get back onto her feet without someone there to uplift her .
╰ scandal . ◞,
on december 23rd of 2019 a sex tape with donna’s name plastered all over it had been released online . it was a sex tape of her & her ex who by this time has cemented himself as the likely first round pick in the nfl draft . the sex tape took off & it seemed as though every time her team managed to get it down , it popped up somewhere else . both donna & her ex knew neither one was to blame for the leaking of the sex tape & so they worked together to figure out who was behind it , today their getting closer & closer to finding the person who did it . despite this , the tape is still able to be viewed on the internet it you dig hard enough . although not many have to do that as it had gone vial upon it’s initial release back in december .
hi hi ! my name is ponyo , i’m twenty-two , i live in the pst timezone & i’m super excited to be apart of this group ! other than that i am an avid netflix binge watcher & i am obsessed with pokemon go ! i hope you’re all ready for elliot though , this boy is a roller coaster ride tbh .
tw / / mentions of drinking
pinterest / / tw : drugs , blood , violence
B A S I C S
( shawn mendes , twenty three , & cismale ) who ? these days , it’s all about elliot vieira , who comes from seattle , wa and is making headlines as a singer & model . he currently has a fan count of 46.9k , no thanks to the rumors of them being cantankerous ! but , on the other hand , their most devout fans say they’re actually gregarious . last i heard , they caused quite a buzz when they hosted a huge end of the year party ! it’s no wonder they remind me of the smell of cigarettes on their clothes no matter how many times they’re washed , scars that seem to duplicate each year due to dumb stunts & an unruly addiction to black coffee .
S T A T I S T I C S
full name : elliot chance vieira
nickname(s) : ellie , eli
age , dob , zodiac : twenty-three , april 3rd , aries
hometown : seattle , washington
gender & pronouns : cismale , he / him
sexual & romantic orientation : bisexual , biromantic
languages spoken : english - fluent , spanish - fluent , french - amateur
I N T R O D U C T I O N
elliot vieira is the son of andre & shannon vieira . but if you were to ask him today about his parents he would only mention his father , andre
elliot’s mother left when he was around seven years old ; claiming that ‘ being a trophy wife ’ just wasn’t her lifestyle
that led elliot’s dad to spend most of his nights & days at work where he was the lucky owner of a car dealership
with the flow of money , the vieira household was never short of money . plus , since elliot is an only child , most of the money was spent on what he wanted
that being said , elliot grew up beyond spoiled
his father ended up putting him in an all boys private school , something elliot truly didn’t mind seeing as he always found himself getting into trouble
his grades were decent , nothing particularly outstanding , but nothing that would hinder him from getting into college if he chose to go
there was no doubt that elliot was one of the popular kids - that was evident ever since he was in middle school
it was the amount of admires & friends that helped elliot begin to grow on social media , especially as he got older & went through high school
through all the ups & downs of dating , sports , grades & family , elliot still had no idea what he wanted to do with his life after he graduated ?
cue elliot posting a poll & doing a q & a with his followers about what he should do with his life . guess what a good 86% of them said ? to be a model
so elliot brought it up to his father at the end of his junior year & his dad was all for it . he actually started elliot off as being the new face for his car dealership
from that point on , elliot only grew from there - both in popularity & in the amount of trouble he got into
he accepted more & more modeling jobs that were local & then began expanding to gigs down in california
his father is his biggest supporter , or rather he was . as elliot grew older his dad seemed to start paying less & less attention to him . his father currently only checks up on him every once in a while
it wasn’t until elliot was about twenty-one that he added singing onto his list of fame . he was more of a shower singer , but after a few friends said that he should try his hand at that - his popularity went up from there
with the popularity & money that he made all on his own , elliot began to become more & more egocentric & bratty & definitely more reckless
as of right now , he just got done doing a tour in europe !
P E R S O N A L I T Y
a spoiled brat is what elliot is
wants everything to go his way or it’s the highway ?
is really good at being friends with people , loves spoiling the sh*t out of his friends & doesn’t actually want anything in return
he loves being surrounded by people & hates being alone
he’s really bad at having close friends though
kind of obnoxious & annoying ; has a bit of a temper too
never thinks about the consequences of his actions
C O N N E C T I O N S
we dated for a few months , i actually really liked you , you asked for a break & now it’s been a month & you’re in a relationship ? you asked for a break , not a break-up & now i don’t know what to do ( 0 / 1 )
we always see each other at parties & we’re always stealing glances at one another. i know what my intentions are & why i’m drawn to you - but i can’t figure out what yours are ; yet neither of us ever want to approach each other either ( 1 / 2 )
we’re friends joined at the hip - we even have a ship name between our fans & most people think that we’re honestly dating even though we’re just good friends. yet one night you confessed your feelings to me & now i’ve been avoiding you ( 1 / 1 )
i went to a party & got drunk & as a result my thoughts are running wild with how i’m a failure & that i know i’m an asshole . i always end up dialing your number , asking if i can come over , talk & end up staying the night ( 1 / 1 )
other than those elliot could use: exes, ride or die, rivalries, one night stands, just enemies who don’t like him, party buddies, love/hate friends, keep your friends close but your enemies closer, etc.
hiya cherubs ! i'm 𝒹𝑜𝓉 , i'm 𝓉𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓃𝓎 - 𝑜𝓃𝑒 , and i use 𝒻𝑒𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 pronouns ! as i'm typing this i've currently had a dreadful day so i'm MORE than ready to delve into telling u about lil 𝓬𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮 & effectively ignore all of my rl problems ! i'm making a deliberate attempt NOT to ramble , because i tend to obfuscate the lines between intro & bio at times , so if there's anything else you'd like to know about cosette feel free to ask ! to round off this o b s c e n e l y long introduction , if you'd like to plot please like this or feel free to wander into my ims & bless me with some beautiful connections 🦋 mwah ! ps i’ll update this with her application blurb when i get chance , of course i forgot to save it 🤡
cosette's birth marked her a libra ; quixotic , indulgent , fluctuating . she was welcomed with warm arms by her doting parents ; claudette & iven desrosiers ━━━ renowned duo ( think sonny and cher , the civil wars ) & immaculate image of pure love . as their first and only child , cosette was never short of affection .
as cosette grew , it became evident that nothing is as picture perfect as it may seem . although entirely engrossed in each other , her parents’ relationship was wildly tempestuous ━━━ a love so cavernous it can never be wholly satisfied thus is only ever destined to ultimately crash & burn ; it's simply a matter of when .
despite the ups and downs of her parents marriage , cosette has ever remained a hopeless romantic . every minor aspect of her life has been relentlessly romanticised & scrutinised through rose - tinted glasses . she definitely lives in her own dream world ; as if she were a character in her own movie . it leaves her wildly vulnerable , yet unattainable at the same time .
with musicians for parents , her own passion for music was somewhat inescapable . touring with them as a child ignited the very flame that had flourished within them when they were just starting out as naive nineteen year olds . she definitely acknowledges that her career has rocketed off of their backs , and has always been very grateful for it . she uses the stage name ' cosie ' ( her vc is clairo so ... seemed fitting hehe ) .
personality - wise , she’s kinda ... rly pretentious sdjfjf i guess you could say there's an air of falseness about her ; as if she's trying to mask herself to a degree . she's got a public image as being rather dainty & holds a persona of ' butter wouldn't melt ' , but of course there's more beneath the surface >:)
she's kind of struggled with the fame she's obtained over the years now that's it's all actually HERS to grasp . she's always erred on the side of being a lone wolf , and although she's successful at putting on an act she finds most social situations rather draining . she's always been the type to prefer to watch from the sidelines , though now she's got the thirst for glory who's to say that won't all change ?
( park chaeyoung , twenty two , & cisfemale ) who ? these days , it’s all about blue hyong, who comes from los angeles & ca and is making headlines as a singer . she currently has a fan count of 42k , no thanks to the rumors of them being inflexible ! but , on the other hand , their most devout fans say they’re actually imaginative . last i heard , they caused quite a buzz when she publicly dissed her new record label and the misogynistic treatment she was receiving from their reps ! it’s no wonder they remind me of long rants in the notes app being posted to her twitter account , empty bottles of wine laying at recording studios’ floors & notebooks upon notebooks filled with lyrics she might never use but refuses to let go of .
well hello human friends !! n also hello to the non human friends too , wassup . i’m angie a dumb noodle from the middle of the south american jungle , and i’m here to introduce yall to this mess i call blue who’s a muse i have had for yrs now n carry w/ me wherever i go , with some minimal changes but she’s still the same messy bitch on the inside don’t worry folks ! so i will provide u w/ some background info on her n some possible connections under the cut . issa lil messy but we’ve been away for a while pls bear w me
blue is the only daughter to a couple of south korean immigrants that came to america when they were in their very early 20s n already expecting blue in order to chase the american dream n create a better life for themselves n their family . their life was pretty hard for a big part of blue’s childhood , while they were both studying n working odd jobs to pay for their education all the while taking care of a child . so blue didnt have the best childhood , not that her parents were bad or anything they just didnt have time for her . nowadays , they are a lot more comfortable in life , since her dad became a lawyer n her mom is a nurse , but they definitely didnt have an easy beginning .
ok so maybe bc they werent present durant most of her childhood they didnt notice a lol of signs that might have made things a lot easier for them , bc by the time they were available to emotionally be there , during her early teenage years , blue was already kinda a mess . she had grown up w very lil structure n refused the rules they tried to instill on her n was already used to doing things her own way . that lead to a lot of conflict between them , since they expected her to study hard n do well for herself in a nine to fiver when she was already sure art was the only way to go n while she did ok , she definitely wasn’t as good as her parents expected her to be .
so ... u know her teenage yrs were basic girl angsty she fought a lot w her parents n rebelled frequently n ran away from home like ... weekly , but she never rly had any real hardships . life was reasonably good but she always had something to complain abt ... just as she liked
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but then she reached her late teens they all realized there was something going on other than the usual teenage angst she displayed all the time when she had her first manic episode . her parents thought it was a “ blue thing “ at first bc she was usually a very impulsive person n she rly didn’t have a habit of thinking before acting on her impulses , but her mom quickly noticed the signs of a manic episode when she realized how aggitated n restless she was , specially when blue described an hallucination she seemed to be having . they took her to a psychiatrist , she was admitted to a hospital n diagnosed w type 1 bipolar disorder n very quickly medicated . while the medication brought her out of her episode , n she was allowed to go home after her mood seemed to stabilize , blue also noticed it stunted her severely emotionally n decided ( against medical n parental advice [ pls dont do it fam !! take ur meds ] ) to quit her medication , falling into her first major depressive episode a few weeks afterwards . n for abt four years she’s been living w her disorder , n she doesn’t medicate at all . she’s super open abt her struggles n she has a Lot of them , specially w how much drugs n alcohol she consumes . i never said she was smart yall .
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ok so as u probably assume , blue is an emotional mess . she has a very chaotic personality , n most of it isnt even from her illness or anything she just is a very chaotic person in general ? she is one of those artsy ppl who forgets to wash her own clothes so she ends up wearing the same dress for like , 3 days . she’s super outspoken n outgoing n rly easy at making friends if u can get past the dumbass energy she exudes 24/7 ? but yes just a very outgoing person n a outright mess most of the time . she is also soooo stubborn u will never get her to change her mind abt smth she believes to be right about in any way . u just cant . she loves a good time n loves partying n is the lack of impulse Queen soo if u got any bad ideas she is the one u should go for if u need any company . also .... so dramatic . she makes a big deal of everything n has 0 apologies abt that . just catch her crying over high school musical 3 or smth like that .
but yea on the bad side tho , blue takes up n gives up on projects so easily n she can be super fickle abt things in general . like , she will defend an idea for 7 hours but 2 days later she’s already onto smth else n doesnt even remember being so obsessive abt that other thing ? a mess . is also Quite abrasive ? if she thinks ur acting dumb shes not gonna be scared to call u out on it . can also have a Reaally explosive temper . not usually but specially during manic episodes she can be quite easy to annoy ngl . is very unreliable , especially if ur not too close .. tbh that is something connected to her disorder . when she’s on a manic episode , she will be too busy planning things she will never get around to doing or painting her entire house or spending 3 days awake n drunk writing 17 songs by herself . n during her depression is very hard to get her to do anything n even if she feels terrible , she rly cant be an available friend .
in regards to her sexuality , she’s an open bisexual and also is a crazy romantic n falls so hard for literally no reason . but like ... doesnt have the healthiest mentality for relationships ? not like in a toxic way but she will usually give 145% of herself at all times n honestly believes all of the ppl she falls for are the one (1) just wants to make things work no matter what . she’s v impulsive w/ meeting n falling for ppl tho so things dont rly end up working n she always ends up heartbroken over it . Well . At least she’s trying right ?
in regards to her career n art , she’s posted youtube covers n original songs for a couple years and gathered a decent following ? she wasnt huge or anything but she did get a record deal w an actual big label out of it a few months ago . blue was pretty happy abt it but then when the recording process started she realized they werent treating her as she thought she deserved at all ? which resulted on her taking her thoughts to some reps of the label n when she didn’t feel any difference in the way she was being treated she took it to the public ? which definitely caused quite a sitr bc she wasn’t a huge name but she was big enough ? so now she’s in some considerable trouble w her label but Also more famous than ever so they are choosing not to bury her for now ? she’s in some definite trouble though so it’ll be fun to see what happens next n what her moves will be ? spoiler alert : it’ll prob be smth dumb.
i still have so much to say but i’m so lazy wow . dont start ur intros so close to opening time folks thats my tip as an old internet auntie . OK SO ONTO SOME CONNECTIONS NOW
some label mates who she may or may not get along with ?
hookups !! she prob has a few she regrets too bc who doesnt am i right
best friends !! ppl who actually support her n she loves w no restrictions just love all around friends
exes </3 not gonna lie i have some sad ideas abt this one
good influence bc blue is a mess she needs one of those pls someone slap her head n make her drink some water
a fling she has feelings for but may not be requited ... i like my romantic connections to be angsty did yall notice
artistic soulmate !! someone her artistic bitch side just vibes with ? could be a songwriter or singer or anything tbh
some indecisive romantic shit where blue rly knows sh’s too messy n this person is too amazing ? but they still have feels so ... now what ?
this is p mcuh it ?? it has taken so long to finish this i hate myself but HEY if u like blue or dislike her u should hit me up so we can come up w some plot ideas ? i wish i had a quirky goodbye idea but my brain has just quit working guys so u get nothing from me other than a good old fashioned goodbye thanks for ur attention i love u
( zayn , 24 , & cis male ) who ? these days , it’s all about zion feroz , who comes from san francisco, california and is making headlines as a musician . he currently has a fan count of 26k , no thanks to the rumors of them being blunt ! but , on the other hand , their most devout fans say they’re actually hardworking . last i heard , they caused quite a buzz when he was recently signed to a big label ! it’s no wonder they remind me of rnb/rap music, music instruments, and loud cars .
hmu/like this if you wanna plot
zion was born from a wealthy lawyer and a working class mother. his dad not wanting this news to escape he had dipped out from their lives early on, he knew this news would fuck up his career so he didn’t want to take a chance.
zion is such a mamas boy, he loves her so much. he recognized from a young age all the sacrifices she made for him so he tries his best to return it to her and sometimes even others
that being said money was very very tight growing up and he ended up fucking around and selling weed to make some money to try to help out with his mom
as he was selling weed, he would often hang out around with the wrong crowd though this is what got him into singing/rapping and producing music
he was hustlin with his music and selling drugs. you needed a gram? cool you get a free mixtape with it.
zion has a daughter, though shes not biologically his. he doesn’t bat an eye or treat her any different. aubrey is his best friends daughter.
now that zions music/his production is starting to take off, his dad is starting to come back into his life and he absolutely hates that.
zion can be very blunt/an asshole but he does have a soft side especially when it comes to his daughter
hello , tis i , PONYO . . . again . you might realize that this isn’t elliot’s blog though . this is instead my baby named nolan ! he is the complete opposite as my other babe so this is gonna b fun .
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B A S I C S
( tom holland , twenty-two , & cismale ) who ? these days , it’s all about nolan lovell , who comes from anaheim , ca and is making headlines as an actor & youtuber . he currently has a fan count of 988.7K , no thanks to the rumors of them being disorganized ! but , on the other hand , their most devout fans say they’re actually nurturing . last i heard , they caused quite a buzz when he spoke about leaving the acting scene ! it’s no wonder they remind me of the smell of homemade baked goods , a text from his parents on his lock - screen & a wardrobe fit for a disney prince .
S T A T I S T I C S
full name : nolan anes lovell
nickname(s) : n/a
age , dob , zodiac : twenty-two , august 13th , leo
hometown : anaheim , ca
gender & pronouns : cismale , he / him
sexual & romantic orientation : bisexual , biromantic
languages spoken : english - fluent , french - fluent , sign language - fluent
I N T R O D U C T I O N
nolan lovell is the son of big time actor: scotty lovell who has been in movies like charlie & the chocolate factory, pirates of the caribbean, & sweeney todd & whatnot
his father’s actor claim is johnny depp <3
nolan’s mother, beverly, was not a celebrity but work at disneyland as princess aurora !
so both his parents were actors in a way
at the same time nolan & his brother went to disneyland wayyy too much tbh
with such a popular actor has his father, expectations were held for both him & his brother growing up
unfortunately for the lovell family, nolan’s older brother, hilton, did not do well in the acting department; he was sluggish, he was obnoxious, & he just didn’t want to do it
that being said, nolan was more or less shoved into the acting career from a young age
he went to an acting school, appeared in films as a young child, & his parents managed him for a long while
his acting claim is tom holland for rn, i might add another person eventually
nolan started out hating acting ? he thought it was a waste of time & it was really frustrating to be put through it
but as he got older he wanted to stay in it so that his parents had someone to pass their legacy onto ?
so he stuck with the acting school & the random handful of classes that they signed him up for.
the only time he saw his dad ? was when he was starring in a play or at a first showing of his movie/show
so nolan started appearing in more & more things ? so that he could see his dad more & more ?
he’s lived under his parent’s control for the mass majority of his life & he still does to this day tbh
at the end of 2019, he said that he wanted to leave the acting scene to focus on his youtube channel & his family basically exploded & said it was just a joke
his youtube channel rn is something he posts to scarcely bc of all the time he spends on sets
but it’s full of culinary videos !! he’s a huge nerd when it comes to cooking & wants to do youtube videos more often about it
eventually he would like to expand on his channel & do vlogs & other things but he doesn’t want to do that until he’s out of the acting scene
he’s currently not talking to his parents - or rather they aren’t talking to him bc wowow, they built him & they dont want him to throw it all away so young
P E R S O N A L I T Y
sweet frog boi
loves to please other people before himself ?
kind of a health nut
a bit into horticulture
v v v humble
an animal kind of person - owns way too many in everyone’s opinion (mainly dogs)
