i'm gonna be loud this morning my coffee's kicking in, but ashton rolling over in the morning to receive cuddles and you're just playing with his hair and he's drifting off back to sleep but he says something cute like "love you, my dear" or calls you "my angel" and i gotta sit down bc sleepy morning voice ashton calling you ANYTHING is instant melting
i’ve been saving this one for a while and what better day to post it than on your birthday? HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH, I LOVE YOU!!
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Although many would say that Ashton kept displays of affection to a minimal amount when the two of you were in public, the same could not be said for when it was the two of you together, home from days of work and stress where the two of you could just be.
It was Ashton’s favourite way to spend days off, unsurprisingly, he had quickly learned your own days off and matched his up so that the two of you got time together.
The day of work you had before your day off was always exhausting and you always could feel every bone in your body ache once you got home, but Ashton made up for it in ways that left you feeling like you’d been treated to a luxurious spa.
Falling asleep next to him always made the night much better, whether there had been activity in the bedroom or you were both content to just crawl into bed to.
When you woke the following morning, you were not surprised to find your beast of a boyfriend fully curling up against you, his head resting on your chest as your fingers drifted through his hair. It used to surprise you when you’d first started dating that he was like this. Like many others, you had been intimidated by his size, but then he began to show you this side and it hadn’t taken you long to fall head over heels in love with him.
A gentle memory of his first whispered ‘I love you’ being shared in the morning sunlight as you lay together drifted through your mind as his breathing started getting slower, signalling that he was on the verge of sleep once more.
“Love you, my dear.”
His voice cracked gently, mostly keeping the room in a peaceful silence as the world began to wake up whilst you two were on the verge of sleep once more.
“Love you too.” You’d barely murmured back before his breathing evened out completely and you could feel the heaviness settle on your own eyes, feeling him curl closer as you fell back asleep, wrapped around Ashton.
When you next woke up, it was much later than you’d anticipated, but you still felt the warm body next to you and your heart warmed at the fact that he was spending his entire day with you.
“Morning.” You got out softly, alerting him to the fact that you were awake and he began to pepper your skin with kisses, slowly crawling up your neck before he was shifting to hover over you, pulling your mind from sleep as you studied his soft features, the morning sunlight bathing him in a gentle golden colour.
“Good morning to you, my love. How does breakfast in bed sound?” There was a glint of mischief to his eyes and you could feel your own lips curving up at what he was implying.
“Perhaps. However I want some real food later.” His laughter broke the air around you as he trailed kisses down your body, a soft noise escaping your lips as he reached where he’d been aiming for.
“Your wish is my command, love.”
It was much later that the two of you had lunch, a satisfied smirk on his lips and a blissful smile on yours.
When you were little, you never imagined yourself to be the person to have a big white wedding. You had read in storybooks, and seen in various Disney movies about true love, and you had never bought into the idea. That was, until you met Michael.
It was a complete accident, a cliche out of a Hallmark movie. You were leaving the book store when a man ran into you. You managed to not drop your books, but he didn’t end up keeping a hold of his coffee. When he sputtered an apology, you met the most beautiful green eyes you had ever seen, and you knew you were a goner from there.
Michael showed you what it meant to be loved, wholeheartedly and without judgement. He saw you at your worst, and took care of you through it all. When he proposed to you, the ‘yes’ fell from your lips immediately, dropping to your knees to kiss him enthusiastically.
Now here you were, about to walk down the aisle, and you were growing incredibly nervous. You’d heard stories of people being left at the altar, and what if Michael changed his mind? What if he decided he wanted more?
Almost as if he could sense how you were feeling, he snuck in the back entrance of the tent where you were getting ready, you gasping at his sudden appearance.
“Michael! You know it’s bad luck for us to see each other,” You laughed, taking his outstretched hands and pressing a kiss to his lips.
“You’re not fully dressed yet and neither am I, in my mind that’s not breaking the rules.”
“That’s not how it works and you know it,” You huffed, pressing another kiss to his lips. “What’s wrong?”
“I just wanted to see you, my love.” Michael cupped your cheek, brushing his thumb along it. “It’s crazy to me that in an hour or so, we’ll be meeting at the end of the aisle to promise our love to each other, no?”
“Especially crazy since I used to not buy the whole true love b.s.,” You chuckled, leaning your face into his palm, “But you changed that. Even if I tried, I couldn’t have dreamt of someone as perfect as you.”
“I tried to imagine the person I’d marry one day. You know, making lists of all your expectations. But you, you’re everything I could’ve wanted and more. It’s like you looked at the checklist in four year old Michael’s mind and laughed, knowing you could top that.”
Tears were welling in your eyes at his words, him going to lean in to kiss you again when you heard someone clear their throat behind you, causing you to break apart. Calum stood with his hands in his pockets, eyebrows raised at the two of you, an amused smirk on his lips.
“You might wanna come with me, lover boy. If someone else would’ve caught you two, they’d have a fit.”
The three of you laughed, Michael pressing one last soft kiss before he asked, “I’ll see you out there?”
You nodded, your heart feeling like it could explode from your chest with the love you felt for the man before you, “Wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
dropping in with another one: @boomerash / flo is starting to post her writings and im SO insanely proud of her, she’s working really hard and doing everything she can to make sure they’re enjoyable! she’s one of my best friends and i love her sm
Good morning! Can I please request something with "bite me" and "if you insist"?
thank u for requesting something my dear!!! i hope you like it 🥺
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“Oh fuck off already,” you mumble under your breath when another error lights up your computer screen. “Why won’t you work with me, you stupid, little-...” You’ve been trying to edit a little home video for Ashton on your laptop, and nothing works the way it’s supposed to. You’ve been staying at Ashton’s the past couple of days, taking care of his plants, cleaning his apartment and stocking his fridge in case he came home from tour earlier than planned. That’s why you’ve been hunched over the small computer, muttering curses under your breath when the screen freezes again when you want to make the tiniest change. After a day of yelling and pacing through the apartment, waiting for the effects to render, you finally thought everything was done and ready to export.
“What do you mean ‘can’t play the video’?! Don’t be so fucking annoying and just play the dam thing.” You yell at your computer, frantically pressing down on the trackpad, trying to get the video to play. “Oh just bite me, you stupid thing.” You grit your teeth and briefly close your eyes as you let your head drop down in your hands.
“If you insist.” The voice of the man you’ve been missing for weeks startles you, causing you to grab the empty bottle of wine next to you, ready to throw the thing at some creep's face. “The fuck?!” You exclaim when you realize it’s not some burglar but, in fact, your boyfriend who’s been leaning against the doorpost. “When the fuck did you get home?!” You blink a couple of times in confusion, wondering if it’s really him standing in front of you.
“I’ve missed you too, baby.” Ashton laughs sarcastically as he drops his luggage. His eyes wander over your body, taking in every inch of you he missed and finally rests his gaze on the wine bottle you’re still holding. “And what were you planning on doing with that.” He laughs as he walks closer to you. “I..” you stutter and you look at the green object you’re still holding. “I, don’t know, to be honest. I thought you were some sort of creep?” You place the bottle back on the kitchen counter and quickly jump off of the barstool you’ve been sitting on, finally throwing your arms around the neck of the man you had to miss for months.
“Let’s start this thing over, okay?” You mumble against the skin of his neck, his laugh vibrates against your lips. “Okay,” he whispers in your hair as he continues to hold the back of your head as close as possible, his other hand stroking your lower back.
“Hey baby,” your voice is soft, barely a whisper as you nuzzle against his chest, breathing in his intoxicating fragrance. “Welcome home, I’ve missed you.” Your lips meet his, starting off soft and slow but quickly deepening, becoming more needy and sloppy. His fingers run up and down your body, touching, caressing everything his fingertips meet, making up for the lost time.
“Fuck...” the two of you pant as the kiss comes to an end, his forehead leans against yours, a smile tugs on your lips as he plants little kisses on the tip of your nose. “So,” a cheeky smile appears on Ashton’s lips, “Is the offer still on the table?” His voice is breathy and husk, his tongue wets his lips as he looks at you, his eyes full with excitement and anticipation. Your eyebrows knot in confusion, “What offer?” you ask, trying to read his eyes. “For me to bite you.” the man breathes before returning his lips to yours, picking you up and bringing you with him to his bedroom.
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i am feeling soft so send me some stuff and i’ll try to whip up a lil’ something something
and last one for now: @spicycal @irwinkitten @n-ctarinenga have ALL been such an amazing support for me personally, and not only are they all wildly talented, but they all have such big, beautiful hearts and i love them so much 🥺💕