#campbell rambles

[markidoof]

I’m terrified of turning 21

I wonder what you think of me.

I hope you miss me,

Want to talk to me too.

I hope you think I’m pathetic.

I hope you know I’m better

I know we’re better apart.

I’m desperate to close the chapter again, have the “get a coffee and talk things over, just to stay no contact after” moment.

We end up in the same places, just not at the same time.

I wonder if that’s on purpose.

I miss you when I’m alone. When I have nothing but fond memories.

I hate your name when I’m well. When I’m with people and a thought of you comes up. When I see your interest on my mundane target runs with my partner.

I miss you

[shawsbar]

I just cracked my screen yesterday and animal crossing has the audacity...

[destroyalldinosaurs]

pls follow my insta I just made (@sunshinecampbell) so im not as insecure about it

[grcetxt]

So turns out pads have like. Shit in them that gets you inflamed. As does most womens underwear for some fucking reason idk point is I can never win and I will suffer for forever

[grcetxt]

Autism is "the bus is humming too loud and those girls are talking and that kid that's on tiktok is playing his music way too loud and I'm tired but I'm not in my seat so I can't sleep and someone is sat right behind me and that packet is crinkling too loud and I can hear everyone breathing. Also I'm not sure if I'm a real person"

[grcetxt]

Sometimes I'm like "maybe I'm faking my autism" and then someone sits in "my seat" on the bus and I start sobbing and I'm like "ah never mind"

[grcetxt]

I lied put your clothes back on I'm gonna introduce you to all my stuffed animals and tell you the intricate backstories they have that I made up when I was like 5

[grcetxt]

Unrelated to everything but memory shit going well /silly