It was just so good that BF!Scott was swapped into BF!Nom’s body. Because Scott cares for Nom so much <3 and atleast he knew stuff about the body he was stuck in
And also the way Nom was jumping up and down in front of Owain and refused to stop, but the moment he noticed Scott had switched spots with Owain, he stopped.
Also Scott immediately going to BF!Mae upon realising that one of the circus trio members stole the dandelion Nom got for him AUGHHHHHH
Also I’m now calling Bf!Scott, BF!Nom and BF!Graecie, “Scott and his knights” because I love that trio
I fear Bf!Scott is literally like “I can fix him <3” towards Bf!Nom
Now, i haven’t seen Nom’s POV, so all I know is via Scott’s POV
But.
But Scott, I’m not sure if you can actually fix him. I know you want to help. Because you care for Nom, and I love you for that. But I think the more time progresses, the more Nom will spiral, and now he has more power than he.. shouldn’t have because he’s the monarch.
He’s proved to be quick to violence with his mace. And I know he kinda listens to Scott, Scott is practically his right hand man. But what happens when Nom really does something he’ll regret? He’s killed 4c. Yes 4c told a secret he was told not to, and continually lied to Nom which in turn caused a rift between Nom and Graecie. But killing was obviously a step too far, and Scott’s whole “you haven’t heard Nom’s side” speech to Mae is kinda.. hypocritical? Is that the word? Because he never heard 4c’s side.
Scott is obviously still struggling. He’s trying to help. Scott is a people pleaser, and in this situation it’s… not a good thing. Because in his need to help Nom, he’s enabling him.
And I fear Nom constantly telling Scott he’s “gonna do a terrible thing” is going to affect Scott in more ways than Nom would want or like, because Scott will feel a need to talk Nom out of it, and that’s going to be awful for Scott’s mental health.
Scott needs to find out that he simply.. can’t help some people. Despite how much he wishes he can.
I think at this point, Flowersmith has gone from being just doomed, to being TOXIC and doomed.
They both have trauma. And the longer they stay together, the harder the self-destruction will get.
I’m obvi a Scott main so all I know is from his pov
But the final send off for Nom?! THAT SHIT HAD ME SOBBING
I WAS IN SHAMBLES
Nom telling Scott not to blame himself, because it’s not his fault. And Scott hoping that he’d be used to this now, used to death. But he’s not. He’s lost his mother, he’s lost his father, and now.. he’s lost Nom.
He was so sure Nom would survive, he pulled out all the healing spells he had on hand. But nothing worked and Nom had to tell them all that.. he wasn’t going to get better. So he took the people who were closest to him, Katie, 4c and, of course, Scott.
The who talk before his death was SO EMOTIONAL
And NOM USING HIS OATH AFTER THE GRAVS WAS BUILT?!?!
And then Scott and Mae deciding that they’ll be going on a lil journey. On a boat named the SS Nom.
OUGHHHHHHHH SCOTT
PLEASE JUST GIVE US ONE YAOI THAT ISN’T DOOMED.
Also, I imagine because Scott is a half elf, meaning his life span is extended(side note, the thought that at some point it’ll only be him and Graecie after the others have died, OH MY GOD ITS SO SAD), Scott will see people that look like Nom. Maybe they’re reincarnations, or maybe it’s just a coincidence. And maybe he’d try to protect them.
This is a pain that will never go away.
When joining the blue kingdom, Scott probably wasn’t expecting to get so close to anyone. He was just a simple florist, forced to be a mage even when his powers weren’t that great.
And now, the guy who helped him the most.. is no longer here.
OH MY FLOWERSMITHHHHHHH
MY DOOMED YAOIIII
(They were always going to be doomed, no matter what.)
Anyways I’m going continue crying while we wait for the next POW smp, which’ll be a yt exclusive.
So. So you know how the mages play dance dance revolution when trying to cast a spell?? The image of them actually dancing is funny to me.
Tragically funny too. Because BF!Scott has gone home to try and heal his sick dad. I can only imagine him dancing(probably very panicky) and trying to cast a heal spell on his dad.