#calbex

[bestfurryhusbandpoll]

Gyobu (Tokyo Afterschool Summoners) vs. Calbex (Infinite Space)

Gyobu

Calbex

Voting ended onJan 30

[curious-noodles]

It's a constant loop of a struggle between wanting someone you can share your time and life with while at the same time wanting to be alone because you believe thats how you deserve it. Wishing and hoping that soon you can find someone to love who will return the feelings as you want and need yet cringing at the idea that someone would actuslly care deeply enough to return such a gesture. Not everyone feels this way, not everyone wants it and sometimes neither do i. I border that threshold of wondering why I wasn't good enough yet stopping myself from even asking when it was clear all along. I am me and that is a good enough reason to create the obstacle between me and someone I can be happy with. I'm told all I have to do it be patient, find someone who fits me well but what if there is no one? Not everyone who wants someone finds that person in the end. Who's to say I will?

[curious-noodles]

That feeling when Darth Vader is stuck to your ass and you want him off but you can't without risking damage.

[curious-noodles]

If any of my followers are good with like creating a blog and shit CAN ONE OF YOU HELP ME FINISH MINE

[curious-noodles]

I seriously cannot wait to show you guys my secret cosplay after con! Though it'll take a bit because I'll be so exhausted

[curious-noodles]

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE

Guys I'd like some feedback from my followers about what you guys want to see more of from me. I know I had bouts a while back of posting a lot of my cosplay stuff and I'm still not sure what I want from this blog. I need to get my life on track and get it stable and set where I want it to be. I want to get back into drawing and get better, I want to make more quality cosplays and post progress and results. Maybe post photos I take at cons I go too. When the drama dies down and my debts arent as high and pressing I promise to do my best into actuslly making this blog something. For the many years I've had it it's gotten nowhere but being mostly reblog of funny things I see on my dash that I like from others I follow. And if I decided to post all this stuff would you guys want to see it? Just let me know what you guys want from me. and when I get time I plan on redoing my whole blog in itself. So thanks to all of my followers for being patient and actuslly deciding to follow me. It means a lot, and I know I'm a handful sometimes. For those followers I know in person and just haven't talked too in a long time, I'm so sorry. I never was good at managing many things at once let alone socializing. In the future I promise to do my best to get better and make this blog and myself into something I can be proud of.

[curious-noodles]

I've been gone for so long oh my god guys I'm so sorry! I've been really busy with trying not to lose my new job, getting stuff done for my panels at cons out of state and making some secret cosplays to unveil at said cons. On top of that the ask blog I'm apart of at apocalypticbent keeps me equally busy so check it out! On that note I plan on trying to get into drawing again. Ugh it's been so long. I need to do something with this blog

[curious-noodles]

Happy birthday to me. Like every year but two all my friends are busy and can't see me to chill for even an hour or two. Why do I bother even trying anymore. I'm 20 and still trying to celebrate it like I'm 12. Which wasn't very successful anyway regardless. Happy 20th guys